Since The Red Moon Appeared

With enough attitude, making the choice is simple.

Without even thinking too much, Lu Xin made such a determination to face the beginning.

It's not difficult. .

It's as if the answer wasn't thought up by myself, but given to me by my own life long ago.

Because I have seen many beautiful things in my life, I will eventually like these beautiful things.

Because I have seen more people with hope, so I will desperately strive for hope.

I am just a mirror, reflecting the face of the world into my heart.

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"Om..."

Massive spiritual power seemed to appear out of thin air, sweeping towards him.

At this moment, the red moon above his head seemed to be affected as well, getting bigger and bigger and getting closer to him.

The auditory hallucinations and ravings that were initially triggered have been stretched and distorted like a magnetic tape without electricity.

Countless dark red granulation sprouts began to grow on the ground under his feet, like a forest, submerging himself.

Who would have thought?

Just a few days ago, some people regarded this method as the only way to kill Lu Xin.

But now, Lu Xin took the initiative to enter this environment.

With more and more granulation around them, they wriggled and vaguely changed into human shapes, each of them had a similar appearance to Lu Xin, a strong sense of familiarity struck, and even made Lu Xin feel that they were himself , is assimilating itself.

In the past, it was this feeling that made Lu Xin suspect that he was another person.

It was Lu Tianming.

But now he understands that this is really just a feature of the original pollution.

If the whole world was polluted in the first place, then maybe the whole world was all Lu Tianming.

A twisted and grotesque smile appeared beside him.

Faces similar to myself are looking at me, either laughing weirdly or struggling in pain.

Lu Xin stood quietly in the middle, feeling the endless emotions surging in his heart.

Either depression, or indifference, or the whole person is suddenly captured by an empty sadness.

There is no reason.

Normal people always feel that they are sad or sad for a reason, and if the problem is solved, then everything will be better.

But they don't know that this is actually just an illusion of happiness.

Some people's sadness is so sudden and strong, they don't give you a reason, they just haunt you forever.

At this time, Lu Xin felt that all the happiness and happiness were going away from him.

I am losing all desire in my heart little by little.

The body becomes extremely tired, and I don't have any illusions about this world. Whether it is the most beautiful girl in the world, or the hopes and rules that I usually stick to, they all start to lose their meaning, and I no longer care about them.

even money...

... So far, money is still a little bit more important, and Lu Xin knows that he can't live without it.

Few can withstand such a shock.

Because everything about people is originally supported by desires and fed back by emotions.

But all the desires are beginning to disappear. How can I support myself when all I can perceive is the grayness like the tide?

If all emotional feedback becomes negative, how can we have the motivation to continue living?

For most people, it may be hope.

I hope that when I get up the next day, the sky will be sunny, the wind will be gentle, and good things will happen.

However, if everything is within my expectations, I clearly tell myself that I will no longer be happy.

Can that hold up?

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...

Lu Xin has already started to take a deep breath for an unknown number of times.

This seems to be an action engraved in the genes of people, and it feels like breathing more oxygen will make you happy.

He was quietly bearing the impact of this emotion.

Up to now, he could no longer describe how intense the mental shock he had received was.

However, he could barely bear it.

After all, I have always come here like this, ever since I left the orphanage, I have been living in this mood.

After using it for so many years, I found myself and my happy mood.

Now, it's just one more time.

Maybe, I want to thank my past life?

Thank it for allowing me to have such an experience, so I can withstand the blow of today?

When thinking this way, Lu Xin struggled to raise his head in endless despair, as if the whole world was on his shoulders.

Pulling the corner of his mouth hard, he revealed a smile.

In the distance, the doll, who was wide-eyed worryingly, looked at Lu Xin standing amidst the fine ripples of spirit.

Seeing him surrounded by endless pressure that makes people instinctively feel fear, he still stands hard.

Even when the pressure reached the extreme, a somewhat forced smile appeared.

For some reason, she suddenly pursed her lips, and her eyes were slightly red.

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"Have you started yet?"

