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Yan Ruyu twitched his shoulders, almost out of breath from crying.

Ren Jiaxuan hugged her roommate, stroking her back to comfort her: "It's okay, it's okay."

The last time Yan Ruyu and his brother came back, they only shed tears. There was no crying collapse like today. Ren Jiaxuan knew that it was the emotion accumulated in her heart that was on the verge of collapse, and it broke out completely after being stimulated today. come out.

But what she needs now is a embrace that can completely vent her emotions, and she happens to be such a role.

Yan Ruyu held Ren Jiaxuan and cried for a long time before her emotions gradually calmed down. Her eyes were red and swollen like peaches. Ren Jiaxuan kept taking tissues to wipe her tears.

"Thank you, Xiao Xuan."

Yan Ruyu sucked his red nose and said.

Ren Jiaxuan smiled and shook her head, and asked concerned: "Is it better?"

"Um."

Yan Ruyu smiled embarrassedly, "It's better now... let you see the joke."

Ren Jiaxuan patted her back: "We are roommates, maybe I will also rely on your shoulders in the future."

"Um……"

Yan Ruyu sat up straight, stroked his messy hair, and returned to his usual calm and capable appearance.

Ren Jiaxuan hesitated for a while, and asked: "Ruyu, what are you...what are you going to do?"

She naturally refers to her and her brother's affairs.

Yan Ruyu was silent for a while, then shook his head and said, "I don't know either."

"How do you feel for him?"

Ren Jiaxuan decided to ask in detail to see if she could enlighten her friends.

"I am to him..."

Yan Ruyu put her chin on her knees and stared at the front blankly, "I used to think that he is the one I will accompany for the rest of my life."

"now what?"

"Now……"

Yan Ruyu felt his eyes become sore again, raised his head and closed his eyes, sniffed and smiled: "I don't think I can like other people anymore."

"...Is there really no possibility?"

"No."

Yan Ruyu shook his head, "Xiao Xuan, do you know a feeling? It's that...When you think of him, something fills your heart. As soon as you hear his name, your heart trembles. When you see him, you know...oh, he is the person in my life."

"..."

Ren Jiaxuan was silent. She had never been in a relationship before, so naturally she couldn't empathize with her.

Yan Ruyu raised his face and murmured: "I was in fantasy before. After college, I walked with him, studied together, ate together, went shopping together, and traveled together. I was wearing a long wedding dress and he was wearing a handsome suit. , We have a baby together, preferably a girl..."

Ren Jiaxuan listened quietly to Yan Ruyu's self-talk, and sighed in her heart, how blind is Ruyu's brother, that he would give up such a treasure girl!

While talking, Yan Ruyu's voice became quieter, and she smiled embarrassedly: "Sorry, I said too much."

Ren Jiaxuan did not speak, and hugged her friend gently.

Yan Ruyu Yurun put his chin on her shoulder and said softly: "I originally thought that I would forget him bit by bit. I resisted not looking at his circle of friends or our previous chat history. I deleted the photos of him on the phone and tried to live without him."

"Later I found out that I still couldn't do it. I tried to keep myself busy, because then I wouldn't have time to miss him. But today, my brother told me to see him. I struggled for a long time and still couldn't bear it. I stayed with him, I thought, the last time, I will see him for the last time..."

"I knew after meeting, there will never be one last time."

"He is going to the capital with her girlfriend this week, how I thought, the person next to him, it's me..."

Yan Ruyu hugged her roommate tightly, as if that way, she would have the power to support the loneliness in her heart.

"Ruyu..."

Ren Jiaxuan stroked her back with the palm of her hand, not knowing what to say.

"You don't need to comfort me. This is all my wishful thinking, and I will slowly adjust myself."

Yan Ruyu let go of her roommate and said with a smile.

"Ugh……"

Ren Jiaxuan shook his head and said: "I don't know what your senior brother thinks. You are beautiful and have a good personality. He would not choose you. I really don't understand a man's heart."

"He also has his own ideas, maybe in his eyes, I am just his sister. After all, her girlfriend is more beautiful than me."

Thinking of Lin Qingyao's face, Yan Ruyu laughed at herself, with a lonely tone.

Ren Jiaxuan opened her mouth, trying to say something to comfort Yan Ruyu, but after a long time, it turned into a sigh.

"Okay, Xiao Xuan, I'm a little sleepy and want to sleep for a while."

"Well, take a good rest."

Yan Ruyu took off her shoes, put on her pajamas and got into the quilt, turned over to face the wall, closed his eyes for a while, took the phone next to the pillow, and plugged in headphones.

Open QQ, stared at the screen for a while, she switched to the trumpet.

This is her newly registered small QQ account. The avatar and nickname are exactly the same as Li Hao's QQ. Only her large QQ is in the friend list.

Click on her QQ avatar, she sent a message in the past:

"Running Eggplant": Are you there (barring your teeth)?

Then switch back to the large QQ reply:

Jade: What's wrong, brother (doubt)?

"Running Eggplant": I have one thing I want to tell you.

Jade: What's the matter?

"Running Eggplant": You must first promise that I can't refuse before I can tell you.

Jade: Okay, I promise you (polls your lips).

"Running Eggplant": Ruyu, I have liked you for a long time, can you be my girlfriend?

Jade: Really? How long have you liked me?

"Running Eggplant": I have liked you since I saw you.

Jade: Really?

"Running Eggplant": Really, more real than diamonds.

Jade: Is it really true?

"Running Eggplant": Really real.

Jade: Is it really true?

"Running Eggplant": Really, really, really, really.

Jade: (tips) (proud)

"Running Eggplant": Did you promise me?

Jade: Wouldn't you like other girls?

"Running Eggplant": No, I only have you in my eyes, and you have been firmly grasped even after the light.

Jade: What if it is a girl who is more beautiful than me?

"Running Eggplant": In my eyes, you are the most beautiful girl, no one is more beautiful than you.

Jade: Then...just say it.

"Running Eggplant": You agreed (Penguin excited)?

Jade: Reluctantly agree (cute).

Looking at the chat log he typed out, Yan Ruyu smirked.

Patter.

A drop of tears fell on the phone screen, Yan Ruyu stretched out his hand to wipe it, but the tears flowed more and more, dripping on the screen, becoming a big drop of water, blurring the text on it.

Finally, she covered her face and buried her in the quilt and started crying. The earphones just cycled to Mayday’s "Suddenly Miss You"——

"..."

"Miss, if there is a sound,"

"No, it was a sad cry,"

"Now that I finally make myself my own,"

"I can't fool myself with only tears,"

"Suddenly miss you, where would you be,"

"Be happy or wronged..."

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