Crazy Psychologist

Anyway, topsy-turvy is "Humanity's greatest fear is the fear of the unknown."

Or it’s filled with descriptions like “indescribable” everywhere.

To put it bluntly, isn’t it Lovecraft’s YY? But speaking of it, this British aristocratic writer really gradually developed his own style from a little fan of Edgar Allan Poe, with some baroque words, a lot of descriptions and an even greater amount of psychological descriptions.

It insists on a story-telling method that is neither easy to read nor friendly, but gradually blazes its own path.

Especially the Cthulhu system constructed in his later novels, which was simply a bucket of black ink poured into a dark forest-like universe.

"You think science is important, right? Yes, yes, I admit that you are right. But at the same time, I tell you that it is not important."

Thinking of this, Pan Xiaoqing laughed, "It's so fucking unimportant and meaningless. It really makes sense."

If she could write freely like a mental patient, like Lovecraft, obsessed with using her favorite old English grammar, I don’t know if any readers would read her stuff.

Keeping pace with the times, Pan Xiaoqing thought of Grace's words again, which sounded like advice!

‘Finally, am I also a person who needs to find the way to move on in life through the advice of others? ’ Thinking of this, Pan Xiaoqing felt that she was just like those authors of self-media “chicken soup” articles that she originally didn’t like, who spent the whole day saying, “The weather is so nice, why are you unhappy?”

What is there to be happy about.

These messy thoughts are like lying on the window sill waiting for the cold air to enter the room. As long as the owner accidentally leaves the window exposed, the cold and moist air will flow in, making you shiver in the room. trembling.

Pan Xiaoqing turned on the computer, shook his head, and pressed the power button, intending to write something today no matter what, or at least determine the topic to be written next.

As for what Grace mentioned on the phone, "Advance with the times and think carefully about what is effective work in the current Internet era", she didn't want to think of a word of it, but it was just like walking on the ground and inevitably stepping on it. Same as the ground.

It’s not easy not to remember.

So Pan Xiaoqing went to the bathroom, planning to wash her face with cold water first, and then think about what she wanted to write.

As the cold water flowed over her face, Pan Xiaoqing's energy recovered a little, and her concentration seemed to have recovered a lot.

She walked to the bookshelf, picked up a book called "Blood Plague" and read it for a while, then put the book back.

Then she picked up a copy of "The Secret of Alchemy" and leaned against the bookshelf to read for a while.

"Blood Epidemic" is a documentary literary work that Pan Xiaoqing has read many times. Not only did the content of the entire book shock her, but Pan Xiaoqing also admired the writing style. Therefore, this book is half a literary reading and half a teaching material for learning. Pan Xiaoqing Read it no less than three times.

As for the book "The Secret of Alchemy", Pan Xiaoqing didn't remember which year he bought it and put it on the bookshelf. The dark purple spine of the book was slightly dusty. This book "The Secret of Alchemy" published by Business Press " is a hardcover book, and the price is not expensive. The red book cover and gold-gilded font are very consistent with the theme of the book.

After reading for a while, Pan Xiaoqing suddenly thought of whether he could use some mystical writing method to write documentary literature.

This idea was a little exaggerated. When it entered Pan Xiaoqing's mind, Pan Xiaoqing felt that she was probably crazy.

This is not her favorite way of creation. On the contrary, Liu Yun may think this idea is good, but Liu Yun is Liu Yun. Two authors are two different lives in two different worlds, and no matter how close they are, one author cannot help Another author completes his creation.

Moreover, if they are not done well, they will affect each other, resulting in no one being better than when they were working alone.

That's why Pan Xiaoqing has always believed that it is inappropriate for the author to be together. There will always be someone who will sacrifice something for this relationship, which may be invisible or only temporary.

After all, there are some couples in the world who are both authors and have a good relationship. After getting married, their writing careers have gone smoothly.

But there are many negative examples. More often, one party gradually reduces the time and energy invested in creation in order to support the other party, and becomes another person's editor.

Pan Xiaoqing believes that it is more appropriate for the author to be lonely. It is not necessarily a good thing for two lonely authors to be together.

Now that she has a new idea, let's try to write something. She has not thought of a good subject for nearly a month. If she continues like this, she really doubts that she will be able to write well again.

Writing a column is still different from writing a novel. I don’t know how Liu Yun gave up writing novels and started writing travel notes and columns instead. But speaking of it, that guy is really lucky. When others travel to Istanbul, the most they can do is on a travel app. Post some photos and travel notes, talk about what delicious food or fun things are there, and those who are more literary or are more willing to put in effort, write a little bit about the local customs, history and culture, so that the quality of the entire article will go up. Read More and more people will follow.

Liu Yun has achieved all these aspects, and Pan Xiaoqing has read some novels written by Liu Yun before, which is not to say there is anything wrong. In Pan Xiaoqing's opinion, Liu Yun's novels have a more obvious translation flavor. Later, the two They also had many literary exchanges. Pan Xiaoqing noticed that most of the writers Liu Yun liked were not local writers, and he had been crazy about Latin American literary works since childhood, and then read a lot of books by Western authors. , with one year of experience as an exchange student in between, so his writing has a hazy sense of being Chinese but not foreign.

Pan Xiaoqing discovered that she was not the only one who felt this way. In the comment areas of several novels serialized by Liu Yun on the Internet, many readers had such comments. Some people said: "This book reads like a world famous book." Feel."

Someone else commented, "Probably only the author himself knows what he is writing."

Pan Xiaoqing speculated that Liu Yun must have felt very uncomfortable when he saw this, so his last novel ended in a hurry before it was serialized.

This may be caused by the injuries he suffered after switching from a physical author to an online author.

A proud and arrogant author who has some achievements in his own right has failed in online literature. This kind of psychological gap will not make anyone feel comfortable.