Crazy Psychologist

"You said it was false. Where's the evidence? You will be sentenced without evidence." Bai Lu sneered, lay down on her side, and stopped talking.

Muchun looked at He Ping. He Ping raised his shoulders, reluctantly picked up his piano case and walked out.

After walking into the corridor, He Ping turned to Muchun and said, "It's a big misunderstanding."

Muchun nodded, "Let's talk in another place."

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"Thank you doctor for saving Bai Lu today. I don't know how to thank you."

Upon arriving at Zhang Wenwen's clinic, He Ping immediately bowed deeply to Muchun.

"Don't be like this. I've already said what should be done. Anyone who knows first aid will help Bai Lu if he encounters a situation like this this morning. You don't have to pay too much attention to this matter." Muchun helped He Ping up.

He Ping suddenly had a violent cough. After he finished coughing, he touched his back with his left hand and looked very painful.

Muchun was a little concerned. He seemed to be in good health. Why did his back hurt so much when he coughed?

Just as Mu Chun was about to speak, He Ping said: "I'm fine, I'm fine."

"You" Muchun vaguely felt that the whole thing seemed more complicated.

There are some elves hiding in the corner who are trying to reveal something called the truth, and there are other elves who are trying to cover up some things with dirt.

Such conflicts and contradictions fill Zhang Wenwen's bright and tidy clinic.

"I'm fine." He Ping emphasized again and looked at the water dispenser.

Muchun immediately asked him to sit down and then poured him a glass of water.

"Are you feeling uncomfortable?" Muchun asked.

"No, really not." He Ping drank the water and shook his head, "I'm fine, I have nothing to do. Let's talk about Xu Dan's affairs, okay? Then I also want to see Bai Lu, and now she may want to Take a break, I really had no idea it would hurt her that much, if I had known it was going to happen, if I knew I was so close to losing her, I definitely wouldn't have."

Is it regret? Or something else?

Muchun tried to judge the emotions in He Ping's words, regret, pain and sadness.

Because there is everything.

He Ping was wearing a white shirt and a thick woolen sweater. The style was somewhat retro. The thick woolen top made He Ping look stronger and his shoulders wider.

He sighed and subconsciously stretched out his right hand to press the center of his chest.

"Xu Dan is a fan of mine. You can say that she is a little fangirl. It's just a relationship, nothing more." He Ping said slowly, "She left a message on my Weibo for three months. Tell her some stories. She is a poor girl, very lonely, very pitiful. Her story can be told over and over again for a long time, but I don’t think it is necessary to tell the story of a poor girl over and over again in front of others.

How to put it, I believe that as she said, she only told me these things. I am not only his idol but also her doctor.

She said that she was sick and could not live for more than half a year. She wanted to see me and wanted me to visit her. "

"So you went?" Muchun asked.

"Yes, I went. I went to see her. She was very weak and had endless words to say. Moreover, she looked very similar to Bai Lu. Didn't you notice? Her eyes are exactly the same as Bai Lu's." He Ping explain.

Muchun saw the warm smile on He Ping's face when he said this. It was the kind of smile a man would have when he mentioned his beloved woman.

Appreciation and love from the bottom of my heart.

What He Ping was praising was not Xu Dan, but his wife Bai Lu.

"So, you think Xu Dan is Bai Lu? Why do you miss Bai Lu but never go home?" Mu Chun gently took a step forward.

This step was quickly blocked by He Ping.

"No, there is no such thing as the doctor said. I am indeed very busy. I have many performances and invitations from some program groups. Some of the videos I uploaded on Weibo are also sponsored, such as some Korean restaurants, and Some stores and some of the supplies I accidentally photographed in videos and pictures all have commercial value. To put it bluntly, they are all for making money. I am working hard to make as much money as possible. I always want to work harder. ." After He Ping finished speaking, he looked at his piano case.

"You can talk to Bai Lu more about these things. In addition to mutual trust between husband and wife, necessary verbal communication is sometimes indispensable. I have met many couples who say that they know each other well, and the other party also knows him well. Then they lived in pain for more than ten years under the feeling that they thought they understood each other. When they finally broke up, they said that the other party never understood them, and that they never understood who the other party was.

This type of couples who drift further and further apart due to lack of verbal communication or blind belief in understanding each other is very common around us. With good communication, many small problems will become non-problems, and many big problems will become smaller. If communication is not good, one thing Very simple things can eventually turn into irreparable annoyance due to suspicion and random thoughts. From a doctor's perspective, I always encourage everyone not to be lazy in communication. This kind of laziness is not good. "Mu Chun's words were a bit serious, but He Ping nodded repeatedly.

"I will try to talk to her, as long as there is still a chance."

When he said the word opportunity, Mu Chun saw another pain on He Ping's face. Mu Chun was sure that there were many things buried in He Ping's heart, some of which he probably never wanted to say.

What exactly is it?

This is probably the key to the conflict between He Ping and Bai Lu.

