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"I'm a doctor, I won't lie to my patients, and I'm just saying this in a petty way."

Hearing what Qin Xiao said, Lu Qingkong didn't say anything.

After all, every time I come here, in addition to Lu Jiayu's incident, it's because of my right hand, which is branded with the root of the disease.

Looking at Qin Xiao's expression, Lu Qingkong also knew that she didn't seem to be exaggerating and was really reminding him.

Although I knew that the condition of my right hand was not optimistic, I didn't expect that it would be so vicious.

In fact, Lu Qingkong has always followed Qin Xiao's warning. He has not been on the court for such a long time, but has directly transformed into a behind-the-scenes role. He is now more like the leader of the team and a marketer, rather than a professional player.

But there was no way, the root of the disease was burned after all, and even though Lu Qingkong had tried his best to restrain himself, there was still no way to recover.

"Are you sure you didn't lie to me again?" Lu Qingkong asked with a smile.

"I may lie to others, but when have I ever lied to you?"

Seeing the inexplicable look in Qin Xiao's eyes, Lu Qingkong was a little afraid to face it all the time, and subconsciously looked elsewhere.

"It seems that it has never happened..."

"That's okay." Qin Xiao pouted, "I'm a doctor, and you're a patient, so you have to listen to me!"

"Actually, to be honest..." Lu Qingkong did not answer Qin Xiao's question. Instead, it changed the subject.

"Well, tell me, I'm listening." Qin Xiao looked at Lu Qingkong quietly.

In fact, every time Lu Qingkong came to him, in addition to looking at his hands, he would also complain about himself. Qin Xiao was like a confider, quietly listening to what Lu Qingkong said.

"do you know……"

"What do you know?" Qin Xiao was always very patient when facing Lu Qingkong again, always waiting quietly for his next words.

"Actually, I didn't want to do that at the beginning, but I had no choice. I couldn't do it for myself. I had too many things to consider. In fact, I could have won the game and retired honorably, but my situation did not allow me to If I had done that, I might have gained a few more close friends, but I would have lost someone very important to me."

Lu Qingkong looked out the window, looking a little melancholy.

He seemed to regret it, but there was no regret in his eyes.

"I know that people are different. If it were me, maybe I would do the same thing. If this choice were made by anyone else, I'm afraid it would be the same as you." Qin Xiao said softly.

"Actually, I really hated him at the time, but now I just want to say thank you to him. Do you know why?"

Lu Qingkong just looked at Qin Xiao, the complainer who always complained to him patiently and patiently.

Qin Xiao shook his head slightly, and then said: "Why?"

In fact, Qin Xiao could vaguely guess some things through the information collected by Lu Qingkong every time she complained. Of course, Qin Xiao also felt that besides the questions she collected, there should be some other reasons. Of course, she did not go there more. Asking something, because she believed that the man in front of her would tell her bit by bit.

"Because when he found me, I refused to hate him very much. But after he told me a lot, I suddenly found that what he said made sense. Maybe if it weren't for him, I wouldn't be where I am now. I.

Although I lost a few good friends who may never be around again, I also gained a lot.

After a person loses a lot but gains more, there is actually no big feeling. "

"I don't understand something."

Obviously, Qin Xiao is a very considerate listener. When you speak, she will always choose to listen silently. She will also say something at the critical moment to let you know that she is listening and is taking it seriously. Listen.

"Back then, when he asked me to match-fix, of course I refused the first time, because I had been working hard with them for so long, and I was about to achieve my goal, so how could I go to match-fixing," Lu Qingkong said. Here, take a deep breath.

After so many years, he could still clearly remember what that person said to him that night in a foreign country.

So much so that Lu Qingkong still feels a little emotional when she thinks about it.

"Then what?" Qin Xiao didn't ask who that person was because she could guess it. What's more, Lu Qingkong had just said that he was very grateful to this person now.

"I refused, but he said don't rush to refuse, you have to think about why you are a professional!"

"For what?" Qin Xiao asked softly.

"Money, maybe you think I'm a bit vulgar, but in the beginning the purpose of my career was just for money. Xiaoyu and I grew up together with my grandma. In order to reduce the burden on my grandma, I dropped out of school to work since I was very young. But in today's society, you I also know that it is really difficult for people like me who have no skills.

Fortunately, I have this talent. Although people around me didn't think highly of me at first, I think I can do it myself. "Lu Qingkong said with a sigh.

"Obviously, he has a very accurate grasp of each of us' psychology, and he directly asked me about my weakness in one sentence, because I play professionally for money, and he made an offer that I couldn't refuse at all, so I accepted!

In fact, I really want to refuse, but I have no choice. I am different from others. Even if I don’t think about myself, I still have to think about my grandma and Xiaoyu, so I can only agree!

Because as he said, honor and money always have to make a choice! "

"So you chose the latter." Qin Xiao said.

"Yes, I chose the latter."

"Then do you particularly hate that person now?"

"Hate, of course I hate him. If it weren't for him, I would at least have many friends to talk to now, but I am more grateful to him. I am more grateful than I hate!"

"I will always listen to you until you no longer need me." Qin Xiao looked at Lu Qingkong and said very seriously.

Although Qin Xiao and Lu Qingkong have not known each other for a long time, they have been together for several years. From the beginning to now, Qin Xiao has heard a lot from Lu Qingkong and learned a lot about him.

This is a man who looks quite cold and will do anything for money, but in fact he also has a softness in his heart.

At that time, Lu Qingkong was only eighteen years old and had just come of age, but he was burdened with everything that an eighteen-year-old should not bear.

And the secret he carried had been buried in his heart for three years. Although an eighteen-year-old person has become an adult, he is only an adult after all.

"Thank you, why are you so nice to me?" After hearing Qin Xiao's words, Lu Qingkong was a little afraid to touch Qin Xiao's eyes.

If there was anyone Lu Qingkong could talk to in these years, it was only Qin Xiao.

"You're welcome, because you are my patient and this is what you should be doing."

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