Shoot a Shot In Your Heart [E-sports]

Zheng Honglin stood alone by the window in the stairwell, smoking one cigarette after another, until he finished smoking a pack of cigarettes.

ALS is an incurable and incurable disease.

It is precisely because the experts know the particularity of Bai Fei's e-sports career that they are worried that Bai Fei will not be able to accept this cruel fact, so they decide to tell Zheng Honglin first, and now this critical condition will definitely give Bai Fei It brought a huge blow, so Zheng Honglin asked the experts not to tell Bai Fei about his condition.

Wait at least a little longer.

The experts promised Zheng Honglin that he could hide it for a period of time, but they still suggested that he tell Bai Fei earlier, but the treatment will still be treated as ALS, and they can only help Bai Fei to relieve and control the condition, try their best to possible continuation of life.

Zheng Honglin stared at the bright moon, stars and tall buildings outside the window with red eyes.

Brain and chaotic.

Although I really don't want to face it, Bai Fei's suffering from this incurable disease means that his career has come to an end, but this is not simply a matter of whether he can continue to play a career, but a matter of to Bai Fei's life.

Why did Bai Fei encounter this kind of thing?

Bai Fei loves e-sports so much, how should he tell Bai Fei...

He didn't dare to tell Bai Fei's parents, he was afraid that the old man would not be able to bear it.

I don't know how long it took, Zheng Honglin slowly returned to the ward.

He opened the door and saw three other people sitting on the sofa, while Bai Fei was lying dead on the hospital bed, looking like he had no love for life, fortunately they did not know that the nurse just called What did he go out to do, otherwise he really doesn't know how to face Bai Fei, and what should they do next...

The atmosphere in the ward was extremely depressed and gloomy.

Zhuang Wenchao asked, "Old Zheng, why did the nurse ask you to go out?"

"Oh, nothing to do," Zheng Honglin walked in and pretended to be relaxed, "The nurse told me that Fei's condition is not bad now, and told us not to worry too much."

Zhuang Wenchao: "Then why did you come back so late?"

Zheng Honglin pulled out the chair and sat down, "Isn't it not allowed to smoke in the hospital? I just got addicted to smoking and went to the window in the stairwell to smoke a few cigarettes."

Zhuang Wenchao did not speak.

Zheng Honglin did have a strong smell of smoke.

Smelled as soon as I entered the ward.

After a long silence, Zhuang Wenchao looked at Bai Fei, who was pale.

Bai Fei's lifeless appearance has nothing to do with the sunshine and high spirits in normal days. To be honest, he is really sad to see Bai Fei like this

, but can only sigh helplessly: "I don't know what the test results are."

Zheng Honglin said calmly: "It should be out soon after so long."

Zhuang Wenchao: "A Fei."

Bai Fei was silent and did not move, not even raising his eyelids.

"Don't worry too much," said Zhuang Wenchao, "isn't your right hand movable now? It will be fine when the test results come out."

In an instant, Bai Fei's already dull eyes became more obscure.

He knows exactly how his body is.

Although his right hand can move, he can feel that both hands are slowly becoming weaker and stiffer.

Even the whole body started to feel more and more wrong.

He felt like he was gradually losing control of his body.

"Stop talking about this now, let Fei be quiet for a while," Zheng Honglin suddenly got up and walked to the bedside and looked down at Bai Fei, "A Fei, it's very late now, let's first Go back, you have a good rest, we will come to see you tomorrow."

Bai Fei did not move.

"Old Zheng," Jin Yang said suddenly, "you go back."

He looked at Bai Fei, "I'll stay here with Ah Fei."

Zhuang Wenchao continued, "Then I'll stay here with Ah Fei too."

After finishing speaking, she looked at Xing Feng who was silent on the side, and said, "Fengshen, you go back with Lao Zheng, and the captain and I are here to guard Afei."

Xing Feng raised his eyes slightly and said lightly: "No."

All three of them wanted to stay and guard Bai Fei.

"The team still has some things to deal with," Zheng Honglin said, "Today you all go back with me, and tomorrow you want to stay here and stay with A Fei."

Listening to Zheng Honglin, they had to go back with Zheng Honglin.

When I left, I asked the nurse to take good care of Bai Fei.

Bai Fei was very relieved in the hospital.

In the blink of an eye, Bai Fei was the only one left in the terribly quiet ward.

Bai Fei was lying on the hospital bed and staring at the ceiling motionless, his brows gradually wrinkled as if he was thinking about something, tears suddenly fell from the corners of his eyes and wet the pillow, he could no longer restrain his despair and collapse , the heart throbbed frantically.

He knew that this accident had brought immeasurable losses and troubles to his teammates and the entire atc team. Although his teammates did not blame him, he hated himself for implicated teammates, hated himself for being powerless, hated himself Why get sick.

If his body was fine, the test results would have come out long ago.

He doesn't know

How long it will take for him to recover, let alone whether his physical condition can continue to play professionally, he can't even think about it.

Not being able to play professionally is more painful than death.

It was twelve o'clock in the morning when Xing Feng and the others arrived at the team base. The lights were on in the training room on the first floor. Each of them dare not slack off.

Up to the second floor, Zheng Honglin took them directly to the conference room.

Push the door open to turn on the light.

"Old Zheng," Zhuang Wenchao walked in, "What's the matter with you calling us back?"

