My Divine Diary

"Xiaohui, you don't have to worry. The doctor said that your illness is just a minor illness and will be discharged soon."

Huang Shujun smiled and babbled at Su Hao, for fear that Su Hao would think wildly.

"That's right!" Luo Shengrong nodded quickly.

"The doctor also said that you fell ill mainly because you were too tired all these years, so you can't read any more during this time, and you should take a good rest."

"exactly!"

"In order to recuperate your wounds with peace of mind, our family has moved to the hospital for a while. And you can't read books during this time. I'm afraid you'll be bored, so we'll be here to accompany you to talk."

"exactly!"

...

After Su Hao listened carefully, he pretended not to know about his condition, nodded and promised his parents that he would take care of his injuries. He didn't think about anything during this time.

Then I took the time to search the Internet for "pancreatic cancer".

Pancreatic cancer has been called the "king of cancers"...

Seeing this, Su Hao suddenly understood, meaning that he was no longer saved. From the point of view of modern medicine, this is a terminal illness, and there is a high probability that it will not survive for nine months.

After calming down and thinking about the current situation, Su Hao realized that this universe is mysterious and unpredictable. Isn't life mysterious and unpredictable? Humans' current understanding of life is still at a very shallow level. The vast majority of illnesses cannot be cured, and the cause is unknown.

And his understanding of the human body is even more shallow, and he has almost no understanding of his own body. The knowledge pursued in these years is biased towards natural science, while ignoring the fundamental of human beings - life. Even in the "Light of the Universe" he constructed, there is not even a single "medical" classification.

Su Hao silently entered the pinball space and added a new column named "Medicine" after many categories. After thinking about it, I deleted it and changed it to "life".

The end of medicine is life.

Illness is a strong signal sent by the body. After the organs and cells in the body cannot withstand the damage, the signal to seek help from the outside world is a life's attempt to ask for help.

So what is life? Flesh, cells, chromosomes, nucleic acids, proteins?

unknown. All we know is that life is a miracle in the universe over hundreds of millions of years.

The meaning of life has exceeded the cognition of human beings as life itself, why it begins, why it ends, and why it is to live. No one can give a real answer to these questions. Moreover, a normal person would not think about these issues at all.

But Su Hao lay on the hospital bed, staring blankly at the column "Life", and fell into deep thought for the first time.

Are these questions really unanswered?

Su Hao suddenly had a strong desire to find out.

...

The next day, Su Hao pretended to be casual and said, "Mom, I want to read medical books. Can you give me a computer?"

"No!" Huang Shujun refused immediately without thinking about it. In her opinion, the reason why her precious son fell ill was because he was obsessed with studying and overwhelmed his body.

At this time, Luo Chaoxin, who was next to him, also raised his hand and said, "Mom, my brother wants to read books, and I also want to read books."

Huang Shujun was instantly furious. He picked up Luo Chaoxin for the first time and hit him. While hitting, he said, "Reading books, reading books, what books are you reading? Luo Chaoxin's old lady's words are put away. I will dare to take the top twenty in the class when I go to school. The old lady breaks your legs. I heard No? Let me play in the future, let me see you reading your homework, and I want you to look good."

Happiness came so suddenly, this is heaven, Luo Chaoxin forgot to cry when he was beaten.

Su Hao scratched his head helplessly, turned his head to look at his father Luo Shengrong, and tried, "Dad, I just want to read a book, please help me get a computer!"

Before Luo Shengrong could speak, Huang Shujun immediately said loudly, "No, if I say no, then no!"

After saying that, he glared at Luo Shengrong.

Luo Shengrong's heart that had softened, hardened again, and said in a buoyant voice, "Yes, no!"

Immediately afterwards, Huang Shujun began to ramble on to analyze Su Hao, why didn't he read books to him, reading books was harmful to health and other nonsense, making Su Hao dizzy.

Finally, I had to change the way of communication.

I saw Su Hao said with a confident face: "Mom, you don't have to lie to me, I already knew that I have cancer, right? I only have less than nine months, right?"

Huang Shujun and Luo Shengrong were stunned, Luo Chaoxin seemed to understand, and learned from his parents to widen his eyes.

Huang Shujun couldn't help but the big tears fell like raindrops, Luo Shengrong hurriedly hugged his wife.

Huang Shujun suddenly thought of something, suddenly broke free from Luo Shengrong's arms, pointed at her husband, and said angrily: "Luo Shengrong, say, did you tell Xiaohui you bastard?"

Luo Shengrong was startled, and immediately shook his head and waved his hand: "It's not me, it's not me!"

"Not who are you?"

Luo Shengrong rolled his eyes and saw Luo Chaoxin with an inexplicable face, and immediately pointed at Luo Chaoxin and said, "Maybe Xiaoxin said it!"

Huang Shujun looked at Luo Chaoxin with burning eyes: "Luo Chaoxin? Did you say that?"

Luo Chaoxin was stunned. Who am I, where am I, and what do I do?

At this time, Su Hao looked at it with a funny face and said, "No need to guess. No one told me that I was the one who peeked while you weren't paying attention."

Huang Shujun stopped and said cautiously, "Xiaohui, you...Aren't you sad?"

"Nonsense!" Su Hao said speechlessly, "It must be sad, but what can you do with sadness? It can't change the truth."

Suddenly, the ward fell into a brief silence, and no one spoke.

Seeing that the atmosphere was not right, Huang Shujun's tears were about to fall again, he hurriedly said: "Mom, I know you are good to me, but this is the end of the matter, and it is irreversible. In the last time of my life, I want to live my own way. Okay? I want to read a book."

Huang Shujun choked and said, "However, the doctor said that as long as you maintain an optimistic and positive attitude towards life, there is a chance of cure. So during this time, you should not be under too much pressure and listen to your mother, okay?"

Su Hao comforted: "Don't worry, I will actively cooperate with the treatment, and I will not let my body get too tired. I promise to only watch for a little while every day."

Huang Shujun was still hesitating, Su Hao said again: "Also, Mom, don't you remember? Your son is a genius. Let me study my disease myself, maybe I can find a cure."

Luo Shengrong slammed the palm of his hand, and the dark clouds drifted off his face: "It makes sense!"

Su Hao hit the railroad while it was hot: "It's more than justified. As the saying goes, it's better to seek others than to seek yourself. Your own life is up to you. Believe me, maybe it can really happen."

In the end, Huang Shujun was persuaded and agreed to help Su Hao get a computer, and went to the bookstore to help him buy some books on medical research and life sciences.

The premise is that it is only allowed to be used for no more than four hours a day, after which it must be withdrawn.

But this kind of condition seems to have no limit to Su Hao at all. He only needs to get a computer and sweep all the knowledge of life medicine into the pinball space, and then he can view it freely in the pinball space.

After negotiating about Su Hao, Huang Shujun turned his attention to Luo Chaoxin.

"Xiaoxin, tomorrow my mother will take you to sign up for an extracurricular interest class. You have to learn art, piano, dance, taekwondo, swimming, table tennis... You must train your body well, you know?"

Luo Chaoxin fell from heaven to hell.