Rebirth of the Father of Anime

Shen Feng's life has been full of energy recently because his wife is pregnant and he is finally going to become a glorious father.

He came back every night to watch TV with his wife, stay with her, and watch his unborn child grow up little by little in his mother's belly, which made him feel an indescribable happiness.

Since becoming a father, I have a different feeling when watching "clannad".

In particular, his child was conceived while he and his wife were catching up on "clannad" every week. "clannad" has extraordinary meaning to him. Looking at Xiao Xi inside, he seemed to be looking at his own daughter. Let him be more protective of his wife - Nagisa's story moved him, but he definitely didn't want to experience such an encounter.

My wife is passionate about "clannad" and is a huge fan of Porter Master.

So does he.

Even the name of their unborn child has been decided by the two of them - if it is a daughter, it will be called Xi; if it is a boy... it will still be called Xi, Shen Xi.

We will definitely encounter all kinds of things outside in life, but when the time is right, they will come back to us like tides carrying various harvests, and they will be as broad and gentle as the sea - this is why Nagisa The origin of the name "Xi" given to my daughter.

Shen Xi sounds very nice. It is full of poetry and contains the best wishes from parents. It is also a unisex name, whether it is a boy or a girl, this name seems to be good.

However, Xiao Xi died.

That scene had a huge impact on Shen Feng and his wife. They almost regard Xiao Xi as their own child. It is conceivable that the scene of Xiao Xi's death dealt a huge blow to the hearts of the two of them.

And pregnant women. Mood is very important. Shen Feng comforts his wife in different ways every day.

However, within a short period of time, my wife still could not get over the huge pain caused by "clannad". "clannad" moved her too much, making the two of them cherish the ordinary happiness in front of them more, and making their lives sweeter. She liked "clannad" too much, so it hurt too much.

I was expecting a reversal of the plot, but on Valentine's Day. "clannad" was not aired.

It seems that "clannad" ended on the day Xiao Xi died.

Hope broken,

This made the wife feel even more disappointed and painful.

For the first time, Shen Feng had the idea of ​​​​killing someone... He felt that killing the porter master should be regarded as eliminating harm for the people.

"Honey, come watch TV and relax." Shen Feng called to his wife to watch TV. On this day, her wife felt particularly depressed because it was the day when "clannad" was played, which was the day she looked forward to most. Now is her saddest day.

"Alas..." The wife sighed and lay on the bed. I am listless and don’t even want to watch TV. When she thought that on this day, Xiao Xi passed away, she couldn't feel better.

"'clannad' is on the air. Last week was not the ending. Xiao Xi did not die." Shen Feng said to his wife.

"You lied to me again. You used this trick to deceive me during Qingming Festival. Then I waited for three hours and "clannad" didn't come." The wife said sadly, lifting Shen Feng away from her.

At that time, Shen Feng originally wanted his wife to watch other comedy stories to calm her mood, but her wife was too obsessed with "clannad". She waited until the break and did not wait to watch "clannad". Not only did it make her even more sad, but Shen Feng's husband's credit was completely depleted.

"Even if the porter's "clannad" is over, our "clannad" is not over yet. This is family and life. As long as I live, I will never let such a story happen to our Xiao Xi!" Shen Feng Said affectionately.

The wife's mood seemed to be comforted a little, but when she mentioned Xiao Xi, she still couldn't overcome the sadness that had not faded.

Shen Feng went out to get himself some fruits and snacks, hoping to use "eating" to distract himself from his sadness.

After going out, I found that it was just past eight o'clock and the prime time program had already started broadcasting.

For some unknown reason, maybe it was the legendary "man's intuition", he accidentally turned on the TV and then switched to the TV channel by accident. His eyes suddenly widened...

"Honey! Come and watch Clannad! It's never ending!" Shen Feng shouted loudly.

"..." My wife didn't say anything, and it seemed that she took his truth as teasing her again.

"Really! I'm not lying to you! I swear! If I lie, then my son will not be young!" Shen Feng continued to shout.

Finally, my wife's muffled voice came from inside: "If you don't have a baby, you're just a girl. Don't you really want a daughter like Xiao Xi? From this, you must be lying to me again, and I won't be fooled."

It was the first time Shen Feng discovered that his wife's reaction was so sharp. Hasn't her attribute always been a bit cute and cute?

He felt that his wife's style of painting was wrong.

But these are nothing compared to comforting my wounded heart. Shen Feng directly turned the sound of the TV to the maximum, and a familiar voice and familiar BGM sounded at home.

Shen Feng felt a gust of fragrance coming over him, and saw that his wife, who was still on the bed, had moved to the most comfortable position on the sofa, her own exclusive throne.