Zheng Honglin said calmly, "Sit down first."

The three sat down and focused on Zheng Honglin.

"I want to tell you something very important next," Zheng Honglin tried hard to restrain his emotions, "Please prepare yourself to accept this fact."

Zhuang Wenchao: "What is it that we need to be prepared for?"

Jinyang thought for a while, then asked, "About Ah Fei?"

Hearing this, Xing Feng glanced at Jin Yang, pursed his lips and said nothing.

"A Fei's examination results have actually come out, but I didn't dare to tell A Fei and I didn't dare to tell you in front of A Fei," Zheng Honglin took a deep breath and his voice was choked, "The doctor said that A Fei... Ah Fei has ALS."

The three were startled together.

"What...what..." Zhuang Wenchao's eyes widened, "Asymptotic disease?"

Xing Feng shuddered when she heard the word ALS. Of course she knew that ALS was a terminal illness, but she never expected such a result.

Jinyang asked in disbelief: "Has the doctor diagnosed it?"

Zheng Honglin nodded with red eyes and endured tears, "You know better than me what the consequences of Ah Fei's ALS will be, his physical condition is not optimistic, he can no longer play games, he can no longer play. Be a professional esports player."

"His career...has come to an end."

His voice trembled as he uttered the last words.

The end of...

In an instant, Zhuang Wenchao's tears fell directly.

"There is only one month left in the Asia Invitational Tournament, time is imminent, Fei can no longer continue the following training, I will directly transfer Li Chongming to the first team and let Li Chongming replace A Fei's position," Zheng Honglin Wiping away her tears, her voice couldn't stop trembling, "I hope you all accept the fact that Ah Fei is going to leave and retire."

Zhuang Wenchao couldn't help crying while listening.

Always calm

Yang couldn't help crying.

Xing Feng also had red eyes.

"I will arrange Ah Fei's retirement ceremony after the Asian Invitational Tournament," Zheng Honglin continued, "I hope you will stabilize your mind and train well. During the last period of Ah Fei's service, Hope you guys win the last game for him."

He paused and continued, "This is the last chance."

"A Fei's last chance to win the championship when he is in service."

The reason why Zheng Honglin chose to tell them is because Bai Fei could no longer play the game at the moment he was diagnosed with ALS. For the sake of the whole team, he had to make the captain of the second team and the substitute of the first team. Li Chongming is very cruel, but he has to do it.

To put it a bit harsher, Bai Fei has become a waste.

He is responsible for the entire team.

Anyway, sooner or later they will know that Bai Fei can't return to the game, it is better to tell them early so that they can get out of the pain of losing Bai Fei as soon as possible.

It's just that they didn't expect Bai Fei to retire in such an embarrassing way.

Global Invitational…

It was the last time they played together...

The next day they went to the hospital together as usual to see Bai Fei.

They didn't want to go, because they didn't know how to face Bai Fei, who was young and energetic, but his life was already counting down, but they were afraid that Bai Fei would be suspicious, so they went anyway He went to the hospital to guard Bai Fei.

Everyone acts like nothing.

As everyone knows, everyone is crying for Bai Fei.

Although Bai Fei doesn't know yet, he has vaguely sensed something, because everyone's faces are heavy, and Zhuang Wenchao no longer comforts him that his body is definitely fine, he It felt like they knew something.

He didn't dare to ask, so he just ignored it.

evening.

Luo Yue worried about Xing Feng for three days, and also worried about Bai Fei, so she went to the hospital to see Bai Fei, Bai Fei's condition was very bad, there was no light in her eyes, it was not like what she had seen before That sunny, handsome and energetic look.

Although she and Bai Fei have only known each other for a while.

But seeing Bai Fei like this, she was really distressed.

When Xing Feng held her to sleep at night, he told her very sadly that they lost Bai Fei, and Xing Feng told her that Bai Fei was diagnosed with ALS.

Only then did she know that it was not the test results that had not come out yet.

But they all kept it from Bai Fei, even the doctors and nurses kept it from Bai Fei.

In the middle of the night, Bai Fei couldn't sleep

Want to go out for a walk, he glanced at Zhuang Wenchao, who was already asleep on the bed, then got out of the bed lightly and walked out of the ward. , Strangely, he didn't tell his parents that he was sick and hospitalized, he was afraid they would be sad.

The lights in the hallway are dim.

Bai Fei walked slowly to the nurse station.

There are voices, like two nurses talking.

"Alas, the patient in Ward 37 is really pitiful," Nurse A said, "Everyone pretends not to know in order to hide his condition, it's really pitiful..."

Bai Fei stopped when he heard the words, he is a patient living in Ward 37, what's the matter with concealing his condition? Are the test results out?

He leaned against the wall and listened quietly.

"How could he have that kind of disease at such a young age?" Nurse B said, "What do you think he will do in the future? What will his parents do? Alas..."

"Isn't it?" Nurse A sighed, "I heard that he is a professional e-sports player, if he knew that he had ALS, he would probably... ah..."

…

In the lonely hallway.

, until it disappears completely.

Zhuang Wenchao woke up the next day without seeing Bai Fei in the ward.

I looked around in the hospital but couldn't find Bai Fei.

Bai Fei, disappeared.

The author has something to say: Ah Fei, thank you.