Rebirth Starts From Signing In

Starting the car, Li Hao drove out of the airport.

Seeing Zuo Yunchang still hiding himself tightly, Li Hao smiled and said:

"You don't need to be so careful in the car. You can't see you from the outside with the windows closed. It doesn't matter if you take off your sunglasses."

Zuo Yunshang looked around, hesitated, and finally obeyed Li Hao's words and took off his sunglasses.

In order to prevent being seen from the front, she pressed the brim of her hat and pulled the scarf on her neck upwards, blocking the part below the nose.

Li Hao glanced sideways at Zuo Yunshang.

With the scarf covering her lips and chin, she only showed the upper part of her face, but it was equally stunning.

The wheat-colored skin glows with a jade luster, like light-colored chocolate cream, dotted with delicate eyebrows, a straight bridge of the nose, and long, long eyelashes.

Even if he didn't show his full face, it had already satisfied all people's imagination of beautiful women.

This half-concealed posture has a fascinating hazy beauty, which makes people think about it.

This beauty, even if it is in the entertainment circle where beautiful women gather, it is also the top existence, it is no wonder that it will absorb so many fans in such a short period of time.

After all, it is an era of looking at beauty.

Li Hao sighed inwardly.

Zuo Yunshang Yu Guang noticed the gaze projected by Li Hao, his small face turned red, and he reminded softly:

"Be careful when driving."

"It's okay, I can look at you with one eye in front of you." Li Hao grinned.

Zuo Yunshang's face turned redder, but Li Hao didn't notice that it was covered by wheat complexion.

"Your skin is really good." Li Hao praised sincerely.

Zuo Yunshang touched his face and asked in a low voice:

"Don't you think it's too dark to look good?"

"No, I think it's very distinctive. Girls usually have white skin. The first time you see you, it will give people a bright feeling." Li Hao said.

"Is that so..." Zuo Yunshang murmured in a low voice.

"Of course, and to be honest, your skin is what many men want to have, healthy and sunny, and it looks very comfortable." Li Hao said with a smile.

Zuo Yunshang laughed at himself, "Unfortunately I am a girl."

Li Hao frowned, dissatisfied:

"What's wrong with girls? Girls are just as good-looking, really, I didn't lie to you, your skin has given you a lot of fans, which means that everyone likes it and thinks it looks good."

"But you definitely don't like me when I was a kid." Zuo Yunshang said softly.

"Why do you think so?"

Li Hao asked strangely, feeling that she was a little inferior in this regard.

Zuo Yunchang's tone was filled with a sense of sorrow.

"Because I didn't look good when I was young, and everyone didn't like me. No one wanted to be friends with me. At that time, my skin was darker than it is now. My classmates gave me a nickname."

"..."

Li Hao didn't ask what this nickname was, but instinctively knows that this kind of nickname that makes fun of appearance is generally not a funny name.

"They call me Black Duckling." Zuo Yunshang took the initiative to say it.

"Black duckling?" Li Hao was taken aback.

"Um."

Zuo Yunshang smiled sadly and said in a low voice:

"At that time, we just learned a text called the Ugly Duckling. They gave me this nickname and said I was uglier than the Ugly Duckling."

"..."

Although they all say that childish speech is unscrupulous, Li Hao knew that this nickname was definitely spoken with great malice, it was verbal bullying, and the age of the perpetrator should not be used as an excuse.

Perhaps the children who took this nickname did not have the concept of campus bullying in their hearts, but when they publicized the nickname and used it to make fun of Zuo Yunshang face to face, it has already constituted the fact of campus bullying.

This is actually quite common on elementary school campuses.

Because of their immaturity, children do not receive complete moral education and basic values, and do whatever they want. This kind of school bullying is more likely to happen between them.

Children with congenital defects in appearance and personality are more likely to be the protagonists of being bullied.

Because children are always curious and inquiring about unusual things, this object is also suitable for human beings.

They will feel that a certain physical trait of the other party is a toy that can be used to play and tease, and through verbal jokes on this trait can make them psychologically happy and satisfied.

They didn't realize how much harm this malicious jokes and mockery would cause to each other's psychological level.

Moreover, after this malicious ridicule spread widely, the people around him were kept away from the ridiculed person, gradually isolating him.

Isolating the other party may not be based on subjective intentions, but this subconscious behavior can also cause indelible harm to the isolated.

Silence will encourage this trend of malicious jokes and mockery to spread and eventually evolve into campus bullying.

The bullied person will begin to doubt himself, doubt his own existence, doubt his own value, and gradually form a psychological shadow.

Over time, they will become inferior, introverted, withdrawn, and some of their personalities will gradually become distorted and extreme.

Zuo Yunshang also suffered bullying and isolation from her peers when she was a child, which had an indelible impact on her character.

Let her feel inferior to her appearance, not confident, and be cautious in dealing with others, even if she has become a star with countless fans.

Li Hao also understood why Zuo Yunshang always put the words'thank you' and'sorry' on his lips.

She actively lowered her posture and treated others with a humble attitude, mostly in order to gain the kindness and gentleness of others.

She is afraid of being disgusted by others, being isolated by others, and being opposed by others.

