Outside Of Time

In the Qingsha Desert, there was no wind except for the night when the light of the red moon first appeared. On the second day, the wind reappeared.

It was weak at first, until now three days later, the blue wind rolled the blue gravel, roaring all over the sky, pushing the sand mountain to move continuously, turning the desert into a sand sea.

The sound of sobbing seemed to gather the cries of all living beings, and it continued to spread throughout the world.

In this desert, most of Xu Qing's body was submerged, only a small half was exposed, motionless, like a dead body.

He has been thinking about what is humanity and what is divinity.

This question is profound, and it is difficult for Xu Qing to figure it out thoroughly, especially the latter...

He is not a god, nor can he understand the divinity of a **** as a human being.

But Xu Qing also has his own advantages. In his short twenty years of experience, he has seen too much evil, too much suffering, and he has seen the endless ugliness of human nature.

Therefore, he has some understanding of human nature.

And in these three days, he has been recalling his past, recalling the scenes he has seen since he remembered.

There is greed, there is madness, there is cannibalism, and there is ferocity.

There are also good things in it, but they are shattered like sparks in the end.

But no matter what, he remembered his own feeling at the moment when the spark appeared.

Such as the tranquility of Wushuang City when he was a child, such as the impression his parents gave him, such as the warmth brought to him by Lei Squad, such as the feelings of Duanmuzang.

And there is... the figure of Kong Liangxiu, the master of the Palace of Swords.

a lot of.

"Human nature is endowed with good and evil."

Xu Qing murmured in his heart.

"Human nature also possesses emotions for things, and then the fetters generated."

Xu Qing thought of Master, the captain, Zixuan, Linger, and the figures he had known along the way.

Some he hates, some he appreciates, some he dislikes, some he likes.

"I've been alone since the beginning, until now...Unknowingly, I've already had a lot of worries in my heart, and the same is true for the fetters. All of these are like silk threads, weaving into a big net."

"And human nature is the source of this net, which caused my emotions."

Xu Qing opened his eyes, looked at the sky, and felt the sobbing sound of the wind, which seemed to be the cry of all living beings.

"Human nature actually includes the desire for life and the fear of death."

"For example, my wish since childhood was to live."

"Even all mood swings and behavioral styles are actually a manifestation of human nature."

"For example, when I was in Wushuang City, I didn't have the thought of killing in my heart. I didn't think about the future or what I would be like when I grow up. But after going through a series of things, I changed."

Xu Qing muttered, this kind of memory made him feel deeply in his heart, he constantly analyzed himself, and the emergence of past events also made him understand human nature more deeply.

"One of the differences between human nature and animal nature is restraint."

Xu Qing looked down at his bare left arm, and recalled the crazy scene before him. He felt that the source of restraint was self-restraint, and the source of restraint came from what?

Xu Qing pondered.

"It comes from the moral constraints in my cognition. This part is the attribute that makes a human being a human being."

"Therefore, human nature is orderly, while animal nature is the opposite. It is disordered and chaotic, acting on instinct. This is the state of those beasts in Wanggu Continent who are invaded by the breath of gods."

Xu Qingming understood.

"What about divinity?"

Xu Qing was silent, he still didn't understand, but he knew that his body was the body of a god, and he also knew that his drug ban came from the domain of the gods, and his Ziyue was also the source of the gods.

"Then, to spread the power of my purple moon all over my body, in fact, to a certain extent, the divinity already exists, but... I didn't realize it, or it didn't show up, because I am a human being, I Not God."

"My son's request to me is to feel hungry, as hungry as Chi Mu."

"So hungry, is it the key to unlock divinity?"

"And how did the hunger of the gods come about?"

Xu Qing was at a loss. At this moment, he could no longer feel hungry, his body had gotten used to it, his weakness had adapted, and death was approaching.

After a while, Xu Qing sighed softly.

He still couldn't find the answer, but he didn't want to continue lying here, so he struggled to sit up from the sand.

Because, some ferocious beasts in the desert had already appeared in the distance, and further away, he also saw a huge mushroom that was emitting malice and moving towards him.

The terrifying aura and terrifying fluctuations emanating from the mushroom gave Xu Qing the feeling that it was not a Nascent Soul, but belonged to the level of cultivating Tao.

