Shoot a Shot In Your Heart [E-sports]

After Jiang Cai and Shen Qiutang disappeared, You Huan guessed that Jiang Lai and Shen Qiutang might have returned to their hometown, and You Huan originally planned to go there to find Jiang Lai.

However, Lin Fei stopped him.

Lin Fei said that You Huan had just undergone surgery and couldn't run around, not even in a wheelchair. He had to listen to the doctor and lie in bed for a few days.

You Huan refused to listen and insisted to leave.

The two had a big fight because of this, Lin Fei asked You Huan why he was so persistent in looking for Jiangcai, and even dismissed his physical condition.

You Huan said that she likes Jiang Lai.

Actually, Lin Fei guessed it.

But when she heard You Huan say it in person, she was surprised. She had been You Huan's manager for so many years, and this was the first time she heard You Huan say who she liked.

The two sat and chatted calmly for a while.

I hope that You Huan will go to find the land even before the injury is healed.

Moreover, Jiang Lai should not want to see You Huan now.

You Huan thought about it, then agreed.

She felt that Lin Fei was right, Jiang Lai might not want to see her now that Jiang Lai left so fast, so she obediently returned to the hospital, but she could no longer stay in bed for two days. I know that Jiang Lai's hometown is Luohe Village near Jiangcheng.

So, I left the hospital on Tuesday morning and went to Luohe Village.

You Huan and Qin Sang drove more than four hours to Luohe Village.

She asked Qin Sang to wait for her at the entrance of the village, and then entered Luohe Village by herself. She didn't know where Jiang Lai's hometown was in Luohe Village, so she had to ask the villagers Lu, and finally led by the kind villagers Finally found Jiang Lai's hometown.

The villagers took You Huan to stand at an intersection, then pointed to a house not far away and said, "Girl, that's the grandma Shen's house you're looking for."

You Huan looked past, it was a simple and old house.

She nodded politely and thanked: "Thank you."

Village: "You're welcome."

Then turned away.

You Huan looked at the house in front and walked over.

She walked on the cement road and looked around. There were peach trees planted on both sides of the road. She thought that if the peach blossoms were full, it would be very beautiful. Although Luohe Village is a bit remote, the scenery is beautiful and the village is cleaned. very clean.

Duoduo should like such a free place.

You Huan walked through the cement road full of peach trees into the courtyard of Jiang Lai's hometown.

The yard is very clean.

But, why does it seem like no one is there?

You Huan saw that the door was open, and was about to walk over, when Shen Qiutang suddenly came out of the door carrying a vegetable basket, the two of you looked at me and I looked at you.

Fight eyes.

Shen Qiutang almost didn't hold the vegetable basket in her hand, "...Xiaoyuan?!"

You Huan smiled and said softly, "Grandma Shen."

Shen Qiutang's eyes were full of joy and wonder, she walked to You Huan with a vegetable basket and looked up at You Huan, "Xiaoyuan, why are you here?"

You Huan's eyes flashed: "I'm here to find you and Lailai."

Shen Qiutang suddenly remembered something when she heard the words, her expression changed slightly, her mood suddenly became complicated, she turned her eyes away and did not speak.

You Huan: "Grandma Shen, can you tell me why you and Jiang Lai suddenly left my house? Why don't you answer my messages or answer my calls?"

After a moment of silence, Shen Qiutang sighed: "You better go and ask Lailai."

You Huan: "Where is she?"

"Lailai and Duoduo went for a walk in the village together," Shen Qiutang said, looking over to Taoshu Road, "Say Cao Cao and Cao Cao will be here, Lailai and Duoduo are back."

You Huan followed Shen Qiutang's gaze and looked back.

I saw Jiang Cai holding Duoduo with one hand and walking slowly towards the yard on the peach tree road with the other hand on a blind crutch. You Huan saw Jiang Lai and remembered that day Everything at night, longing and distress rushed into my heart, the tip of the nose was sore, the eye sockets were instantly moist, and the heart was also densely aching.

"Xiao Yuan," Shen Qiutang said, "Go to Lai Lai if you want to ask."

She thought that You Huan and Jiang Lai should also have a result.

Shen Qiutang: "Go."

You Huan did not speak.

She turned and looked at Jiang Cai, who still knew nothing, with red eyes—step by step toward Jiang Lai, her tears gradually blurred her vision, her feet seemed to be imprisoned by shackles—as if she was imprisoned by shackles The pace, I only hope that the distance is a little longer, so that I can watch Jiang Lai a little longer.

The two walked towards each other on Peachtree Road.

Only, Jiang Lai could not see You Huan, but You Huan could see Jiang Lai.

Seeing that the distance between the two of them was getting closer and closer, at this moment, You Huan suddenly stopped, as if deliberately standing there waiting for Jiang Lai.

The distance between the two is still narrowing, and it is already less than five meters.

Slowly, Jiang Lai suddenly stopped.

You Huan frowned deeply as he looked at Jiang Lai who was in front of him.

She knew that Jiang Lai must have smelled the perfume on her body, Jiang Lai really made her feel so distressed, she could no longer restrain the unstoppable love and thoughts in her heart, and took a few steps to Before rubbing Jiang Lai into his arms, "Lai Lai..."

Jiang Lai froze and didn't move, her eyes were already moist and redder, she knew that You Huan would definitely come to her, but she didn't expect it to be so soon.

How many days?

The wound after surgery...healed?

You Huan buried his head in Jiang Lai's hair, "Lai Lai, I miss you so much."

Jiang Lai's heart throbbed suddenly, she was afraid of touching You Huan's wound, so she gently pushed You Huan away with the hand that never hugged You Huan back, without saying a word.

Then hold back the tears and cold - face.