So is there any relationship between Xu Dan's case and the secrets buried by He Ping?

"It happened that I also went to Xu Dan's house. You should have seen it from the news. Although I did not appear in the live broadcast, in addition to the police, ambulance personnel and a doctor, I was also the one who went to Xu Dan's house that day. ." Muchun said.

He Ping was not surprised when he heard what Mu Chun said. He did not notice that numerous articles mentioned that Mu Chun also went to Xu Dan's house. Maybe those who wrote the articles didn't know it, or he didn't. See it clearly.

In fact, He Ping only read the titles of these articles, and he did not have time to read so many things.

He didn't want to know the content at all.

Mu Chun also had similar questions. After Mu Chun said that he had been to Xu Dan's house, He Ping didn't seem very surprised.

Muchun analyzed that there were probably two reasons. First, he didn't want to know at all; second, He Ping knew the whole truth, so he didn't need to read those articles.

Why does a person who knows all the real thoughts need to read articles that only describe and speculate on part of the truth? Of course there is no need.

According to Muchun's judgment, both situations are possible. It may be one of them, or both may exist at the same time.

"Okay, Xu Dan is stronger than I thought. She and I are just chatting. You may not believe it. I have been to her house twice. We sang together, and I also sang for her. After playing, we chatted. She is a girl who is good at chatting. Her voice is nice but also very measured. In fact, I don’t hate her. Even if something like this happens now, I am just confused and don’t hate her. She, after all, she is sick, a girl who died soon, what’s the point of hating her? I just don’t know why she did this, why she suddenly accused me of sexually assaulting her, and why she accused me of domestic violence against her. Why did she suddenly commit suicide?" He Ping was a little worried, and it seemed that he really couldn't understand these things at all.

"Has she ever told you about wanting to commit suicide?" Muchun asked.

He Ping nodded, "Yes, she told me some past events in her childhood. Those past events were not so happy. How should I put it? She was a very pitiful girl."

He Ping was choked up when he said this. He picked up the teacup and drank some water. After drinking, he pressed his chest with his right hand, as if it was his habitual action.

"Is it about being sexually harassed?" Muchun asked seriously.

He Ping raised his head and glanced at Muchun, hesitating for a moment and then nodded, "How do you know?"

Muchun smiled awkwardly.

"Oh, yes, you are a psychopsychiatrist. I have seen this type of department in foreign hospitals, called psychiatry. Maybe the translation is different." After He Ping finished speaking, he coughed for a while, and then said: "It feels like a doctor who can see through people's hearts, or a doctor who can see through the essence of things. No wonder the police want to cooperate with Dr. Muchun. It's really amazing."

Muchun shook his head and continued to focus on Xu Dan, "Then did she tell you that she was sexually assaulted and then subjected to domestic violence?"

He Ping looked at Mu Chun with wide eyes, as if looking into a magic mirror. His lips trembled slightly as he tried to squeeze out a few words, "You are really amazing."

Muchun wanted to say, things have developed to this point. If I didn't know, I could take off my white coat tomorrow and go back to reflect.

But Muchun didn't say that. Instead, he tried to connect the suicide live broadcast in his mind - the accusation of rape - domestic violence, and He Ping's denial. What kind of truth is hidden between these events?

It seems that He Ping did not lie, but just because he did not lie, he cannot prove his innocence. If a woman accuses a man of rape, if the man has indeed been to the woman's house, and it has passed the time for a physical examination to prove the truth or falsehood.

Further judicial auxiliary examination, such as hair, skin DNA, etc., even if He Ping proposed such an examination, it would be harmful and unfavorable to him, because He Ping did go to Xu Dan's house. Although there was no physical contact in the relationship between men and women, there may be some A slight degree of intimate contact is enough to constitute evidence against He Ping.

If the police go to Xu Dan's home to collect evidence, He Ping's DNA and even some personal belongings may be found everywhere in the house.

"I saw a boxing glove at Xu Dan's house. Is it yours?" Muchun asked suddenly.

He Ping looked at Muchun in surprise, then lowered his eyelids and remained silent.

"I also saw a pair of men's sneakers, which looked like a pair of jogging shoes. Are they yours?" Mu Chun asked again.

There was still silence, as if hanging in the winter air-conditioning and the roaring sound of the heater in the clinic room.

Like a rusty sign under neon lights, it carries everything in the past but remains stubbornly silent.

He Ping's handsome face gradually became like a withered and fallen sycamore, with deep veins intertwined with the graceful and unexplained falling leaves, the calmness of fallen leaves and a sigh as they fell to the ground.

But He Ping didn't even sigh.

After Muchun asked these two questions, He Ping just remained silent, as if time and space had opened a hole in his head, a dark hole impermeable to starlight.

His color became darker and darker, and he became more and more devoid of vitality. In the end, he seemed to be as silent as this black hole.

Muchun felt a kind of destructive uneasiness, and a kind of panic instantly spread in the clinic.

