For The Rest of Our Life

During the typhoons of large and small from time to time, Anjiang City entered the late summer of 2018.

Before the end of the summer vacation, Tang Mo, a college counselor, married his boyfriend who had been running for five years. Lin Xian agreed to attend the wedding as a bridesmaid. At that time, Lin Xian, as the original and screenwriter adaptation of the TV series, had just won the first half of the viewing championship. Immediately afterwards, the movie version of the novel will be released. Activities, and received an interview with a person of the TV, is too busy to deal with.

Lin Xian stepped into the cultural and creative publishing circle a few years ago, only to learn from the words and words of others. Before Xiao Panpan left, he had helped her to clear up the relationship, paved the way, and prepared her for her. Preparation for escort. After she left, Wen Tong was entrusted by Xiao Wanqing, looked at Xiao Yunqing's face, took Xiao Wanqing's stick, helped her a lot, and made her go smoothly.

In the past two years, Lin Xian has been half-footed in the fish and dragon mixed entertainment circle due to the cooperative relationship. There is no paving the way for Xiao Wanqing and Wen Tong in this circle, and she walks alone in danger. I didn't know the world at first, I didn't know people well, I was sharp, and I ran into a rampage. I accidentally offended people and didn't know.

Later, after taking a lot of detours, and contacting more ghosts, snakes, and gods, she slowly figured out the attitude of life that she once saw in Xiao Panpan: She often sits in meditation, and talks about others. Everyone laughs three minutes, talks less and listens more, but can't get in or out. She couldn't do as well as she hoped. She only wanted to learn seven points, not all sides, but she didn't want to do anything.

Afterwards, Xia Zhijin, who has been tepid, won the festival's double-material film with a blockbuster, and firmly established his foot in the circle. Although Lin Xian and Xia Zhijin were different after the time was over, they had only met a few times and chatted a few times in a few years. The road in the circle is gradually getting wider and wider.

Before the official start of the movie promotion, the crew had dinner, pushed cups and changed hands, and strategized. Everyone got drunk and started chatting, and the topic was gradually deviating.

Lin Xian just excused himself from a serious injury and was unable to drink. He was only sipping a drink in enthusiasm, wondering if it was almost time to go. Suddenly, she heard a female voice asking the male lead of Starlight Entertainment: "It's been spread recently, you starlight is going to change the house, when the devil's baby girl is coming back to take over?"

Is Lin Xian holding the cup a little bit, is it full? Full to come back? She instantly shuddered and listened sideways.

The man shook his glass and taunted: "I heard that it is, the recent male entertainers in our company are better dressed than women."

In the early years, it was rumored that when I got to the Phoenix bed, I walked on the avenue of stars. Regardless of whether it was true or not, in recent years, Shi Jinglan has turned into a famous, innocent, Cleanse yourself. Some people who signed in late had no shortcuts and secretly regretted their untimely birth. At this time, it's time to change, still young, but all eyes are green.

The director was a little drunk and heard something like he heard a joke. He drunk after drinking and said straightforwardly: "Don't startle the baby girl's idea when you fight. That guy, like women, is spread all over the study abroad circle. Now."

"Wow, I heard..." A group of people suddenly became interested, followed the topic again, and ripped apart.

Lin Xian has no intention of listening to the words behind.

On the way home, she leaned on the back of her chair, and there were only two thoughts in her mind. One is, is Shiman really coming back? The other is, does Xia Zhijin know?

It's ridiculous to say that when they had objects early in the year, they all ended up hanging out in the shadows. Her hope disappeared, Shi Man and Xia Zhijin broke up, and Tang Mo's marriage partner was not her first boyfriend in college. On the contrary, Chen Zhi, who had been single in the university for four years, walked in front of everyone half a year after graduation. He was married and gave birth to children, and he was stable and happy.

Full of coming back, Xiao Panpan, how about you?

The gramophone in the room was turning round and round endlessly, and the low magnetic female voice echoed in the dark living room. On the small coffee table on the balcony, the tea smelled like tea. Lin Xian hugged Xiao Wanqing's pillow, but no longer had Xiao Wanqing's breath in his arms, and fell prostrate into the recliner, staring at the endless night sky ahead.

Xiao Panpan... she whispered the name in love between her lips and teeth, and the glimmer of her eyes gradually faded.

how are you recently?

I feel bad. She curled up her legs, buried her face in the pillow, and murmured to her heart. Finally, tears hung in the corner of her eyes and she fell asleep.

At the end of August, Tang Mo's wedding, after a long absence, Lin Xian finally saw Shiman again.

Lin Xian, as a bridesmaid, helped Tang Mo, who was inconvenient to walk in the bride's room, after running around, she turned and saw that under the flower arch not far away, Chen Zhi was holding her daughter, and was wearing a high-heeled dress The graceful woman in the waist and the slender woman with big wavy hair chatted intimately.

