I Was Seduced Into a Marriage After Failing to Charm the Tyrannical Bigshot

  Chapter 254 Don't try to push her away

  Sang Qianqian's heart stopped beating suddenly, all the blood on her face disappeared, and everything in front of her eyes spun in an instant.

  How is it possible, how is it possible that there is nothing here.

   "Qianqian, don't worry."

  Xie Shi'an comforted her, "Let's look for it again, maybe, maybe Professor Fall took those things somewhere else."

  This sentence gave Sang Qianqian a little hope.

   She tried her best to calm down and carefully searched the corners of the laboratory.

   However, nothing was found.

   After looking for the laboratory, Sang Qianqian went to another room to look for it.

  This small building has three floors, with more than a dozen rooms up and down.

  Sang Qianqian searched it once, worried that she might miss something, so she searched it a second time.

   Even the thick medical books and medical notes left in Professor Fall's study have been carefully read.

  Xie Shi'an couldn't persuade her, so he had to accompany her to look for it.

  From morning to afternoon, from afternoon to evening, until the darkness of night shrouded, until the faint morning light appeared on the horizon.

  One day and one night, Sang Qianqian searched every corner mechanically.

  I have searched all the places I can find, all the books, notes, and even the notes that Professor Fall randomly put in the books have been checked.

   There is nothing that Sang Qianqian needs.

   When searching for the third time, Xie Shi'an held her hand tightly, "Qianqian, don't search again."

  She hoarsely said, "I'll try again."

   "There is nothing here, and you can't find it if you look for it."

   Xie Shi'an couldn't bear it anymore and said, "You have tried your best, Qianqian. Even if Shen Hanyu knew, she wouldn't blame you."

  Sang Qianqian stood silently for a while, then turned and walked out.

   Xie Shian held her back, "Where are you going?"

   "Go to the hospital."

  She murmured back, "Maybe Professor Fall is awake."

   Xie Shi'an moved her lips, but didn't say anything after all, and silently sent her to the hospital.

  On the hospital bed, Professor Fall was lying unconscious with all kinds of emergency tubes inserted into his body.

  Sang Qianqian felt cold all over, and tears had already wet her face at some point.

  All the strength seemed to be taken away, she just felt exhausted.

  Despair that had never been seen before spread in her heart, and there was only one vague thought in her mind, that she could not save Han Yu.

  Sang Qianqian finally couldn't bear it anymore and cried bitterly.

  No matter how reluctant Sang Qianqian was, things came to the worst point after all.

  Professor Fall failed to wake up, because the injury was too serious, and he passed away more than half a month later.

   Xie Shi'an was worried that something might happen to her, and followed Sang Qianqian every step of the way, but she was surprisingly calm.

  She calmly led the arrangement of Professor Fall's funeral and sorted out Professor Fall's relics.

  Those unpublished but valuable medical notes were handed over to the publishing department for publication, and the proceeds, together with the entire estate of Professor Fall, and several private diaries, were all sent to Caroline.

   Along with the diary, there is also a note, "God helps those who help themselves."

  God saves the self-savior.

   This is the only blessing that Sang Qianqian can give Caroline.

  After settling the funeral of Professor Faure, Sang Qianqian decided to return to China.

  She has delayed long enough, she wants to see Shen Hanyu as soon as possible.

  Now that she has reached this point, there is no need for her to pretend to cooperate with Shen Hanyu's breakup, she might as well make everything clear.

  The person she loves is only him from beginning to end, no matter what he becomes in the future, she will only be his wife.

   She was when he was alive, and she is the same when he is gone.

  So, Shen Hanyu, don't try to push her away.

  *

  Sang Qianqian didn't expect to see Caroline again.

  The day before returning to China, she bought flowers and went to the cemetery to visit Professor Fall for the last time.

  Although she failed to get the help she wanted from the old man, he was, after all, her most respected and admired medical predecessor.

  After returning to China this time, she may not have the opportunity to come here again.

  Sang Qianqian finished sweeping the tomb, walked out of the cemetery, and was about to get in the car.

   Behind him, a taxi screeched to a stop.

  The car door opened, and a woman got out of the car in a hurry, shouting Sang Qianqian's name, and ran towards her.

  When Sang Qianqian turned her head, she saw Caroline.

  Caroline did not dress frivolously and revealingly as she did the last time we met. She was wearing a black hat and a long black coat, and she was a little more calm and dignified than before.

   "Mr. Xie said that you are here. Fortunately, we didn't miss it."

  Caroline let out a long breath, "Miss Sang, would you go in with me again? I don't know where Foer's tomb is."

  Sang Qianqian nodded silently, and accompanied Caroline into the cemetery again.

  Caroline put a bouquet of white daisies in front of the tomb, with a complicated look on her face.

   "You once asked me if I hated him very much, and I really do."

  Caroline's voice was weeping in the cold wind, "But I also loved him."

   He gritted his teeth with hatred, and couldn't let go of it for more than ten years, but he also loved it, which is unforgettable.