When Lu Xin started to arouse the original strength, and held great determination to fight hard, anyone who is extremely sensitive to spiritual power, no matter what they are doing now, suddenly gave birth to a slight feeling. induction.

Someone had already fallen asleep, and at this moment, suddenly had a strange dream.

Someone was busy with something, suddenly lost his mind slightly, and vaguely saw some kind of hallucination in front of his eyes.

Someone was staring at the screen all over the wall, and suddenly saw that the curve on it was violently tumbling and changing like a giant python.

Some of them saw dark red tentacles rising to the sky from the bottom of the huge abyss, almost touching the stars.

Under the terrifyingly huge tentacles, a young man was firmly watching those tentacles rolling in, gritting his teeth.

Someone also saw that in the damp and dark broken palace, there was a young man walking along the broken steps, step by step, towards the throne at the end of the palace. Every step he took was difficult, but his Eyes, but did not waver.

Some people even saw that this young man was grabbing a sword and stabbing it fiercely into his body.

...

The one who responded more sensitively to this was an old man who did not have the ability.

The old dean, or Wang Jingyun, was sitting on the top of a certain building in the middle of a dilapidated town at this moment. He quietly looked to the north, holding a half-burned inferior cigarette between his fingers, and Lu Xin usually draws the same cards.

What didn't match his temperament was that there was a clown doll beside him.

The smile was exaggerated and hard, and the spring-loaded head moved gently.

Like laughing.

"It's actually not surprising, he will definitely take this step."

The old dean sighed with emotion, and said in a low voice: "Although I don't know what form he will take and when he will take this step, from the moment I know the fact that he was polluted by the initial anger, it is clear I know there will be such a day sooner or later.”

"The source of pollution and the polluted will always have a mysterious attraction, and they will definitely meet each other."

"So, strictly speaking, the seven trials were not originally set by me. Instead, as a polluted person, when he gets rid of the pollution step by step, he must go through seven stages. And I, It’s just because I care too much, so I clearly listed these seven stages, and then I hope that he can really accomplish a miracle and pass these seven trials.”

"Hehe, I'm not so powerful, let him enter into my arrangement every step of the way."

"At most, I can only guess in advance what difficulties he will face based on what he encountered, and then observe."

"The test papers for the seven trials are not test papers, but just a reminder."

"..."

The old dean just sat on the roof, as if laughing and chatting with an invisible person.

Moreover, a faint look of excitement began to appear on his face, and his voice became louder: "Of course I believe him."

"Indeed, no one can fight the initial contamination."

"However, he has already resisted the influence of the God Particle from the very beginning..."

"In the beginning, it was only half a level higher than the God Particle..."

"As the only person who can fight against the destructive effects of the God Particle, there is still hope in the fight against the beginning."

"However, I don't know why he can fight against the original."

"I have done many tests on him before, and even opened his skull, but nothing abnormal was found."

"I believe that a generation of researchers, my teachers, are also like this."

"It's not that they don't want to know the secret that he can hold the God Particle, but they just can't find the answer..."

"Only he can do it, not even his clone."

"Or, he is that small probability..."

"Because in terms of probability, even at the beginning, the probability of pollution to this world cannot reach 100%. Based on statistics, there must be someone who can fight against the initial pollution, and he just happens to be one of this small probability? "

"No way, do you really think it's my credit?"

"Is it because I made him human, so I let him survive the period when he was most likely to lose control?"

"I have no idea……"

"But I think, if this is the case, he has indeed lived a very hard life."

"Actually, that's quite reasonable."

"The pollution of others is a process of gradually destroying normal emotions and perceptions, and then reaching the heart."

"However, under the influence of the God Particle, he rebuilt himself step by step under the pressure that ordinary people can't imagine. Such a him must also have more strength than others when facing the initial stage. Strong ability to withstand pressure?"

"That's where I have confidence in him."

"His fate has long been doomed, and the initial confrontation was unavoidable from the very beginning."

"The only difference lies in whether he was found at the beginning or met at the beginning."

"If he keeps avoiding and is finally found at the beginning, then he will definitely fail, but like now, taking the initiative to face the beginning has given me more confidence in him. Only those with a strong enough heart can face despair, right? ?”

