I Can’t Play This Game Anymore

The cold barrel of the gun pressed against his forehead, this feeling was very strange.

When Ji Han imagined this feeling before, he would feel terrible every time. Even if he knew it was an unloaded gun, he would not dare to pull the trigger on himself.

But this time, seeing Bourne holding a pistol to his head, there was no such nervous feeling.

Bourne glared at Ji Han and said:

"He has been pursuing you for so long. Maybe letting you go to another world to accompany him will be the best result."

Ji Han smiled calmly:

"Perhaps it would be a better choice to think of a way to resurrect Kiryu."

Bourne frowned slightly when he heard this:

"Is this possible?"

"I don't know, but I don't want to give up."

Bourne put down the hand holding the gun and turned on the lights in the room.

Kiryu's room is very simple. On one side of the bookshelf are books and various miscellaneous items. On the wall on the other side are maps. The markings on the maps are a bit complicated and I can't tell what they mean. But from the side Judging from the photos, Kiryu must have been to many places.

The clutter on the bookshelf is also a bit confusing. There are pendants, stones, and even some rags. It doesn't look like a bedroom, but like an excavation and display site of an ancient tomb.

"here it is?"

"Kiryu, that's Albert's room."

"It's really unique and as unpredictable as him. Now can you tell me about Kiryu's past?"

Bourne did not speak, but picked up the pendant on the wall and threw it to Ji Han. Ji Han reached out to catch it. The pendant was not exquisitely made, and it seemed to be functional.

What's even more interesting is that the iron piece on the pendant is only half of it, and it's already rusty, but you can vaguely make out the word "Kiryu" engraved on it.

What's the meaning?

The pendant that Kiryu used long ago?

It does seem a bit unconventional, but it's not his style either.

Seeing that Ji Han seemed to have no reaction when he saw the pendant, Bourne asked:

"I took you to the hospital in the Grand Canyon last time. I think you must have discovered the secrets inside. Do the things there remind you of what happened in the past?"

Recalling the terrifying hospital in the Grand Canyon of California, it was full of children who supplied organs for rich people to replace.

But what does that have to do with Kiryu?

Wait a minute, the creator of that hospital should be Kiryu's father, but there is no information about Kiryu there, so Ji Han still can't connect them together.

Ji Han was confused by the question and could only scratch his head and said:

"If you are telling the truth, we did find that it was a place where rich people used their children as spare containers for organs, but I don't know what you mean by the memories? Should it be my first time to go there, or is it my first time to go there? Has your memory been deleted?"

Seeing that Ji Han really didn't know what he was talking about, Bourne sighed:

"Okay, let me start from the beginning. Everything originated from that rainy night more than ten years ago..."

Ji Han sat down and listened quietly. In fact, when he heard Bourne talking about "that rainy night more than ten years ago," Ji Han had already reacted and made a bold guess.

As Bourne continued to tell the details, Ji Han knew that he might have guessed correctly, but he didn't expect that Kiryu would be saved by him in that situation.

Listening to Bourne constantly describing Kiryu's experience, Ji Han also felt that he understood Kiryu's mood more and more at this time, but he did not expect that Kiryu's experience would be so tortuous and dark.

Just as he had guessed, he happened to save Kiryu when he traveled back in time during his last mission, but he didn't expect that it would be after he took a drug and lost consciousness, nor did he expect that Kiryu would be searching for him for so long.

Holding the pendant tightly in his hand, Ji Han listened to Bourne telling how Kiryu traveled all over the world to search for his traces.

Listen Kiryu

How to spend the first few years in the search, Ji Han listened to this as if he had experienced it himself.

Byrne said that Kiryu didn't understand everything until he met him later in the process of leading the Consciousness-only Society.

Only then did Ji Han understand that it was no wonder that his attitude towards him turned 180° later on, because he discovered that he was that person.

I don’t know what Kiryu was thinking, but one thing is certain: he decided to give everything for himself at that time.

Finally, Bourne told Ji Han that before the last departure, Kiryu had contacted Bourne and told him that he might not be able to come back this time. He hoped that he would take good care of everything here. If Ji Han came to ask for the truth, don't be embarrassed, because everything It's all his own choice.

Ji Han didn't reply after listening to Bourne's story. He just sat there blankly, looking down at the pendant in his hand, and his fist holding the pendant became tighter and tighter.

After saying all this, Bourne's accumulated emotions were finally released. He stood up and came over to pat Ji Han on the shoulder, then walked out without saying anything, leaving Ji Han alone in the room quietly.

"What an idiot!"

It wasn't until Bourne left that Ji Han finally couldn't control the tears in his eyes and let them flow down his cheeks. He was not crying because of Kiryu's death.

But I suddenly discovered that time is not always right, and time is not kind to everyone.

When you feel like you are being treated kindly by time, there may be someone silently shouldering all this for you.

Logically speaking, he is indeed Kiryu's savior.

But that's not enough to make a person pay for himself like this. He is also an orphan. Ji Han understands that Kiryu suddenly found someone who took care of him without asking for anything in return.

After getting up and walking to Kiryu's desk, Ji Han found that it was covered with photos of himself.

Most of them were photos of me, Song Qian and others before they went on the move together. It seemed that they were secretly taken during the investigation by the Consciousness Only Society.

Maybe a few months ago, Kiryu was here, looking at himself in the photo and making decisions one after another.

It's a pity that I didn't understand this at the time, and thought that my idea of ​​using Kiryu to deal with Duke was successful.

It's really ridiculous now that I think about it. He has always been in the same camp as me.

After thinking about this, Ji Han hated himself a little, because in the letter that his future self gave to his present self, he did not mention anything about Kiryu.

Although I can understand that they are afraid that A Dong and the others will not hand it over to me after seeing it, but even if there are some hints in it, I can give more to Kiryu.

Maybe the catastrophe was really solved, and A Dong and the others returned to their own time and space, but Kiryu, who really gave everything for this matter, left forever.

This is absolutely unacceptable to me.