My Divine Diary

Nine hundred and ninety fear and loss

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After Infinite Land was built, the development of things was not much different from what Su Hao thought.

This piece of land just serves as the core base of the three of them, and as time goes by, it will continue to expand outwards.

In theory, there is no such thing as a boundary.

And all kinds of knowledge scattered in the infinite land, after so many years of exchanges, have indeed developed something different from Su Hao's current application direction.

That is to say, almost every few years, Su Hao can harvest some new applications from the infinite land, which greatly expands his thinking structure.

No matter how powerful a person's brain is, the breadth of thinking cannot compare to the brains of billions of ordinary creatures. After all, the old saying goes: When the forest is big, there are all kinds of birds.

Su Hao has maintained a humble and progressive heart for a long time, and now is no exception.

He doesn't think he knows everything in this infinite land.

The miracle of natural evolution is beyond imagination.

"With the infinite land as the center of the universe, and exploring outward, this is the correct way for me to explore the universe. During the period after the completion of the infinite land, my harvest speed is much faster than before, and this is what I want.

How beautiful and magnificent are the wonders and treasures hidden in the universe, I can discover them one by one. "

If I only relied on the three of them at the beginning, I am afraid that I will not gain much now, but will stagnate on the old knowledge system.

And this is exactly what Su Hao didn't want to see.

If there is no pursuit and vitality in one's own thinking consciousness, then what is the meaning of a long life?

The so-called immortality, the so-called power, and the so-called knowledge cannot cover up the void in the depths of the soul.

Su Hao would never allow himself to become such a walking dead.

"I'm Su Hao, an ordinary person who pursues infinite knowledge in an infinite universe. I believe that there will be endless miracles in the universe, and I will find them."

Su Hao recited this sentence silently, and then wrote it on the top of the most prominent log board in the pinball space.

He hoped that he would always remember this sentence and not spoil it.

Su Hao's rare self-examination: "Has my pursuit changed all along?"

Then he shook his head decisively and said, "My original intention has never changed and will not change. I just want to explore the universe in an eternal, free and safe way, witness the miracles of the universe, and find the unknowns of the universe."

This process is lonely, but people are born lonely. This is the characteristic of intelligent beings, and it is doomed at the moment of birth.

Su Hao suddenly thought of Yashan and Fengcheng.

"Ashan and Fengcheng, will they follow me to the endless future?"

Su Hao hoped that the two of them could always follow him, because in the distant future, when one day he suddenly wanted to look back, at least someone would be able to share the past with him.

But whether Yashan and Fengcheng will follow him forever, he said it doesn't matter, Yashan and Fengcheng decide for themselves.

If one day the two of them lose their Dao Heart, they are full of despair over the infinite life, and plan to cut themselves off, Su Hao will respect their choice.

Just hope that day doesn't come.

After thinking for a while, Su Hao exited the pinball space and returned to the main body.

Then send a message to Yashan and Fengcheng: "Ashan, Fengcheng, I return to my body, let's go out for a walk together."

Su Hao, who has already studied the "Balance Route" in depth, is no longer worried that he will be attacked inexplicably when he goes out.

He suddenly wanted to use his body to have an in-depth chat with Yashan Fengcheng.

Now that the risks of the distant future are encountered, these risks need to be killed in advance if possible.

As long as you are mentally prepared, you will not be easily disappointed in the future. If you are not too disappointed, you will be able to maintain a relatively balanced heart, and there will be no despair.

Su Hao led Yashan and Fengcheng to wander aimlessly in space, and finally reached the cross star at the beginning of this world.

The three of them walked and came to the seaside of the Yunjian Mountains. They found a flat place to sit down and looked at the sea.

Su Hao suddenly smiled and said, "Ashan, Fengcheng, do you still remember what you looked like when you were about to die of old age in your last life?"

Yashan and Fengcheng were stunned for a moment. They didn't understand why Su Hao wanted to mention this matter. After recalling it, they couldn't help showing a smile and nodded, "Of course I remember."

Yashan also said: "Fengcheng is the first time your boy is getting old, I can feel the despair and sadness from your expression, you even say that your heart is getting old, and you even mention it to young girls. I'm not interested. Haha, thinking about it now, it's quite funny.

Having said that, it seems that I haven't seen Fengcheng go to play with the girl for a long time. "

Feng Cheng said a little embarrassedly: "Sometimes I'm a little interested, but when I actually get on it, I feel a little boring, and then I didn't find any girls anymore. Generally speaking, it's more interesting to discover wonderful planets."

Feeling that the body is slowly getting old can really make people feel fearful, even the two powerful people like Yashan and Fengcheng are not immune to this.

Su Hao said, "When you died, did you ever think that you would never wake up again? Have you ever thought that all of your knowledge, strength, desire and hard work will be turned into nothing? In this universe. There is nothing left. The universe is the same universe, and we are gone."

Yashan and Fengcheng were slightly stunned.

Su Hao's words completely brought them back to the past.

Yashan's first death was because he gave everything as the boss of the 'Temple Forest Association' and used his life force to use the unique skill 'Decay' of [Mingzi], which greatly reduced the [God] that Su Hao transformed into to protect himself. The people of , eventually exhausted their vitality and died.

At that time, he must not have thought about this problem!

The second time Ashan died, he died of natural aging. At that time, he really thought about what death really meant.

The third time he died, he followed Su Hao to the asteroid without hesitation, and this time, it was also Feng Cheng's first death. Feng Cheng probably didn't think much of it at that time.

The next fourth death, the two of them are still fighting the landlord, this should be the least feeling, and it will be gone in an instant.