"Only those who dare to face despair can find hope in despair."

"..."

Wei Wei was silent for a moment, as if he was silent because of a certain question.

It took a long time to answer: "I won't regret it."

"Because I also have my own goals and beliefs, and I believe that I can accomplish that..."

"he……"

"Forget that I owe him!"

"It's useless to say these things now. Now that he has taken this step, it's time for my plan to start."

"I have been waiting for thirty years, and finally this moment has come..."

"That's right, this is the trial of God."

"..."

"..."

"He's starting to digest the sole consciousness."

At the same time, in the secret laboratory located in the west of the land, in front of the huge underground palace ability matrix, I saw the sleeping people trapped in the petri dishes one by one, and a large number of them began to twitch their bodies, and even opened their eyes covered with whites. The eyes, all the staff, felt panic, even helpless, rushed to the pit, but didn't know how to stop it.

Such anomalies alarmed the chief researcher and the archbishop in black. After seeing the detailed report on the underground ability matrix and the energy anomaly in the abyss, they were slightly horrified, and even the wrinkles on their faces were completely tightened.

"How could it be so fast?"

"This is unreasonable. He simply cannot have enough technology to write his own consciousness into the motherboard..."

"..."

The archbishop in black was so angry that veins appeared on the back of his palm, he firmly held onto the railing: "Is there any other way?"

The chief researcher of the first generation slowly shook his head: "No."

"There are some things that can't be answered in a hurry."

He whispered, and his expression seemed a little depressed: "Just like when we parted before, he said that all we can do is wait for him to come to us. To a certain extent, this is also true. At this time If he really writes his own consciousness into the motherboard, then he has indeed mastered the only consciousness, and will soon become the only candidate for our plan..."

"Just like Lu Tianming back then."

"..."

"No, there must be no more variables that are easy to get out of control!"

The archbishop in black slammed his fist on the railing angrily, almost drowning in anger.

"This is beyond our control..."

The chief researcher sighed lowly: "Who would have thought of that?"

"After 30 to 40 years of operation, I have made all possible preparations, and even once had the closest probability of success. As a result, from that unexpected defeat in the confrontation to now close to losing all hope, only Such a short time?"

"Is it really because we were wrong at the beginning?"

"..."

"Don't think so."

Seeing the lonely expression of the old researcher, the archbishop in black gritted his teeth and spoke.

"There must be a way. Is there any way to solve this problem now?"

"..."

Facing his urgent and extremely oppressive expression, the old researcher was silent for a long time before speaking in a low voice:

"We now have two options."

"First, at this moment, I decided to give up and give this world a chance to go in another direction."

He spoke slowly, looked at the archbishop in black, and said, "Perhaps, we should really believe in those children, believe that they have found another way, and believe that in the face of this desperate world, they can do better than us." better……"

"..."

Before he finished speaking, the archbishop in black began to shake his head non-stop.

It was so easy to endure until he finished speaking, and immediately said, "What about another choice?"

The old researcher was silent for a long time before saying, "Go all in, open that door."

"This world will fall into chaos again, but in the chaos, maybe we can still find opportunities..."

"..."

"..."

These words immediately silenced the archbishop in black.

It turns out that there is no choice that can be easily made.

The sounds of the surrounding alarms, the rushing of the staff, and the sound of the people in the petri dish waking up suddenly and slapping the glass bulkhead in fear formed a chaotic turbulence, filling their ears. But in such chaos, the two of them remained silent for a long time, standing opposite each other. It seems that all the chaos and danger have become the background, lengthening the time a little bit.

"Then choose the second one!"

After an unknown amount of time, the archbishop in black made a decision amidst the chaos.

"We have worked hard for so long, and now admit defeat, what is it?"

"They are too naive. Do you believe that these naive people can solve such problems?"

"So, let them see what real despair is..."

"Go, kill the tortured mother, let the things in the abyss come out, and take a good look at this stupid world..."

That's all for today's chapter. Let me take a good look.