The experience of her childhood has become a lingering nightmare in her memory.

She is afraid of being alone.

Li Hao thought of a sentence: childhood experience will actually affect a person's life.

"They may have forgotten that the ugly duckling turns into a beautiful white swan in the end, so the black duckling can turn into a beautiful black swan in the end." Li Hao said.

"If I can, I also want to be a white swan." Zuo Yunshang said softly.

"..."

Li Hao was silent.

It seemed that the damage this skin caused to Zuo Yunshang was much deeper than he thought.

"Did you know? I have no friends since I was a kid. I was sitting alone in my primary school days. No one wanted to be at the same table with me."

Zuo Yunshang looked into the distance with a vague tone.

"When I arrived in junior high school, I changed to a new environment and everything around changed. So I look forward to this situation will change and I can make a real friend."

Saying that she laughed at herself,

"But I haven't spoken to my peers for too long. At that time, I was very nervous and scared. I didn't know how to communicate with them. I couldn't even speak completely.

"Several classmates who took the initiative to show me to me have been driven away by such boring me, and I have changed back into a person.

"Unlike when I was in elementary school, no one laughed at me for being dark this time. Maybe it's because I'm not so dark anymore."

Zuo Yunshang laughed and continued:

"But still no one wants to be friends with someone like me who can't talk, is boring and dull.

"For three years in junior high school, the only person I could talk to was at the same table, but she was also a silent and introverted person. There was not much communication between us, and we broke contact after graduation.

"After that, I didn't go to school. By chance, I joined the company's trainee group as a trainee, training, and debut. Then you know what happened afterwards."

After a few seconds of silence, Li Hao tentatively asked:

"I think you get along well with your teammates. They should be your friends."

Zuo Yunshang was noncommittal, and whispered:

"They are indeed the people I know the most. We live together. We watch dramas together, play games together, go shopping together, and learn about their own personalities.

"But I think it is more appropriate to call our relationship as a comrade-in-arms than a friend. We only walked together for the same goal.

"If we lose this goal and the support of our dreams, I don't know if our relationship can be maintained as it is now."

Li Hao nodded in understanding.

In fact, this kind of relationship is hard to describe. We can share adversities and endure hardships together, and we can support each other for a common goal and forge ahead.

But it may also fall apart because of a disagreement, an accident, a discordant discord.

Just like now, because of Zuo Yunshang's personal factors, even the planetary girl has become the target of public criticism.

It is impossible to say that other players have no opinions or dissatisfaction.

Part of the reason why Zuo Yunshang came to Huacheng may also be that he didn't know how to face them.

"As you are now, there are many people who want to make friends with you. Didn't you say that you had a friend in the airline to help you hide your identity?" Li Hao continued to ask.

Zuo Yunshang nodded and said softly:

"She is actually one of my fans, who is in charge of the fan club. She has some business exchanges with me on weekdays. I know a few such fans.

"Under normal circumstances, I don't want to seek their help, but there is really no way today. I can't leave the capital without their help."

After a pause, Zuo Yunshang continued:

"In addition to them, I usually go on variety shows, shoot commercials, and participate in events. I also know some people in the circle. If I insist, they are friends.

"It's just that I know they want to make friends with the planetary girl captain Zuo Yunshang, not the black-skinned seventeen-year-old girl."

Zuo Yunchang smiled bitterly,

"If that glamorous identity is stripped away, I don't think no one will look at me more."

"..."

Li Hao remained silent.

Perhaps from childhood, Zuo Yunshang has a thorough view of the nature of the interpersonal relationships around him.

She dreamed of a pure friendship coming to her.

It's just that she didn't have it when she was a child. After she chose to step into the entertainment industry, this fantasy gradually drifted away from her.

How can such a pure relationship exist in a circle full of interests and money?

"That's why I think you are special." Zuo Yunshang turned his head and looked at Li Hao and said.

"Huh?" Li Hao was startled.

Zuo Yunchang lowered his eyes and slowly said:

"You are the first person to make that kind of joke with me, that kind of pure joke that doesn't feel malicious at all.

"You are also the first person who will not be affected by my external identity when communicating with me.

"I can feel that when you talk to me, you are naturally straight and unrestrained. You are talking to the seventeen-year-old girl, not to the planetary girl Zuo Yunshang.

"Also, when you took care of me in the hospital last time, I could feel that there is no interest and flattering care, that is, the kind of care that is pure and simple to care for my friends.

"The more I get in touch with you, the more I feel that you are special. You never seem to regard me as a big star, but as a girl of your age.

"It's just normal to talk to me, make jokes, and occasionally say unmarginal words, just like treating a friend who is familiar with me, natural and ordinary."

Zuo Yunshang whispered: "This feeling is very special to me."

Li Hao smiled awkwardly and politely.

In fact, the main reason is that after I have the system, my mentality has expanded, and she doesn't take her stardom status too seriously.

If it was the mediocre self in the previous life, there is a high probability that she would turn into a dog licking.

"So I thought..."

Zuo Yunshang raised his eyes and looked at Li Hao seriously.

"You are my first friend.

"Not the friend of the planetary girl Zuo Yunshang, but the friend of an ordinary seventeen-year-old girl."

"..."

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