You Huan stared at Jiang Lai, "Lai Lai......"

Jiang Lai said coldly: "Why are you here?"

You Huan: "I'm here to find you."

Jiang Lai did not speak.

"Lai Lai, why did you and Grandma Shen leave without saying a word? Why didn't you answer my message or answer my call?" His voice was a little choked, "Why...leave me?"

Jiang Lai: "It's not my home, I should have left."

You Huan: "Then why don't you answer my call? Don't answer my messages?"

"We are not people from the same world, we are people who have nothing to do with each other," Jiang Lai's voice was cold, "so we will not contact us in the future."

Don't contact me again...

"I don't believe it," You Huan shook his head, "This is not your truth."

"It doesn't matter whether you believe it or not," Jiang Lai's surface was calm, but his heart was already submerged by the sea of ​​blood that was hurting to the bone, "Anyway, we won't contact us any more in the future."

You Huan: "Lai Lai."

She didn't believe Jiang Lai's words at all, although the reason was just speculation, she still asked, "Did you leave me because you couldn't take me to the hospital at the time, so you felt sorry for me? I know you...I..."

Jiang Lai's knuckles gradually turning white while holding the blind man's crutch, "No."

Sprinkle salt, trample Jiang Lai's self-esteem, "Lai Cai...I..."

"You Huan," Jiang Lai interrupted You Huan coldly, "You don't need to say any more."

"I just want to get away from you."

You Huan Wei Wei - stunned: "...get away from me?"

Jiang Lai: "I have already returned the necklace to you, don't you understand?"

You Huan: "But..."

"You Huan, didn't you say that as long as I take off the necklace, I will reject you? Didn't you say that as long as I reject you, you won't ask me again?" Jiang Lai desperately pressed down in his eyes Spinning away the tears that were about to move, "Aren't you talking?"

You Huan was speechless.

"I don't like women," Jiang Lai said, "I don't like you either."

You Huan was so heartbroken that she could hardly breathe, tears rolled down her cheeks, she looked at Jiang Lai's indifferent face and always felt that Jiang Lai was pretending.

Because, Jiang Lai in her memory was not so indifferent.

Jiang Lai continued: "If it wasn't for the accident that happened with your grandma and you, we would not have known each other. Grandma and I have moved out of your house, so we will return to the original point and pretend not to know each other in the future. Well, don't bother me again."

You Huan was a little anxious, she stretched out her hands to hold Jiang Lai's arms, "Lai Lai......"

"You Huan," Jiang Lai frowned, "don't make me hate you."

Hands are falling weakly.

Jiang Lai tightened the bracket and rope of the blind guide saddle, "Duoduo, let's go home."

Then slowly walk forward.

You Huan had to take a step to the side to make way and watch Jiang Lai walk in front of her step by step. After getting the answer he wanted, he still shouted: "If nothing happened that night, would you still take off the necklace?"

Hearing this, Jiang Lai stopped, the tears that he had been holding back poured out of his eyes and a tear streak was drawn on his face, his voice was extremely cold, "Yes."

Speak and move on.

You Huan looked at Jiang Lai's distant back and wept, and cried out sadly: "Cai Lai! I'll wait for you here, as long as you turn back, I'll hug you!"

Jiang Lai did not respond, but continued to walk with Duoduo.

You Huan shouted: "Lai Lai! As long as you turn back!"

"As long as you look back!"

"Lai Lai! Can you look back!"

"Ginger!"

 …

No matter how You Huan shouted, Jiang Lai never looked back.

You Huan looked at the bare branches of the peach tree, tears could not stop falling, these bare peach trees seemed like the love between her and Jiang Lai that had withered before it even started, even if she knew Jiang Lai is pretending, and she can't force Jiang Lai.

Otherwise, Jiang Lai will only suffer more.

So she chose to let go, she chose to let Jiang Lai do what she felt at ease.

Jiang Lai slowly walked into the yard under the leadership of Duoduo. Shen Qiutang put down the vegetable basket and greeted her. She looked at the tearful Jiang Lai with tears in her eyes, "Lai Lai..."

"Grandma..." Jiang Lai's voice was trembling, "Is she gone...""

Shen Qiutang looked at the empty peach tree road, "It's gone."

Jiang Cai finally couldn't bear it any longer and shredded all the indifference and strength disguised as a sincere heart, and threw herself into Shen Qiutang's arms and burst into tears, "Grandma......I Thought I could...grandmother....I really thought I could...."

I thought I could stand beside You Huan...

However, I found out later that I don't have that qualification at all.

It turns out that I forgot, I'm just a blind man who can't see anything, is abandoned by his father and abandoned by his mother, and can only cause trouble and drag others down. People don't have the ability to go to the hospital...

What's the point of my life in this world....

Why are you torturing me...

why...why let me linger on...

If it wasn't for the security uncle downstairs that night, what should I do? What should I do about You Huan? I don't even have the ability to protect You Huan, and it's even as simple as sending her to the hospital when she is sick can't do anything.

What qualifications do I have to be with You Huan? What qualifications do I have to like You Huan who once slapped others to protect me and was pushed to the forefront?

If it hadn't been for waking me up that night, I really thought I could be with You Huan, I really thought I could be You Huan's girlfriend, You Huan is a big star, I am not worthy of You Huan, the person who can stand beside You Huan is not me, and will never be me, and I will never be worthy of her.

I want to stand beside You Huan—it must be a very good and excellent person.

Not me...

Not worthy...I'll never be worthy...

You Huan broke into my world without warning, and lighted up my dark and obscure world. She is the light that can illuminate my whole world.

However, she is the light I dare not embrace.

I thought I could, but I thought I could be just a dream.

And now, awake.

Dust is destined not to touch the radiant moon.