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In fact, I have never told everyone that my father passed away recently.

I didn’t mean to be miserable. In fact, I didn’t go back to my hometown for the funeral. The entire funeral was organized by relatives.

A large part of the reason for this was because my father passed away in a hurry, and my wife happened to have a caesarean section in those days, so I could only give priority to my unborn child.

In fact, when my father was ill, I was in a very bad mood.

My father is a bit like Su Daqiang in "Everything Is Fine". He is an extremely selfish person, whether it is towards his wife or children.

Can you imagine a man who runs away with the only bankbook in his family because of a quarrel with his wife?

Can you imagine a man who doesn’t have to pay a penny for his children’s marriage, whether it’s a house or a wedding banquet?

Can you imagine a man who knowingly knows that his daughter-in-law is pregnant and giving birth, yet insists on abandoning his daughter-in-law and taking her to Beijing for medical treatment regardless of the actual situation?

Even so, he is my father after all, and I have always wanted to believe that he still has some blood affection for my son in his heart.

However I was wrong.

A month ago, after being reminded by my mother, I called the old lady who helped with the funeral, and found out that my father did not leave me any inheritance, and the only house he owned was sold and spent. Really? Come clean, leave clean.

The mood is very complicated.

To be honest, I don't care about inheritance. His heartless behavior makes me very worried.

I regard him as a father, but he does not actually have me as a son in his heart.

My mother advised me not to worry about it. Your dad has been "alone" his whole life and has never had anyone else in his heart.

But the image of my father that I had built up in my heart for decades all collapsed at the last moment. That kind of blow was really unacceptable to me.

Sad, depressed.

But life still has to go on.

Work hard.

I hope my children can grow up healthily under the care and warmth of their parents.