Parasitic Cultivation: Race Clearing System

Chapter 302 The Final Decision

[Recently, I often feel in a trance. There are always a few moments every day, and I feel that the same thing has happened.

The notes are also growing slowly automatically, and there are contents I don't know every day. This is really a mature diary, and I can code it myself.

Every day I have to reflect on myself and read my notes many times before I can think of recent experiences.

I always feel that if this continues, I will completely lose control. 】

[I found that completely polluted, did not bring me the slightest new discovery.

I used to think that the "rules of the swarm" were so subtle that there might be some power behind it controlling it, but now I realize that there is no such thing.

It's totally like an instinctive act, driven by desire, and it's so boring that it turns me off.

Instead, I hoped that there really was a single person controlling all the ethnic groups, but unfortunately there is no such thing.

There is no final boss, no opponent, and the end of the road is empty.

I suddenly realized that everything I did seemed worthless, but it was just waking them up from their slumber, and then feeling the pain while awake.

Even if you realize that you have encountered "parasitism", what can you change?

Abolish one's own cultivation?

Impossible, even if everyone is awakened, some people will not give up after all. This is parasitism, but it also represents strength.

So what is the value of everything I do? 】

[The Promise Sect informed the world of the swarm rules, and I was so fucking shocked.

This group of people is really brave, there is a "secrecy rule" in the swarm, and everyone is publicized, do they want to cast a curse on all evil cultivators?

But thinking about it again, they may have jumped the wall in a hurry. As I thought, "rule killing" really came?

They have looked for me before, and I know what they mean, but unfortunately I can't save the world, I can't even save myself. 】

Bai Bing was writing a diary regularly every day, and he realized that his condition was getting worse.

He had thought about seeking help from Taoist Nanxuan, but recently he had heard that Nanxuan had disappeared again.

Then he thought, the Taoist must know his situation, if he could solve it, it would have appeared long ago.

The Taoist can't even solve his own problems, he is not the Patriarch Nanxuan after all.

Bai Bing thought about it, and found another message appeared on the chat mirror.

[Xiaobai: Are you there? Are you there? 】

【Xiao Si: What to do】

[Xiaobai: Did you modify my memory? 】

Bai Bing was stunned, did she realize it?

That's right, the Promise Sect made the "Bug Swarm Rules" public to the world as a popular science. She already knew a lot about it, so she should have guessed it.

[Xiaosi: You can forget me, which means you don’t care about me. You keep saying you love me, but you only realize this problem now. You have never thought about it, but you are directly asking me. Do you ever care about my feelings? ? 】

Holding the chat mirror in his hand, Li Qingsi was stunned.

What is the situation, it seems that I should feel guilty.

So, should I feel guilty now?

She wanted to ask a question at first, but now she didn't know how to speak, so she wrote:

[Xiaobai: I saw the news from the Wuji Sect, and today their leader came to the family to ask for help, so I probably guessed something. 】

She told all the requests of the Wuji Sect members.

【Xiao Si: Yun Zhong is an idiot】

[Xiaobai: Impossible, although he has some character problems, but don't underestimate the masters of my Li family, what's weird that can't be solved with fists? 】

[Xiao Si: You can do whatever you want. 】

[Xiaobai: By the way, I heard that they met a strange person who could help them resolve the crisis, but he seemed to be an outsider who was unwilling to help. 】

【Xiao Si: Oh】

[Xiaobai: You actually understand the "law of swarms" mentioned by Wuji Sect, right? 】

【Xiaosi: Yes】

[Xiaobai: Then tell me, did the "law of insect swarms" mentioned by Wuji Sect ever exist in us? 】

【Xiao Si: Smart】

The chat mirror that Li Qingsi was holding in his hand fell to the ground.

She had conjectured, but when she was told personally, her mind was still blank, and it took her a long time to recover.

I, Li Qingsi, could be that kind of crazy?

No, he did say that I was sick, wasn't he joking?

She stared at her pale face in the chat mirror, recalling all the past events, and suddenly felt a little blocked in her heart, with an inexplicable fear.

So, all this time, he's been hiding it from me?

How much did he hide from me?

In an instant, she guessed the reason for the modified memory, and also guessed the reason why Bai Bing didn't come back for a long time.

[Xiaobai: Don't modify my memory anymore. 】

[Xiao Si: Okay, okay. 】

【Xiaobai: I'm in a bad mood right now. 】

[Xiao Si: Don't put too much pressure on me, I'm here. 】

[Xiaobai: Are you also in a bad mood? 】

No reply.

She seemed to understand something, and suddenly felt an inexplicable pain in her heart.

【Xiaobai: Let's change the world together】

[Xiaosi: Actually, the awakening of the Li family didn't really bring about any changes, did it? 】

【Xiaobai: How could it not be? Isn't this a great thing? 】

[Xiao Si: I think it might not make much sense. 】

[Xiaobai: What's the matter with you? Could it be polluted? Change is meaningful in itself.

I actually thought this way back then, but then I thought about it, why am I obsessed with standing on the side of evil cultivators and wanting to change the world?

Because I like it, just like I like you.

I remember reading a sentence in the book that there is only one kind of true heroism in the world, and that is to still love life after recognizing the truth of life. 】

[Xiaosi: You are quite talented, but the whole world is hostile, what do you think of those people? 】

[Xiaobai: Not many people are doing wrong things, they just have a different position from ours, and my purpose is to change their position. 】

...

Putting down the chat mirror, she was worried.

I always feel that his state is not right, maybe his memory will be amended, no wonder he was almost forgotten before.

She doesn't want to be changed.

I, Li Qingsi, am I the type to be manipulated by others?

Thinking of this, she saw her brother come back.

"Let me ask you, how can you remember a person or a thing firmly without forgetting it?" she asked.

Li Qing was shocked, but he didn't know what to do, "If you have a better memory, you won't forget."

"What if you have a bad memory?"

Li Qing thought about it for a while, and said: "Li Minghao once said something similar, he said that he would never forget Qingju City in his life, and his legs were weak every time he went back.

He said that the best way to remember a person is to do what he loves, just like the road there, he can find it with his eyes closed. "

Do things that love to do?

Li Qing realized it.

...

Bai Bing stared at the chat mirror for a while.

Suddenly, he smiled, she was quite interesting.

"Am I confused? Or is my mind really affected?"

Bai Bing talked to himself, recalling the past, he found that he had gradually forgotten the original purpose of eliminating parasites.

It is unpleasant to be given so many missions that you cannot complete them.

Why would I want to eradicate parasites in the first place?

Because I am happy, because I am unhappy watching the big fat worm.

It's not good to see other insects.