Since The Red Moon Appeared

"Break the cycle?"

Lu Xin pondered over these four words slowly, and felt that just these four words had an unusual magical power.

Is this what mothers are for?

"Yes."

The Black Queen nodded lightly, lost in thought, and said: "My sister is such a proud and intelligent woman, naturally she doesn't think about those low-level consciousness who will pursue becoming a so-called god in reality, or being so ambitious that she wants to be a god." On the throne or something."

"In fact, what she wants has always been to break the cycle of reincarnation and break the shackles that we ultimately face."

"..."

When she said these words, her expression seemed to become a little emotional.

Without the usual intense emotion, the voice became calmer:

"Back when we woke up from the abyss together and came to reality together, I was actually luckier than my sister."

"She was captured from the beginning, and even used."

"And I got freedom and became one of the first ultimates who came to reality and kept freedom..."

"Unfortunately……"

The corners of her lips trembled slightly, and it took her a while to continue: "We are different after all."

"From my free identity, because of my stupidity, I fell into the hands of Gaoshan Laboratory little by little, and became..."

"……running dog!"

When she said these two words, her resentment could be clearly heard in her voice.

She mocked herself as if she were cursing and mocking others.

After scolding, she even paused for a moment, as if to let herself feel the insult from herself, then she looked at Lu Xin and said, "But my sister, from the fate of being bound, bit by bit towards the present freedom..."

Lu Xin listened and couldn't help but nod.

That's right, I don't know how my mother was controlled by a generation of researchers.

But she seemed to have lost her freedom a long time ago and was imprisoned by her side.

Likewise, there is the father who has lost his authority.

They were locked up together and lived in a dilapidated house for many years.

He couldn't even help but imagine that during those years when he was enveloped by the initial gaze, he was on the verge of collapse at any time, and anger overflowed from his brain at any time, killing everyone. Mother is a person who can spy on fate, but is controlled by others. Sitting in her room every day, facing the lights outside the window, what are you thinking about?

Perhaps there should be resentment and resentment, but as I recalled, she seemed to be smiling all the time.

As long as you appear in front of yourself, you will have a confident and gentle smile...

Lu Xin's heart suddenly trembled slightly, thinking of something.

If I didn't have my mother's gentle smile when I was growing up, but only the shadow of my father's depression and fear...

... Will I still grow into what I am now?

...

"Reincarnation..."

He couldn't help slowing down his tone, and said to himself slowly: "What is reincarnation?"

"Reincarnation is the law..."

The Black Queen nodded slightly, and answered his question: "It's the tide that covers reality again and again."

"It is also the fate of generations of civilizations."

"..."

When she said this, she stopped slightly, looked at Lu Xin, and said, "Do you understand the beginning?"

"this……"

Lu Xin suddenly found it difficult to answer this question.

I have seen the deepest part of the abyss, the corpse of the solid god who has died but refused to die.

I have even started to use my initial strength to digest the only consciousness.

But what was it in the first place?

"Heh, you didn't even know what it was at first, but you have already started to save the world with people..."

Seeing Lu Xin's appearance, the Black Queen seemed to have a hint of sarcasm in her smile.

Lu Xin frowned slightly, glanced at her, and then gently twisted his palm.

An invisible spiritual force unfolded and pressed heavily on the floor next to it. It looked like he had passed out, but in fact, the black child who had been slowly crawling outward at an imperceptible speed crushed his entire body. wrapped up.

Not only pulled his body back, but also lifted it into the air, and then slammed it on the ground.

The black child suddenly let out a mournful moan.

The black queen's complexion also changed slightly, and she took a deep look at Lu Xin.

With a gentle expression, Lu Xin nodded to her politely.

Probably feeling Lu Xin's politeness, the Black Queen immediately became a little more polite.

He even straightened his body slightly, with a dignified expression, and said:

"In the beginning, it was God."

"You can also understand it as the ultimate meaning and final destination of the birth and development of all life."

"Do you really think that the first arrival was accidental?"

"That is inevitable and fate!"

"Actually, it's always been there from the beginning."

"Since the birth of life, since life has the ability to imagine, it has been born from the beginning."

"She is the projection of the human spiritual world and the incarnation of the subconscious ocean of the human race. You can regard her as the sum of all the lives that have ever appeared in this world, or you can regard her as the grave of all life and civilization that eventually passed away... "

"..."

Hearing what the Black Queen said, Lu Xin couldn't help frowning.

I understood every word of the Black Queen, but it was difficult to digest what she wanted to express.