Hao Ran's eyes were fixed on the TV. On the TV, Hao Ran saw the familiar scene from "clannad".

There was a one-week break in the middle. At the moment when fans were already in despair, "clannad" was like a bright light shining from the fans' eyes into their hearts!

…

The picture is gray and white, lifeless, as if it has lost its light, just like the mood of fans after Xiao Xi's death.

This is exactly the scene when Okazaki and Nagisa met at the beginning of the first episode of "clannad", as if everything was back to that time.

But at this moment, neither Okazaki nor the audience. The mood was completely different from before.

On the cherry blossom slope. The drifting cherry blossoms were frozen in the sky. Time stands still.

Nagisa was in front of Okazaki, and it was here that the two met, met, got to know each other, fell in love, and finally said goodbye...

"Perhaps, I shouldn't talk to Nagisa at this time. If he hadn't met me, Nagisa would have..." Okazaki's voice was full of self-blame, regret and sadness.

After Nagisa left, such a voice has been lingering in Okazaki's heart.

There have also been voices among fans: Nagisa's death was all because of Okazaki. If Okazaki could have a better life, he might be able to give Nagisa a better life and prevent Nagisa from getting into trouble.

After Xiao Xi's death, "clannad" finally reappeared half a month later, but as soon as it appeared, this issue was nakedly exposed in front of people.

Should Okazaki meet Nagisa?

If you don't meet Nagisa. Okazaki's life will continue to be decadent and mediocre. There would be no stories that would move the audience, and Nagisa... Nagisa's body was determined when Nagisa was a child. If there were no Okazaki, would Nagisa really be fine?

Without the mutual support of Okazaki and Nagisa, can Nagisa become stronger? Without the love between Okazaki and Nagisa, would Xiaoxi... still exist?

After such a long time, people have had enough time to think.

Now that I think about this kind of thing again, it seems that it has reached Okazaki's original mentality - escape!

He is escaping, and the audience is also escaping. Escape is just an ostrich mentality that does not want to watch the tragedy happen, rather than a strength to face all difficulties.

And escaping cannot solve any problem at all.

Escape is not just about escaping sadness.

Also escaped happiness.

In this still space and time, where fate should have met, Okazaki escaped. Nagisa turned around, ran away from Okazaki, and walked down the ramp.

The two hearts that were supposed to be compatible gradually drifted apart.

It seems that without Okazaki's initial conversation, Nagisa might not have mustered up the courage to walk into the school, nor would he move forward bravely. She walked down the ramp and passed Okazaki. Okazaki was indifferent, and maybe she would completely Leaving Okazaki's life.

Watching Nagisa walking down step by step, people's hearts suddenly became irritable and heartbroken for no reason.

An invisible hand seemed to grab the heart and tear it hard.

The face of the fantasy world is finally revealed here. This is not just a story that Nagisa wants to perform, but a world formed by the thoughts of many people in another world.

The farthest yet the nearest is another world.

The once inexplicable light finally revealed its mysterious identity - it was the light of hope.

Countless hopes come together to form a miracle that changes the world!

A huge storm of light swept through the fantasy world. Before the robot disappeared, the mysterious girl in white shouted a name: "Goodbye, Dad."

Time begins to flow again, the cherry blossoms slowly float down, the cherry blossoms of fans are a kind of warm beauty, and the gray world is once again dyed with brilliance!

After Okazaki came to his senses, he suddenly turned around and shouted with all his strength: "Nagisa!!"

He ran towards Nagisa who was leaving in the opposite direction, and hugged Nagisa hard in his arms.

He couldn't let go of Nagisa, he would no longer run away, and no matter what happened in the future, he would never regret his choice.

"Nagisa, I'm here!"

"Great, you can stop me." Nagisa smiled softly, happy for Okazaki's choice.

"I thought Okazaki would feel very uneasy if he hadn't met me."

Okazaki didn't speak, he was choked with sobs and couldn't speak. He hugged Nagisa hard, as if he wanted to rub Nagisa into his body and let their souls merge into one. He used his actions to express his feelings. .

"It's great that I can meet Okazaki. I feel very happy, so please don't be confused anymore. No matter what happens in the future, please don't regret meeting me." This is Nagisa's request.

Meeting is not a matter of one person, but of two people!

"Thank you!" Okazaki burst into tears. He held Nagisa's cheek and held Nagisa's hand tightly. He would never let go again, never be confused again, and never regret!

Meeting Nagisa was the happiest thing in his life!

This is the second time Okazaki has chosen Nagisa... The first choice was Okazaki's confession to Nagisa.

With this choice, Okazaki not only chose Nagisa's love, but also chose the future life of himself and Nagisa!

This is a choice, not simple love, but a commitment in life! (To be continued...)

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