He calmed down his emotions, and then poured another glass of water for He Ping.

"If you are in trouble, let's go back to the previous part. Can I ask Xu Dan how he described those sad childhood memories?"

Muchun asked softly, his tone was like talking to a child.

He Ping took a breath and looked very helpless, "She said she had only told me about this matter. She said she thought she would never tell anyone in this life or let anyone know such a thing.

At that time, Xu Dan was 9 years old. In the countryside, a 9-year-old child had just entered the second grade. The person who assaulted her was her uncle. Her uncle was already in his fifties at the time. I guess he might be the older one in the family. Uncle, she said it was a spring with blooming flowers. She had just finished her physical education class and ran two kilometers to her home. Her mother and her sisters drank beer and peeled peanuts together. Women in the village had no farm work to do. When they are busy, they would sit together to drink and eat some side dishes. Xu Dan said that this is very common. If she had not left her hometown, her current life might just be drinking and eating peanuts, talking about the Dong family and the Li family. Something weird happened to someone's house again.

The sensible Xu Dan ran to the back of the house alone. He originally planned to do homework for a while, but because he was covered in sticky sweat, he couldn't help but want to take a bath, so he ran to the other end of the yard, where a small cement In the house, which is where most people take baths, the door lock was broken. When he was getting ready to take off his clothes after getting water, Xu Dan found that the door lock could not be locked at some point. It was originally a stainless steel latch, but One screw was missing, the latch was useless, and there was no way to lock the door.

The naive Xu Dan thought that he was in his own yard anyway, and no one else would come in to take a bath at 4:30 in the afternoon. It would only take ten minutes to take a bath by himself, so it didn't matter if the door was ajar.

What happened next?" He Ping sighed with a solemn expression. "Xu Dan said that she didn't know when the man came in. When she reacted, the man hugged her tightly from behind. At that time, she still had soap and Water, the whole body is wet, but what about the man? The man's upper body was smooth and it felt like he was wearing nothing. His strong heartbeat kept beating on her shoulders. She said she could feel that the man was also very nervous.

But she was even more nervous, so nervous that her heart almost stopped beating, let alone "

"Shout. She can't shout. When a girl encounters a sudden violation, her brain will go through an incredible process. Some people will be unable to activate any self-rescue functions, such as shouting, struggling and escaping." Muchun explained.

He Ping nodded in approval, "That's right. That's what Xu Dan said. She said that she recalled the scene countless times. When she recalled it countless times, she did not shed tears, but felt that she was so ridiculous. She said that when she knew When the person standing behind was her uncle, when the man's voice became clear in her ears and turned into the voice of someone she was familiar with, her whole mind was confused, like a ball of fermented flour. A complete blankness blocked her brain, and then she felt pain, her whole body ached, but the man said begging for mercy, Dandan is good, uncle is the most precious Dandan, Dandan is good, Dandan is good."

Mu Chun was silent. He Ping sighed and comforted Mu Chun and said, "This is not what a 9-year-old girl should bear. I asked her if she had told her mother. There was anger in her eyes and a desperate smile on her lips. She said her mother beat her so hard that she didn't want to go to school and took countless showers every day. She was afraid to talk to anyone. She trembled all over when talking to people and it took her a long time to recover. When she saw the male teacher at school, she Feeling that they were saying, "Uncle is the most precious Dandan, the most precious Dandan", she dropped out of school for a year. During this year, Xu Dan's mother took her to see several masters, and the masters all said the same thing, saying The child has lost his soul. As long as he takes it back, he will be fine. He takes medicine, practices, and even invites a few more masculine people to sit at home more often. This can drive away evil spirits and is good for little Xu Dan's illness.

So her mother invited her uncle and the others to come to the house two or three times a week, which made Xu Dan even more frightened. Her uncle always held Xu Dan in his arms and said, "Dan Dan doesn't want to study. If he doesn't behave, he will be spanked." ’ After saying that, he really hit me.”

"So Xu Dan later recovered and became normal, because if she had been afraid of being abnormal, she would have seen her uncle all the time." Mu Chun said.

He Ping nodded, "The doctor is absolutely right. Your statement is not wrong at all. In order to escape the so-called masculinity, Xu Dan became very masculine. She climbed mountains every day and exercised every day. She wanted her own body. As strong as a man, she wanted no one to bully her again. After graduating from junior high school, she passed the nursing school in the city, and later went to the university here in Yaohai to study nursing."

Nursing major? Muchun frowned.

"Xu Dan is a sympathetic girl, isn't she? I swear I have never had any intimate behavior with her. I don't know the reason why she said I violated her. It is completely false. I don't know why Xu Dan is doing this. Say, what is the relationship between her suicide and her accusation that I assaulted her? I am actually very confused, but these things are not that important to me. I have many things to be busy with, many, many, many things that I still have to take care of now. Bai Lu, we can't let her be in any more danger.