In the Qingsha Desert, this kind of mushroom is a strange existence. They are not many in number, and their roots can outline giant figures, so few people will provoke them.

This point, Xu Qing felt it when he came to this desert for the first time.

But right now, he just got up and used up his own little strength, and as he sat up, the hollow formed in the sand behind him was also quickly filled by the surrounding sand and sand. .

Xu Qing was stunned for a moment, and turned to look at the filled pit. At this moment, his mind roared, as if lightning flashed by one after another, making him forget the danger around him and ignore everything. Filled bunker.

"Filled..."

"I was part of the bunker when I was lying there, and when I got up there was a piece missing, so... the sand came in and made it back."

"Then, if you compare this bunker to me, the original sand is regarded as human nature...the sand filled in later is compared to divinity..."

Xu Qing was moved, and his breathing was slightly rapid. He vaguely felt that he had grasped an important point and was about to think about it. The next moment, a huge scorpion tail quickly drilled out of the sand around him and pierced into Xu Qing's body.

With a flick, Xu Qing's body landed in the distance like a kite with a broken string.

In an instant, the three sand scorpions went straight to where he landed, approached quickly, and began to bite.

Xu Qing ignores this, although his body is weak, it is still resilient, it's not that these scorpions can tear it apart for a while, although the pain will still come, but Xu Qing's thoughts are the most important thing now.

He let those scorpions bite, closed his eyes and resumed his previous thoughts.

"Erasure your own humanity, no longer use humanity to restrain the animal nature, so that the divinity can be filled in, and the divinity can be used to act on the animal nature!"

Xu Qing's heart roared.

He gets it.

"I don't need to understand what divinity is. What I need to do is to feel it when divinity is integrated. To understand with the sight of God."

"At that time, maybe I won't restrain my animal nature, because it doesn't need restraint, it already obeys me."

"So, Shizi told me that to achieve this, human nature and divinity need to overlap. This is a kind of blending and trade-off!"

"But why does hunger appear?"

Xu Qing understands some answers, but there are still some questions that he doesn't understand, but in the final analysis, he needs to face a choice at this moment.

Do you want to try it.

After a long while, Xu Qing remembered the tea mentioned in Shizi's first advice to him.

Then he thought of his own experiment on Jinwu, and the enlightenment of the son taking off the branches and leaves of the grass seedlings.

"Tea and water can be fused, but they can also be separated, and the branches and leaves leave the grass seedlings, and they are also a part of the grass seedlings, with the same origin."

"So, even if you try, it's not impossible to reverse."

Xu Qing was silent for a moment, with determination in his eyes, because he knew that unless he was willing to give up and completely grasp the power of Ziyue, otherwise, there was only one way for him.

"As for how to erase humanity..."

Xu Qing closed his eyes, the way to erase humanity is to no longer restrain his instincts.

So, he began to adjust slowly.

After a while, Xu Qing's breathing became short of breath, his body trembled slowly, and after a long time, his eyes suddenly opened, revealing the madness like a wild beast.

He no longer restrains his instinct, no longer restrains his behavior, no longer considers morality, good and evil, and his dignity as a human being.

Don't even think about memory, don't care about emotions.

Release, release, the instinct goes on and on.

boom!

The next moment, Xu Qing let out a low growl like a beast, his eyes were red, and he suddenly looked down at the scorpion that was biting him.

His saliva flowed down from the corner of his mouth uncontrollably, the hunger from his body exploded infinitely at this moment.

He didn't know where the strength came from, he grabbed the scorpion and bit it frantically.

The sand was flying, and the roar reverberated.

Roaring and sharp sounds continued to intertwine and merge, and after a stick of incense, a figure roared out from inside.

It was Xu Qing.

It's just that at this moment, he has disheveled hair, panting, blood on his face and body, and his left hand, which he bit off a lot of flesh and blood, has been completely severed.

But this does not affect his speed.

He doesn't think much anymore, only instinct exists, he wants to eat, eat everything.

Instinctive hunger drove him into madness. He wanted to devour, not only the desire for flesh and blood, but also a deeper level of demandingness.

He didn't know what it was, he felt as if there were countless holes in his body, a substance that was extremely important to him was hiding.

And with hiding, the feeling of hunger became stronger, coming from the body and soul.

