2022-04-15

Chapter 90 Wedding Night Talk

In the wedding room, Li Qing lifted Lu Yu’s turban, and the two faced each other See.

“Senior Brother, happy day, don’t be so sad.” Lu Yu said.

Li Qing squeezed out a few smiles.

“Drink the bar!”

There was a pot of wedding wine on the table beside the bed, Li Qing poured a glass for himself and Lu Yu lightly, and then the two drank it. Have a glass of wine.

“pu!”

After blowing out the candle, Li Qing fell into the bed with Lu Yu in his arms.

After some time, Lu Yu’s voice came from the darkness.

“Senior Brother, what was your ex-wife’s name?”

“Her name is Xiao Zhao.”

“Xiao Zhao? That’s a really nice name. Senior Brother, can you tell me about her?”

“No.”

“Senior Brother, I want to hear.”

“Then that Well, she’s me.”

Li Qing spoke slowly in the dark, talking about the past with Xiao Zhao, Lu Yu hugged Li Qing tightly, but Li Qing felt Lu Yu Yu was already in tears by this time.

“I’ll stop talking.”

“no! ”

When everything was finished, Li Qing looked towards Lu Yu, and Lu Yu at this time His eyes were full of crystals, shining in the dark night.

“Senior Brother, she is so nice,” Lu Yu said.

“Yes!”

Li Qing replied calmly, but then two clear tears flowed down.

“Senior Brother, sometimes I don’t think you are a hundred years old, you seem to be about the same age as me.” Lu Yu said suddenly in the dark night.

“Why?”

“I don’t know either, but I always felt in my heart that someone like Senior Brother who lived a hundred years should not shed tears. Everything is calm, it’s the kind of look that calmly looks at everything.”

“Why do you think so?” Li Qing asked.

Lu Yu went on to say: “Before I went up the mountain, I was planting flowers in a big family. The eldest man of that big family is already sixty-eight years old. Every time I see him, he has a calm expression on his face. , with a blank face. Even if his son drinks all day long, he is not angry. Sometimes we are all angry, but he is not angry. Everyday all is very calm. It’s like going into a coffin.”

“Senior Brother understands what you mean.” Li Qing said.

In the dark night, Li Qing stroked Lu Yu’s hair and recalled: “Senior Brother was a rare Grandmaster Martial Artist when he was forty years old. I have already seen all the things in the world, no matter how bizarre things happen, it will not surprise the Senior Brother. Everything seems to be in the past tense. It will be revealed.

At that time, when the Senior Brother went to farm, he could stare at a piece of soil all day, even if the surrounding blood was slaughtered, it had nothing to do with the Senior Brother, and the Senior Brother could look at the world indifferently. Everything. Don’t talk about making Senior Brother cry, that is absolutely impossible. Even if thousands of people kneel down in front of your Senior Brother, Senior Brother will not be moved, let alone when you are studying in the imperial examinations in the future. At that time, Senior Brother was devoted to reading, and he had all kinds of strategies in mind, but he could not express a word on his face. Even a single outrageous word, Senior Brother never said a word in those years. At any time, Senior Brother was calm, There won’t be any excitement.”

“Then why has it changed now?” Lu Yu asked.

Li Qing closed his eyes and opened them again: “Actually, Brother Senior doesn’t know either. It stands to reason that Brother Senior has experienced things that other people may not know in ten lifetimes. , after so much, he has already become extremely calm. Now that he has lived for so many years, he has lived to the age that a mortal cannot live. After seeing so many things, he should be more calm. It’s like An Old Dog, if he encounters something when he is young, he will bark endlessly, and when he is old, he will only lie down and will not bark any more. Why is Senior Brother barking so much at this age?”

“Senior Brother, you are not allowed to say that about yourself.”

“Okay, then, say it another way, Senior Brother is living more and more, I really don’t know, if Brother Senior lives to be a few hundred years old one day, will he become worse than a child.”

Lu Yu said nothing, hugging Li Qing didn’t let it go.

Li Qing said to himself again: “Senior Brother once thought that he should be very calm in his life, should not be sad, should be indifferent to everything, just like an expert. In general, when you encounter everything, keep it in your heart, no matter how big it is, it will only go round in your heart, without showing any outward appearance, at any time, it is the same face, not smiling, not crying, not happy, not sad.”

“But Senior Brother understands one thing. When encountering something incompetent, he treats it indifferently, not because he doesn’t care, but just because he is incompetent, unable to change, and can only wait indifferently. I haven’t had this time, I have, even for a long time. But can indifference change everything, hide everything? No, the stone has been silent for millions of years, and it can change itself to be washed away by the current Does not laugh mean no joy? No! Does not cry mean no sorrow? No!

Everything has an answer in my heart, in fact, this heart is born from birth It is already doomed, he will cry and laugh. Although time has made this heart indifferent, silent, and indifferent to everything, it has never changed after opening up everything. One hundred years old means to be isolated from the public and have no desires. If you live two hundred years old, you will see that everything is a trivial ant. Maybe there will be a day, but the Senior Brother does not want to see it. It is a good thing that the cultivation can live longer. , but Senior Brother is not to become immortal, after turning into a plaque that does not know joys and sorrows and is worshipped day and night, that is not what Senior Brother asks.

The mountain is the mountain, the water is the water, never That’s the case, to cover the labels of those who claim to be proven is actually deceiving oneself. Cry when you want to cry, laugh when you want to laugh, just like a baby, isn’t that bad. The more people grow up, the more they go against themselves. Can’t Senior Brother show a proven look, Senior Brother can, Senior Brother can play it better than anyone else. When all these days are hitting Senior Brother, Senior Brother can also be indifferent Look, look at everything calmly, not so impulsive, but can Senior Brother? Senior Brother can’t, Senior Brother doesn’t want to deceive you, and he doesn’t want to deceive himself.”

“Senior Brother, stop talking, hold me tight .” Lu Yu muttered.

“Okay.”

(end of chapter)

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