Then after living for 8,000 years, he gained a long lifespan and powerful strength, but he still could not escape the end of decay.

It was also this time that Yashan and Fengcheng were truly full of fear of death.

Because at this time, they already possessed the power and knowledge that ordinary people cannot possess, and they have also made a lot of efforts to survive.

Eight thousand years, almost non-stop efforts.

However, in the end, he could not escape the shadow of death.

The more I put in, the more I fear that the fruits of these efforts will come to nothing, and then I start to wonder: "What's the point of all this I've done in the end?"

After death, there is really nothing left.

Maybe not even the concept of 'no'...

It was this fear that made them cherish Su Hao even more.

Yashan nodded and said: "Actually, I have thought about it, but I should have died a long time ago, but now I can witness many unimaginable miracles, and I am satisfied. Facing death, facing 'nothing', there are still some insurmountable things. Fear, other than that, shouldn't have much regret.

I have to say sorry..."

Ashan said here, silent for a while.

Feng Cheng asked curiously: "Boss Yashan, what do you regret?"

Yashan said: "All this I have seen, my wife, my children can't accompany me and witness my happiness with me."

After he finished speaking, he couldn't help but smile: "Fortunately, there is Boss Wei who can witness all this. Of course, Feng Cheng also counts."

Feng Cheng nodded and said, "Me too. When I blew myself up with Boss Wei, I didn't think about it that much. I just didn't expect that I would be able to wake up again. I didn't survive well, but unfortunately I can't see it anymore. Other than that, I don't have any regrets.

Well...because the people I cherish have always stayed by my side, namely Boss Wei and Boss Yashan, others are no different to me! "

Su Hao laughed and said, "You guys don't have many regrets, but mine is a lot more. There were many things I wanted to do, but I couldn't do it, and I couldn't do it. Now I have the ability, but I can't go back."

Feng Cheng asked, "Don't you know where the planet we've been to is?"

Su Hao said: "That's right, I don't know where the planet we visited was. In fact, I don't even know where the universe we are in now is. Or, we will find the planet we have visited in the future, but we have gone through all the hard work. The vicissitudes of life may have been unrecognizable.

Everything in the past is just some information stored in our memory. "

Su Hao said again: "In the future, we will meet countless people and countless things, these information will keep accumulating in our memory, more and more, until everything in the past is completely covered.

I'm not even sure in the distant future whether we'll ever forget where we came from, our past, our fear of death.

No doubt, with our current technology, we can live that long.

Until the planet is destroyed, the star collapses, and we may all be alive, a hundred million years, a trillion years, a billion years.

After such a long time, can we still remember the joys, sorrows and sorrows of when we were weak? "

Yashan and Fengcheng listened, uncontrollably imagining what they would look like in billions of years from now.

However, this developed soul brain did not successfully deduce what it looked like at that time...

Such a long time has exceeded the limit of this brain's imagination. At this time, they once again felt a deep sense of powerlessness.

As for the question of whether they remembered their origins at that time, they were also not sure.

Most likely, I don't remember!

Perhaps the word 'lost' can be used to describe them at that time.

Once they were still trying their best to pursue eternal life, and they were not qualified to think about this issue.

Now that they have obtained eternal life, they have to face this profound problem.

Yashan couldn't help turning his head to look at Su Hao, the omnipotent Boss Wei: "Boss Wei, I think after a long time, I will definitely get lost, what should I do?"

He does not think that he is like Boss Wei, possessing an 'eternal heart' that is too tough to destroy.

In the distant future, he will gradually become lost and finally self-destruct.

Yashan didn't want to lose all of this, nor did he want to lose his own boss Wei.

Feng Cheng also stared blankly at Su Hao, waiting for Su Hao's answer.

Su Hao just smiled, then said easily: "Delete useless information, keep the information that you think is precious, as long as we don't let the complex information in the future overwrite the things that are so cherished by us.

During this period of time, I suddenly discovered that our soul brain is not perfect, but has a great defect, that is, it cannot automatically forget some irrelevant things like a normal human brain.

Therefore, we need to set up an automatic deletion program to help us regularly clean up the excess information in the soul's brain.

Also, ask yourself: what is my eternal ideal. "

Yashan and Fengcheng glanced at each other and said in unison, "My eternal ideal is to follow Boss Wei and explore the endless universe."

Su Hao nodded and said, "Then, always remember this sentence. As long as you don't forget it, you will never get lost."

"Trust me, your boss, I, will not be lost in eternity."

...

Generally speaking, when a person says 'I will never forget this sentence' or 'I will never forget this day', it is not far from forgetting.

For example, the comment published by Penguin Space ten years ago, such as the cry with tears in the circle of friends.

When I look back, I may have forgotten...

Su Hao has a deep understanding of this.

For example, now, if he hadn't looked through the ancient records of the pinball space, he would have forgotten what he experienced in his life as Su Hao, what pains he experienced, and what kind of pain he was hurt by a girl...

To be honest, he couldn't even remember the name of the person who owed him money.

Once past, it seems like a puff of smoke drifting away, and there is nothing left.

But he doesn't remember, and it doesn't prevent him from loving those who smile at him, and it doesn't prevent him from hating those who hurt him.

To sum up: I love all the people and things that have treated me kindly, and I am grateful; I hate all the people and things that have hurt me maliciously, and I have never forgiven them.

Of course, this is not the point. The point is that Su Hao should really write down the things he doesn't want to forget.

Su Hao said, "I still have a way to make you never forget the past."

Ashan and Fengcheng asked in surprise, "What can I do?"

Su Hao showed a bright smile: "I thought about it, but I didn't think about it."

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