Dating After Divorce

Memories swirled in his heart like the wind. Luo Zhen only took a second to remember that one morning five years ago, Ning Rou had asked her the same question—

"Alo, do you like children?"

How can two women have children?

There is no point in discussing this issue, not to mention, she has always hated children.

In her eyes, some children are born with sins, such as herself.

Twenty-seven years ago, Su Zhi and Luo Zhenting got married.

Not long after the marriage, Luo Zhenting had another woman outside. This was the first time Su Zhi caught him cheating.

At that time, Su Zhi was only twenty years old. At such a good age, which young girl would be willing to suffer such grievances?

Su Zhi made up her mind to divorce, but was found to be pregnant at this time.

With children, women always have more scruples. Coupled with the strong dissuasion of relatives and Luo Zhenting's begging for repentance, this marriage did not end in the end. Luo Zhenting may make a promise that he will never mess with men and women in the future. relation.

However, there are only zero and countless times of cheating, and being caught once will only make Luo Zhenting more careful next time.

In the blink of an eye, thirteen years have passed.

Because her health deteriorated after childbirth and she was busy taking care of her daughter, Su Zhi did not discover her husband's secret.

In front of her, Luo Zhenting has always played the role of a perfect husband and a perfect father. His acting skills are so poor but so good that even Luo Zhen, who just remembered, found out that he had a lover outside, and Su Zhi still kept in the dark.

It was not until Xiao San came to provoke trouble, that she knew that the happy family she had cherished and guarded over the years was just a false dream bubble, and she was the only one deceived by that illusion from beginning to end.

She regretted that she was soft-hearted and did not divorce, but time could not be reversed, and she could not go back to the past. Unconsciously, she attributed the mistake to the young Luo Zhen. It's not the time to come'.

What came at the wrong time?

Obviously speaking of Luo Zhen.

As a mother, a mother who can even forgive her cheating husband for her daughter, Su Zhi's love and dedication to Luo Zhen is beyond doubt.

So contradictory, she loves her daughter so much, but she can't help complaining that the timing of her daughter's arrival is not right.

It was this selfless love and inexplicable resentment that made Luo Zhen fall into the abyss of endless pain.

Disgusting Luo family and Luo Zhenting is just a reflection of her inner self-disgust.

She has the blood of the Luo family in her body, and her name always carries 'Luo'. The Luo family she hates most is destined to be only herself.

The childhood trauma caused by the family of origin is profound and indelible.

If there is a choice, Luo Zhen also hopes that he will not be born.

In this way, Su Zhi can regain her freedom at the age of 20 and pursue a new life, instead of living in frustration like this life, losing her freedom because of pregnancy, losing her health because of dystocia, losing precious time because of taking care of her daughter, because Her husband's infidelity lost his joy and smile, and he was unhappy all day long. He died in remorse at the most regrettable age of thirty-three.

Like kids?

How can you like it?

If you really like it, you won't find a woman to marry.

Luo Zhen didn't understand why Ning Rou asked this meaningless question after five years.

She pursed her lips and suddenly thought of the daughter Shen Rumei gave birth to Luo Zhenting, the sister she and Luo Fanxing shared, Luo Baiyue.

The little sister's chubby and cute little face just came to mind when a loud and piercing cry sounded in her ears, but in an instant, the sullenness in her eyes was replaced by boredom.

In the past five years, she has returned to Luo's house no more than ten times, but in her impression, almost every time she goes back to Luo Baiyue, she is constantly arguing and arguing, sometimes for a toy, sometimes to avoid going to school , In short, everyone in the entire Luo family must listen to her.

He is obviously only a five-year-old child, but he is so used to being spoiled by everyone that he has a bad personality. Not only is he arrogant and unruly, but he is also too strong. He is a thousand times more annoying than Luo Fanxing, who just came to the Luo family.

No, children are synonymous with trouble.

Just thinking about it, Luo Zhen couldn't help frowning, and without hesitation gave the exact same answer as back then.

"dislike."

The expected answer.

Ning Rou was not surprised at all, but her expression was still slightly stagnant.

Even she herself didn't know what she was expecting. Luo Zhen hated children. She knew it five years ago.

A gust of night wind blew past, she didn't speak any more, she quickly looked away from the woman's cold and beautiful face, but the two hands on the handlebars, but unconsciously exerted force.

In the dry and hot air, she remembered her life before she met Luo Zhen—

The dark and damp basement, the sturdy and cramped iron cage, the cold and flooded operating table, the day and night examinations, the never-ending medicines and the never-enough injections.

This is the secret she can give women to have children.

From birth, she was just an experiment, a living sample for human research; meeting Luo Zhen was the only luck in her unfortunate life.

And these, Luo Zhen didn't know all about it.

The dry and depressing air was floating in all directions, and neither of them could calm their hearts.

Suddenly, Ning Rou's hair was blown away by the wind, and her face was completely buried in the shadows.

She stretched out her hand and pulled the messy hair on her cheek back behind her ear, her movements were gentle and gentle, like a little hamster wiping its face with its paws, cute and blunt.

The two stood face to face, Luo Zhen was a little taller, and when he lowered his eyes, he could only see a small pinkish-white nose and a few strands of black and soft hair.

Her heart softened almost instantly, and even her eyes became as gentle as usual.

