Han Dongchen was a little overwhelmed by Su Xiaowan who was throwing herself into his arms. His outstretched hand was still in the air, and he slowly took it back, placed it on Su Xiaowan's shoulder, and patted it gently. He was as gentle as coaxing a child, and he didn't know what to say, so he comforted her silently.

I don't know how long it took, but after Su Xiaowan had cried enough and vented her emotions, she felt embarrassed.

When I got up, I saw that Han Dongchen's front was wet.

Su Xiaowan adjusted her emotions, slowly raised her head and looked at Han Dongchen and said, "Thank you."

Han Dongchen breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that she was well. He thought to himself, how much grievance she must have suffered. Seeing her sad look, his heart felt like someone was tugging at her. In the future, she must treat her well. She will never let her be sad or sad again.

Su Xiaowan didn't know what Han Dongchen was thinking. She looked at the bun that she had already taken a bite of and said with an embarrassed face: "Well, brother Dongchen, give this to you. I, I'm full."

Han Dongchen looked at the little girl with an embarrassed face in front of her. She said she was full, pursed her lips, and looked at the meaty buns from time to time. She couldn't laugh or cry. This emotion came and went quickly. She was really a loser. A little girl who has grown up.

I wanted to tease her for no reason, so I said in a nonchalant voice: "I'm really full. Well, the meat buns smell really good."

Su Xiaowan opened her eyes wide and looked at him, then at the meat buns with a look of reluctance. Then she generously put the buns in front of Han Dongchen and said, "I'm full, this meat buns." It’s delicious. Don’t eat that cornmeal pancake. It’s too thick and will scratch your throat.”

Han Dongchen saw every detail of her expression clearly. He felt funny in his heart, but also felt that he was so childish. She was so young, so why did he tease her? So he replied with a straight face: "It's okay, just eat it." You should eat more if you are so thin. I am a rough person and I am used to eating this, so it is quite good.”

Su Xiaowan looked at him seriously, and after realizing that he was not being modest or declining, she breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Okay, thank you, Brother Dongchen, you're so kind." No matter what, Rou Baozi was saved.

After saying that, after nodding with Han Dongchen, he turned around and continued to eat steamed buns, but he despised himself in his heart. Su Xiaowan, tell me about your achievements. Just because of a meat bun, the party and the people have cultivated you like this. After many years, where is your moral integrity? All were eaten by dogs.

Han Dongchen bought the ticket when he went out to buy meat buns. We ate, rested for a while and got on the train.

Nowadays, they are all green trains, which are very slow and have to stop at every station. There are not many people on the train.

After getting on the train, he found a seat by the window and sat down next to Han Dongchen. In this era, unlike modern times, anyone can sit in a sleeper berth. You must have a cadre background, and you have to apply for a letter of introduction and other procedures, which is very troublesome. But the hard seats are okay, you can sit on them wherever you want, no one cares at all, whoever gets them gets it. Fortunately, there are not many people going out at this time, maybe because this is a small station.

After sitting firmly, I opened the window and the train moved forward slowly. Although the green car was slow, it was good because I could open the window.

Looking at the buds that have just sprouted from the small trees outside, the grass has just sprouted, but the wheat is growing better and has all grown leaves. The main reason is that it was sown early, and it looks green at first glance. Su Xiaowan also lived in the countryside for a period of time when she was a child. She still remembers that every year during the Dragon Boat Festival, she would go to pick mugwort and roll eggs in the wheat field in the morning. She also remembered that her mother said that during the Dragon Boat Festival, you wash your face with the dew of the wheat field. You will be energetic and bright every year. Rolling wheat on the field drives away all the bad luck of the year and brings good luck and good luck, which are all good meanings.

In the Northeast in May, the weather is still a bit cool. A small wind blows on my face, and the smell of fresh earth blows on my face. I like this smell very much. Now is a good time for farming and sowing, and it is also a season full of hope.

Su Xiaowan looked at this fertile black land, the blue sky, the white clouds, and these hard-working farmers. In this special era, everything felt so novel, so prosperous, and so alive. .

Just like my new life, although I don't know why I was reborn, it is not a blessing.

Looking back on my previous life, I have always been busy, never stopped, seriously enjoyed life and experienced the joy of life.

Now that I think about it, what I pursue and expect, including the so-called love, are so worthless. Maybe Yuan Kai also liked me back then, but I was a person who had gone from heaven to hell, a person who had become inferior, sensitive and timid. I was at a loss when facing the light, worried about gains and losses, cowardly and I, who am humble and afraid of losing, must have been abandoned by him.

So how could he, who was so perceptive, let go of such an opportunity for a long-term worker who was ignorant, well-behaved, obedient, easy to control, and could provide him with money to spend without worrying about being exposed? He didn't need to pay much at all. Just a little time and some sweet words are enough. What a cost-effective thing.

He just took advantage of my human weakness, and the worst thing was that he took advantage of it for a little longer.

Who can you blame? Who made himself stupid? There was not only one woman outside Yuan Kai, but this Su Xiaoyun was unlucky enough to be bumped into by him. I once saw him having an affair with someone else. Whenever I asked him about it, he would get furious and lose his temper. After coaxing me, I got over it so easily. Then, I felt guilty and misunderstood him, so I became more and more nice to him. .

Now that I think about it, my choices and everything I endured were not all because of my extravagant hopes. For this reason, you have to endure humiliation and bear the burden. It is just a mistake made out of infatuation, and you deserve it. Who makes you misunderstand people.

My best friend Xiaowen tried to persuade me many times, but she never got into my heart at all. It was like walking through a maze. She could see more clearly than me from a high place, but I couldn't find a way out, but she was anxious. She was sweating profusely. Even though she didn't listen to her advice, she still didn't give up and insisted on telling me her great principles.

I think this is the person who really cares about you! Even if you hurt her, she still won't leave you.

Sometimes at gatherings, I watch the scenes of them getting along happily as husband and wife, and the interaction patterns between them. I feel like they are almost three-year-old women. They live like a teenage girl, so cute, energetic, and beautiful. She is rosy, has a peach-like face, and her happiness is beyond words.

Looking at my pale face under the black-framed glasses, my lonely heart is full of envy.

What Xiaowen often says is: "Women should be kind to themselves. If you don't respect and cherish yourself, who can you expect to respect and cherish you more?"

Xiaowen must be very sad after I leave!

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