The woman bent down and took out a big red envelope from her handbag as a gesture to be handed to Chen Zhi's daughter. Chen Zhi resigned. During the course, the woman took a step back and leaned slightly to show Lin Xian's beautiful profile. It was a familiar and unfamiliar silhouette of Lin Xian.

Lin Xian paused in the pace of turning away.

Chen Zhi Yu Guang suddenly swept to Lin Xian who was staring at them not far away, raised his hand and laughed and called Lin Xiandao: "Xian Xian, look at who is back."

Following Chen Zhi's voice, the woman turned around and looked straight at Lin Xian.

The next second, she tilted her head and raised her hand to throw Lin Xian's strange and mature beauty in her feet, but the enchanting peach blossom eyes were full of softness and nostalgia. She smiled slightly at Lin Xian and quipped: "Lin Xiaoxian, I heard that you are now a great writer."

In the memory left by their last meeting that year, they searched for a midnight snack on the streets of the middle of the night silly, using the luminous bar as a restaurant and KtV, squandering their youth freely, laughing and scolding arrogantly. With. After all the years, the girls were gone, and the girl Chen Zhi, who would shout frantically at the concert until her hoarse voice, was already a wife and mother.

Obviously it is right and wrong, but when it comes to a random greeting, a familiar tone seems to bring them back to those intimate years.

Lin Xian's throat shook, his thin lips gradually splayed into a straight line.

Someone behind him called Lin Xian's name. Lin Xian looked sideways and heard that Tang Mo's mother was looking for her. Lin Xian turned back to look at Shiman again, and Shiman waved her hand at her empathically, beckoning her to be busy first. Lin Xian hesitated for a moment, and opened her lips to agree with her: "If there is no time to wait, after the banquet is over, wait for me."

Shiman nodded and agreed with a smile: "Okay."

Afterwards, Lin Xian was really too busy to deal with each other. When Shi Man and Tang Mo talked about the past, she was called away and had to toast, and He Man again met.

After the banquet was over, the guests were gone. Chen Zhi took the children and the husband first. Lin Xian did his best to help stay at the end. After bidding farewell to the Tang Moss and the elderly, he hurried back.

Shiman said, waiting for her in the car outside.

Sure enough, she stepped out of the door just a few steps, and the red sports car parked not far away flashed her headlights.

She approached the car, Shiman lowered the window and greeted her with a smile: "It's me, get in the car."

Lin Xian opened the door silently and sat in the passenger seat. She took a deep breath and stared at her with one hand on the steering wheel while looking at her leisurely, and asked her lightly, "When will you return?"

"I just came back a few days ago. The previous WeChat couldn't be found back. I added you with a new WeChat. You ignored me. I added Momo first, and when she knew she was getting married, let her Let's keep it confidential, and I would like to give you a surprise by watching the ceremony today." Shi Man said lightly.

Lin Xian froze for a moment, and it seemed that a few days ago, there was an unmarked WeChat added to her. But in order to avoid unnecessary troubles caused by the comments of her circle of friends, she has not passed strangers without remarks unless her work requires it.

"I'm sorry, I might have seen that day, but I thought it was a stranger, so I didn't pass." Lin Xian replied politely.

Lin Xian changed and became unhappy to laugh. In front of strangers, Lin Xian always smiled decently, politely, just right. But a familiar person could see that her smile did not reach her eyes at all.

Shiman narrowed his eyes, twitched his curly hair chaotically blown by the night wind, smiled with a lip, and pretended to be angrily: "Sorry? Such a rusty tone, Lin Xiaoxian, you treat me like a stranger Did anyone come to see? Gee, I was looking for you as soon as I came back, and treated you as a close friend of this life. You are too ruthless."

Lin Xian was snarled by her back, wrinkled her eyebrows uncontrollably, irritated, and sneered unkindly: "You can get it, treat me as a good friend of this life, just say goodbye without saying goodbye, from one side Cut off the contact? Wu Wu disappeared for five or six years? Who is ruthless?"

"Puff..." Shi laughed happily and said with satisfaction: "You are still better, I am more adapted."

She drove the car to the road around the island, on this road, they went round and round.

"At that time..." she explained to Lin Xian: "I... On New Year's Day, I went to visit Jin Jin's grandmother who had a sudden cerebral hemorrhage. I saw Jin Jin and Fu Zhiqiong pulling and hugging each other, and I was in the ward with her in anger. There was a quarrel, and in the end, she broke up with me. She said that she should not be worthy of me. She didn’t want to be with me. It was too tired to be with me. I was a burden on her way." Speaking of the past, she is still a bit difficult, but in the end it can be faced.