She no longer struggles with children, because there will never be children between her and Ning Rou.

She only cares about Ning Rou.

The white full moon hangs high in the night sky, and the road around the road becomes more empty and silent.

Luo Zhen walked forward and stopped in front of the bicycle, obviously not planning to let people leave easily.

"You still haven't told me why you want a divorce."

Asked and asked, still the same sentence.

Ning Rou lowered her head and wore a pair of white loose short sleeves. Two slender and slender arms stretched out from the wide cuffs, making her clothes even more ill-fitting. Her lower body was a pair of black women's sweatpants, which were very large. , As soon as the wind blew, the two trousers swayed, making people dare not imagine how thin the two legs were inside.

Just by looking at her clothes and the worn-out bicycle in her hand, you can guess how hard she has been in the past few years.

It's impossible to say no.

Luo Zhen pursed his lips slightly, and his heart was sour and astringent.

Maybe it was because she was afraid that Ning Rou would use words like 'deal' to perfunctory her, and before Ning Rou could say anything, she spit out all the doubts in her heart.

"Don't talk to me about a deal. If it's just a deal, you will be the first to break your promise. When you said yes, if you get a divorce, I will give you a sum of money, so that you don't have to worry about your livelihood for the rest of your life. That money, I will give you money. I gave it to you, why didn't you accept it? If it was just a deal, why didn't you stop me and reject me that night five years ago, but we still had a relationship?"

"Ning Rou, don't take me for a fool—"

The so-called transaction is nothing more than a clumsy excuse full of loopholes.

Luo Zhen's eyes were wet and red, and there was a trace of sadness and anger hidden between his brows.

She was angry that Ning Rou left her, and she was angry that Ning Rou didn't tell her anything, and even after the two reunited, she still wanted to lie to herself.

In the middle of the night on a long street with no people, two women stood under the warm yellow street lamps, their shadows being pulled by the moonlight for a long, long time.

In the face of the continuous questioning, Ning Rou was a little flustered.

She has always been someone who can't lie. She thought that the phrase 'just a deal' was enough to make Luo Zhen leave Yuanxiang and her own world, but she didn't expect that Luo Zhen's obsession with divorce would be so deep.

What she had to say, she gave birth to a daughter for Luo Zhen.

Thinking that Ning Baobao might be waiting for her alone at home now, some uneasy irritability appeared on her face.

She bit her lip, raised her head and looked at the beautiful woman in front of her, until she saw the unmistakable strength in the other's eyes, she finally shook her head and pleaded in a low voice.

"I do not want to say."

"Alo, let me go."

Such a humble and pitiful begging made Luo Zhen's hands and feet cold in an instant.

Ning Rou called her A Luo, and Ning Rou begged her to let her go.

She closed her eyes, various emotions surging back and forth in her heart, and before she could suppress the pain, a soft voice came from her ear—

"You clearly know why I came to Yuan Township."

How could it not know?

Just don't want to believe it.

Yuan Township is a famous "double season" county in the country. It is as hot as a stove in summer and as cold as an ice cellar in winter. It is almost impossible to feel the existence of the two seasons of spring and autumn throughout the year.

Luo Zhen is naturally sensitive to heat and cold. If the temperature in the air is too high or too low, it will make her skin allergies, redness and pain.

In a place like Yuanxiang, she couldn't stay at all.

From the moment Luo Fanxing said that she saw Ning Rou in Yuanxiang, she had guessed that she had been searching for her ex-wife for five years, but she didn't want to be found by herself at all.

The atmosphere suddenly became awkward.

Occasionally there was one or two cicadas and insects in the haystacks, which made the road even more quiet and lonely.

The corners of Luo Zhen's eyes were slightly red, and the delicate face reflected a faint sadness, the cheeks were pale, and there was no trace of blood.

Several minutes passed before she reached out her right hand tremblingly and held onto the handlebars of the bicycle.

"I'll take you back."

Five slender, white fingers landed firmly in the middle of the front of the car.

Not only beautiful, but charming.

Ning Rou was stunned for a while, wondering why Luo Zhen suddenly changed the subject, and subconsciously stared at the perfect white hand for a few seconds.

It was not until the other party took the bicycle from his hand that he remembered to refuse.

"No, no need."

Luo Zhen's eyelids drooped slightly, his attitude still persisted, but the tone of his speech was much softer, as if he was begging.

"Sorry, I didn't expect my appearance to cause you such a big trouble."

"After tonight, I'll leave."

"Let me send you—one last time."

The sudden apology made Ning Rou stay in place.

Although she had long hoped that Luo Zhen would go back, but at this moment, she still needed some time to digest the news of Luo Zhen's departure—

This time apart, it is estimated that the two will never meet again in the future.

I don't know why, but when she realized this, her heart couldn't help but tighten.

feeling bad.

Just like when he left Luo Zhen.

It's just that she wanted to leave by herself that time; and this time, she forced Luo Zhen to leave.

It's all her fault.

The person who is the most unqualified to suffer is also her.

Ning Rou was in a trance, and unwittingly let go of her hand.

When he reacted, he was already sitting on the back seat of the bicycle.

"Sit still?"

The woman's voice in her ears was gentle and low, and she thought of Luo Zhen's life after moving out of Luo's house with her.

She even forgot that even the bicycle was taught to her by Luo Zhen.