Doomsday Bunker Upgrade

Chapter 619 Mo Qingyan's Thoughts

After taking some personal belongings of herself and her sister from the old home that was completely frozen, and emptied the old wine cellar, Mo Qingyan looked at the home that she had spent a lot of effort to build with some reluctance. Left with Chen Xin.

Although she was very reluctant to part with her home, Mo Qingyan knew that she was already very lucky.

At the beginning of the disaster, I can think of ways to deal with the disaster with my friends, and I can avoid the first wave of disaster in the shelter I built, instead of being displaced like others.

And after the disaster, I can also rely on the supplies in my reserves and the help of my friends to live a stable life with my sister, and I am not in a precarious situation because of the disaster.

It can be said that the circumstances of the two sisters, Mo Qingyan and Mo Qingxin, are much better than most people, especially after the global temperature drops, they can also live with Chen Xin, and they are not frozen into an icehouse with this family.

Although in a sense, Mo Qingyan paid more to live with Chen Xin than she and her sister went to the official refuge, but for Mo Qingyan, in this end-of-day environment, it is possible to have A residence that brings her a sense of security and a stable life are already great happiness.

Although life in the country's official refuge may not be too bad, and the country's situation is recovering and improving day by day, and life is becoming more and more hopeful, but Mo Qingyan feels that if she can have her current In life, I am afraid that many people may not mind such things as serving a husband with others.

It's just that it violates social morality and national laws.

However, both Mo Qingyan and Qin Lan really liked Chen Xin, and after talking openly and honestly, they both accepted each other's existence and were willing to share together.

This avoids a lot of unnecessary trouble.

In Mo Qingyan's view, such a relationship is actually not a big deal, as long as the three of them can accept it and not affect others, it is actually a way that can reduce many unnecessary disputes and allow all three of them to get along happily model.

Although she herself felt that this was not good at first, after getting along for a long time, Mo Qingyan felt that it was okay.

She doesn't have to be sad because Chen Xin chose Qin Lan, and Qin Lan won't be jealous because she likes Chen Xin, and Chen Xin doesn't have to be in a dilemma between her and Qin Lan.

Although before that, she never showed Chen Xin that she liked him.

But now, she doesn't need to worry about these problems anymore. She is now Chen Xin's girlfriend, is with him, and has been approved by his parents. As for other things, she doesn't want to think about them anymore.

Being able to live happily together is what Mo Qingyan wants most now.

It's just that another matter that Qin Lan talked to her before made Mo Qingyan a little worried.

That's the thing about marriage and kids.

Of course, she doesn't mind living with Chen Xin like this, even if there is no name of marriage and no children, it doesn't matter.

But Qin Lan seemed to attach great importance to this point.

For Mo Qingyan, influenced by the unhappy family when she was a child, although she hoped to find a good man, she did not care about marriage, and even did not want to get married at one time.

As for the child, she also has an indifferent attitude, and feels that if the child cannot be given a complete family and love, there is really no need to give birth to the child and let him bear the pain caused by the parents.

But in this matter, Qin Lan, who has always been very independent and self-reliant, behaved very traditionally.

She prefers to be able to get married, have children, and raise her husband and children like a traditional woman.

Of course, that's not to say she wants to be a traditional housewife.

Qin Lan is a woman with a strong personality, so she is also strong in personal issues. She does not think that women need to abandon their families for the sake of career, nor does she think that marrying a woman is a sign of weakness.

On the contrary, she felt that if she could do her best in both her family and her career, that would be a truly powerful performance.

This is also one of the reasons why when she was in a relationship with Chen Xin, the two broke up because of personality differences.

Qin Lan was too strong and refused to back down when facing Chen Xin.

But no matter how strong she was, after she caused her colleagues to die in battle and lost a hand, her self-confidence still collapsed.

If it was just the death of his colleagues, it wouldn't make Qin Lan completely lose confidence.

It's a pity that she not only caused her colleagues to die because of herself, but also lost the most important arm for a sniper. The most important pillar supporting her self-confidence was lost. This is the main factor for her loss of self-confidence.

This is also one of the reasons why she wanted to commit suicide in the first place. The belief in her heart had collapsed, and the whole person had lost hope. It is not unimaginable to give up her life.

Although Chen Xin later made her a prosthetic limb and cured her, for Qin Lan, it was difficult to build up her collapsed faith.

Fortunately, Chen Xin gave her new support and rekindled her hope for life, which made Qin Lan get rid of the idea of ​​suicide.

But this also made Chen Xin replace her original ambition and become her new spiritual pillar in Qin Lan's heart.

This also made Qin Lan's whole heart fall on Chen Xin, and his personality also changed a little.

And this also led to the fact that when she found out that Mo Qingyan also liked Chen Xin, she would think about making Mo Qingyan Chen Xin's girlfriend and sharing a man with her, instead of being with her like she used to think. Fight for a victory.

Qin Lan didn't share these thoughts with others, but Mo Qingyan and Qin Lan knew each other before Chen Xin, and girls often talked about everything, so Mo Qingyan could still detect Qin Lan's mentality changes of.

Especially recently, Qin Lan talked to Mo Qingyan several times about the child's growth after having a child in the future, which made Mo Qingyan able to understand Qin Lan's current mentality.

It's just that for this point, Mo Qingyan is more inclined to let things happen, and doesn't want to force Chen Xin to make a decision.

If Chen Xin wishes to have a child, then either she or Qin Lan can have a child and raise the child.

After all, they still have the conditions to raise children now, and it is not because of the harsh environment that they cannot raise a child.

As for the child's growth, although Mo Qingyan also attached great importance to it, even to a certain extent, more than Qin Lan, but she did not want to force Chen Xin to make a choice.

Perhaps it was her childhood experience that made Mo Qingyan understand that raising a child is a responsibility of both husband and wife. If one of them is forced, the final result must be difficult to be happy.

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