  She had made up her mind not to marry all her life, but to dedicate her life to theology.

  But when he was about to graduate, he met Professor Fall who came to the school to give lectures.

  Although there was a twenty-year age difference between the two, she seemed to have met her destined person and fell deeply.

  For the sake of Fore, she gave up her ideals and pursuits, and even broke with her family, followed Professor Fore to the city where he was, and married him desperately.

   Their first days were very sweet, and not long after they got married, they had a lovely daughter.

  Professor Fall is very busy. He is obsessed with work and has little time to take care of his family.

  Caroline didn't mind at all, she was willing to give unreservedly for her daughter and this family.

   "If there are no accidents, we should have lived so happily."

  Caroline said bitterly, "But when my daughter was three years old, he had **** with a female student."

  Sang Qianqian didn't expect her baseless guess at the beginning to become a **** reality.

  Professor Fall, actually cheated.

  Her mood was also a little complicated, "This is why you hate him? You were divorced at that time?"

   "If I got divorced at that time, I wouldn't have become what I did later, and my daughter wouldn't have died."

Caroline recalled the past, and couldn't tell whether it was pain or regret in her eyes, "I used to hate Fore because I thought he ruined my life. But maybe I shouldn't blame Fore entirely, it was me who was too confused back then. "

  She was not reconciled to the divorce, and she wanted to take revenge on Fore.

  She and Fore had a big fight, ran to the bar alone, got drunk, had **** with a man she didn't know, and didn't return all night.

   It was just a one-time indulgence, but it seemed to be cursed by the devil and fell into the abyss of eternal doom.

  Professor Fall, whose wife broke the secret, is very remorseful.

He locked himself in the laboratory, originally intending to force himself to shift his attention to work, but found that he was restless and had no intention of researching, so he simply asked his friends to go out for a drink, and by the way, he asked his friends for advice on how to solve this family crisis Method.

  Professor Fall made a fatal mistake. He forgot to close the door of the underground laboratory when he left home.

  Their three-year-old daughter woke up thirsty in the middle of the night and couldn't find her mother, so she went downstairs by herself.

   Seeing the lights on and the door open in the underground laboratory, the child walked in.

  She didn't see her father, but she saw a glass on the experimental table, and there was some transparent liquid in the glass.

  The child took that thing as water and drank it.

  There are research samples mixed with some kind of venom. The dose is very large, and the consequences can be imagined.

  When Professor Fall and Caroline came back, the child was already dead.

  Fate made an extremely ironic joke on Professor Fall: As a heavyweight in the field of toxicology, his daughter died of poisoning in the end, but he was powerless.

  Professor Fall was hit hard, and Caroline was also distraught.

   "Fol didn't know what I did that night, I just thought I ran away from home because I was sad. But I couldn't forgive myself."

  Caroline thought that she would be able to forget her daughter and start a new life after divorcing Fore, remarrying and having another child.

  But her second marriage started too hastily, she met an unkind person, and her child who was a few months old died unexpectedly.

  She suffered more serious psychological trauma, and her self-blame and guilt made her have a deep self-loathing.

  She began to give up on herself completely and developed a problem with alcoholism.

  So that later, she gradually developed hallucinations and mental problems.

   She spent eight years in a mental institution.

  Last year, Professor Fall cured her mental illness, but her heart disease still exists.

  Even though her daughter had been dead for more than ten years, Caroline still couldn't get out of that nightmare. She always felt that she was not worthy of being a mother or living in this world.

   So her life is still indulgent, even more than ever.

  She couldn't forgive Fore, let alone herself.

  She always thought that Faur later treated her kindly because of guilt.

  And she was unwilling to accept Professor Fall's apology.

   After seeing the diaries left by Professor Fall, she realized that she had been wrong all along.

  Those diaries recorded Professor Fall's mental journey after divorce, and also recorded his deep regret and love for his wife and children.

  Death ends all, but love heals all.

  Caroline cried after reading those diaries.

  Fall's death, and those diaries, let the hatred and unwillingness of the past disappear in smoke.

  Because of his past mistakes, Professor Faure gave up his lifelong pursuit of scientific research and spent the rest of his life repenting.

   And she tortured herself for more than ten years, and now, it should be over.

   "I want to thank you, Miss Sang."

Caroline looked at Sang Qianqian, with deep gratitude in her eyes, "Thank you for your kindness to me, and thank you for sending me that sentence, which made me find my lost heart. After I know me, I want to live What kind of life is it?"

  Sang Qianqian was a little relieved, "Bless you, Caroline."

   This may be the only happy news she heard before returning to China.

   "In return, Miss Sang, I want to tell you a secret."

  Caroline smiled, "I heard from Mr. Xie that you are looking for those potions in Fore's underground laboratory."

  Sang Qianqian opened her eyes wide suddenly, "Do you know where it is?"

  Caroline nodded, "It's too cold, it might be a bit troublesome to find it, but I can definitely find it."

  (end of this chapter)