"Later, I got a stomach piercing for emergency treatment and lay in the hospital for two days without waiting for her. I knew that this time, she really didn't want me. I spent most of my life with her. Yes, in despair, I just want to leave her, leave everything related to her, and forget her. So, I obeyed my mother’s arrangement, cut off all connections in the country, went abroad to study, started again, and learned my life "After a pause, she sincerely apologized: "I'm sorry, I contacted Tang Mo a few days ago to find out about you and Aunt Xiao. I'm sorry, I didn't do anything to help."

Lin Xian shook his head and said helplessly: "I have nothing to do with you. It's me. I'm too weak to protect her." It's been so long, why did she just talk about her and talk to her parents The injury brought by Panpan still felt painful.

She shifted her thoughts and remembered the rumors about Shimang heard by the woman who had grown colder and more dignified over the years and the wine bar, and tentatively asked Shimang: "Manman, you...you... these years..."

"What do you want to ask? Lin Xiaoxian, why have you become so squeamish." Shi Mancun said.

"Have you been in love these past few years?" Lin Xian thought of Xia Zhijin's caressing on herself and her cold and indifferent appearance over the years.

"I thought you were asking." Shiman parked her car on the beach, resting one hand on her jaw, listening to the waves, her eyes lightly and recklessly replied: "Talked, let's talk Don’t be scared, I can’t remember how many of them, maybe a dozen? Everyone is getting together, but I’m really happy.”

Lin Xian choked for a moment, then stopped talking, and for a while did not know whether to tell her what she wanted to say.

"However, it's all broken when I come back. I'm single now. If you have any suitable friends to introduce to me, I'm very welcome." Shi Man blinked peachy eyes and ridiculed.

"Nothing to introduce. Although I don't know if you want to know, but I still want to tell you." Lin Xian rubbed his hands and frankly said: "I have been in a circle with Sister Jin Jin in recent years, she has been It’s all a person. No matter what the outside world tells, in fact, she and Fu Zhiqiong have never been together. Fu Zhiqiong had a girlfriend two years ago, and it was sister Jin Jin who took the lead. In recent years, sister Jin Jin has not changed her WeChat profile picture , Has always been the one with your couple. In the past two years, I have met with her a few times. I found that she didn’t know if she didn’t change her phone or changed her phone model. The one. And, when not working, she secretly prefers a necklace privately. The necklace pendant is a ring. I asked her, she said, it was a gift that was not sent. I always feel that she...no forget you."

Shi Man originally thought that after so many years, after reading Qianfan, he heard her news again, it should have been shocked, but unexpectedly, she still had trouble making waves on her own. Ring...

It should have been completely forgotten, but sadly, she found that she still remembered the details of them together. She remembered that when she was drunk and quarreled with her that night, Xia Zhijin seemed to have come up with something to give her...

Damn, she can't remember where the box last went.

She forced her composure, pretending to be indifferent, and changed the subject: "You have thought about it for so many years, and it has long passed. Not to mention her, Lin Xian, you... have any clues about Aunt Xiao's whereabouts. ?"

Mentioning Xiao Panpan, Lin Xian's eyes gradually grew gloomy. She nodded and was unable to answer, "I can only be sure that she should have been to Changze, Chong'an, Guinan, and Yiping. It is very likely that she is still in Yiping. No matter how detailed it is, there is nothing. Yiping is too far away. There are almost no networks there. I can’t investigate many things.” There are some things that you can’t touch with money. Moreover, for Xiao Wanqing’s privacy and security, she couldn’t trust all the information to be checked by others, and because she couldn’t affect the normal life of Xiao Wanqing and their future, she couldn’t use her own influence to launch online The power to find her.

She can only try to stand a little higher, and make it more obvious, let Xiao Wanqing see her, see that she has been looking for her, has been waiting for her.

Shiman's slender fingertips lightly snapped twice on the steering wheel, and he actively asked: "If it is really difficult to find a needle in a haystack, it is much easier to have a specific direction. You can sort out the clues you have found in recent years. Send a copy, I will help you find it together. Yiping is a little far away and a little troublesome, but I remember that some friends I met abroad seem to have come out near that. I asked if they had any relationship or channel. "

Lin Xian's heart once again ignited hope, and the dark and silent eyes lighted up at a moment, holding the full man's wrist seriously: "Full, how can I thank you."

Shi Man lowered his head to look at Lin Xian's hand, only to find that there were two shallow scars on her arm that resembled knife marks. She looked dull for a long while, pretending not to see anything, and stretched out her finger against Lin Xian’s thin lips twice, chuckling lightly: "You smile like me like before, no Just talk to me politely."

Lin Xian glanced at her, seeing her hippy smile, whitening her, and finally laughed lowly.