At the same time, purple light shone from his body!

This is the power of Ziyue!

It fluctuates unprecedentedly at this moment, and it reflects Xu Qinghui at this moment, incomparably close and infinitely fused.

The surroundings were distorted, the sky and the earth were blurred, and the power of the gods roared and exploded on Xu Qing.

The sand and gravel trembled, and the blue wind stopped, and unexpectedly rolled back, as if not daring to approach.

A wailing sound came from Xu Qing's mouth, and he ran wildly, heading straight for the mushroom in the distance, approaching in an instant.

In his heyday, it took a lot of mana to break the surface of the mushroom, but now he just waved his hand, and the surface of the mushroom split open by itself.

As the shrill screams echoed, Xu Qing went straight in, opened his mouth and swallowed violently.

The only remaining right hand was also constantly waving, grabbing pieces of flesh and blood and stuffing them into the mouth desperately.

"hungry…"

And the resistance of the mushroom itself was extremely fierce, a large number of tentacles flew out from the sand, forming the outline of a giant, and suppressed towards Xu Qing.

Under its breath, all Nascent Souls will collapse, even if it is Xu Qing from before, he still needs to fight with all his strength.

But now... these tentacles containing suppressive power collapsed and shattered as soon as they approached Xu Qing.

There was nothing Xu Qing could do about it.

Frightened mood swings emanated from the mushroom, and the wailing of pain turned into the cry of life, but Xu Qing was still devouring it, mouthful after mouthful.

His stomach swelled, but the feeling of hunger has not diminished, on the contrary, it has become more terrifying.

In the end, it seemed as if all the hollows in his body melted together, forming an incomparably huge black hole that swallowed him inside.

The divinity from Ziyue also shines more intensely at this moment.

Purple in all directions, covering the world.

Shenyuan exploded.

And Xu Qing's movements slowly stopped at this moment. In his madness, his red eyes had a touch of indifferent clarity. He seemed to feel the divinity vaguely.

Indescribable, indescribable.

Xu Qing didn't understand everything, but at this moment, she had some sudden feelings.

For example, whether Chi Mu came or not, in his mind, was no longer important.

It doesn't matter who you are.

Emotions, the past, good and evil, grievances, all people, all things, he remembers them all, but at this moment, they are all unimportant.

His views on things and his understanding of everything are different from before.

"So, the prince said, at the moment of success, he doesn't know if I'm still me..."

"Because, at the moment when divinity completely replaces humanity, things and people that were once extremely important to me are insignificant at this moment."

Xu Qing thought indifferently, but he only thought about this question for a while, and felt that it was meaningless.

For him, thinking about this matter is also unimportant.

As for the world in front of me that is filled with decay, blowing the wind that makes people aging, the world is full of hideous phantoms, and the ground is full of dead bones and flesh maggots that are drowned in ruins, it doesn't matter.

Even the blurred and remnant face of the sky changed its shape. He opened his eyes, looking at the earth, as if they had never been closed.

It doesn't matter either.

The important thing is that Xu Qing is very hungry, extremely hungry.

Boundless, without beginning and without end.

Xu Qing understood the source of this hunger.

That is another instinct, the pursuit of the evolution of life.

It is also a farewell and reluctance to the past.

It is a black hole formed by imperfections after the loss of humanity and the integration of divinity, due to the incomplete disappearance of humanity.

"If you want to solve this hunger, you can only make yourself perfect, and at the same time completely erase your humanity."

"I haven't completely done it yet, neither has Chimu, nor has Gu Linghuang, and neither has the captain... So, they will be hungry."

Xu Qing thought indifferently about such unimportant things that he didn't know why he had to think about them, so he stopped thinking very quickly.

But after stopping, he faintly felt that this was very important.

The collision of two thoughts, UU reading www.uukanshu. com makes his eyes show struggle, sometimes indifferent, sometimes restore humanity.

In the constant staggering, the blue veins on Xu Qing's forehead bulged, and he let out a painful cry. The sobriety in his eyes disappeared quickly, and the madness emerged again.

Xu Qing went crazy again, his whole body was full of purple light, like a **** descending, he galloped towards the distance.

There, there is food.

And where he left, there was not a single bit of mushroom left, and the food was clean.

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