Because what she said didn't seem to be a certain individual, and it seemed to be different from the first one she had seen.

Superposition of life, what the hell?

Projection of the spiritual world? What's the point?

He couldn't help asking: "Why does such a life exist? What is the purpose of its existence?"

"Purpose?"

The Black Queen smiled, then shook her head: "There is no purpose, and there is no meaning."

"What I'm telling you is not the monster you thought, sleeping at the bottom of the abyss."

"It's not that you use it as a weapon for office struggle..."

"The beginning I said is the beginning, the most complete, and the beginning that has always affected everyone in reality..."

"..."

When she said this, she even took a deep breath, looked at Lu Xin seriously, and said:

"Don't try to understand it with your human mind."

"The beginning is just the beginning."

"It will come only because it has been acting according to this law."

"Just like the sun, moon and stars, like everything in the universe, what's the point of their birth and destruction?"

"What's the point of the explosion and retrogression of the universe?"

"Meaning is something that people will pursue, God will not..."

"The existence of God itself is meaning!"

"..."

Listening to her words, Lu Xin couldn't help sitting up slightly.

Not the same.

What she said was different from what she had thought and understood before.

But it seems that there is some kind of intuition faintly, which makes me curious, and I really want to continue listening.

"In the beginning, it was not a disaster unique to people in your world."

The Black Queen also paused for a moment, then looked at Lu Xin, and said softly, "It was born long ago."

"It is the projection of life, and it can also be understood as the dark side of life."

"In this universe, in all realms belonging to the three-dimensional world, all civilizations and worlds with thinkers will have their beginnings."

"From the birth of the first creature in this world, it has been born."

"It affected and drowned the first civilizations born in this world."

"And then it affected the second generation, the third generation, the fourth generation..."

"you……"

She paused slightly, as if she wanted to make gestures, but gave up, and said frankly, "I forgot which generation it is."

"But if there is a civilization number, it may have been ranked to four digits..."

"..."

"?"

This sentence made Lu Xin a little surprised, even a little skeptical.

"it is true."

The Black Queen said softly: "It has always existed in the beginning."

"Every ultimate has its own second side, and it actually has a second side at the beginning."

"She is both the beginning and the end."

"Every time a generation of life begins to be born, she will fall into a deep sleep, and her dreams are the ocean of human subconsciousness."

"Her spirit affects the lives of this generation after generation, giving birth to higher wisdom, and then watching the lives of this generation after generation, reproduces her own unique spiritual imprint, and finally wakes up when she matures, and leads life Back to the womb..."

"Perhaps you only need to look through the history books before the Red Moon incident, and you can see the original shadow from inside."

"In the beginning, she was sleeping in the shadow of your civilization, but occasionally, someone would overlap with her tentacles in the dream."

"So, they wake up and try to describe the original image to others."

"So, the gods in your mouth appeared, and various religions appeared..."

"In the beginning, your history and legends have been hinting at her existence, although she doesn't care if you know or not."

"..."

She didn't seem to have any emotion, and said these words.

Until the end, he paused for a moment, looked at Lu Xin quietly, and spoke slowly:

"Before the red moon event, the civilization of your generation is about to return."

"So, you feel depressed and lost. This is because, at first, you no longer sheltered you in reality."

"..."

"this……"

Lu Xin still finds it difficult to understand, this concept is too huge.

As a result, he felt that his thinking and cognition had been restricted.

"So……"

He pondered for a moment, and could only ask: "If the first one really came, what would happen?"

"If the first one really comes..."

A deep smile appeared on the face of the Black Queen: "Then anything can happen."

"The initial arrival also represents the return of every consciousness."

"The result of the regression may be that every consciousness has lived freely in the original matrix since then."

"Just like an emperor living in a fantasy country, you can have whatever you want."

"You can regard yourself as the absolute protagonist in your own thinking, in your own fantasy country, and you will have an eternal dream. In that dream, you can satisfy all your desires, whether it is good or not. , or bad..."

"Of course, it's also possible that after entering the mother's body, she fell into a deep sleep and her consciousness was completely wiped out."

"But it's not necessarily a bad thing."

"There is actually no difference between being satisfied with all desires and erasing all desires."

"It's even more advanced to eliminate all desires and consciousness."

"After all, we all understand that theoretically speaking, human desires will never be fully satisfied..."

"..."

"..."

From the Black Queen's words, Lu Xin could hear obvious irony, even a kind of schadenfreude, and he didn't know why this person would find any opportunity to show his superiority even though he was so poor now.

He did not follow her words to discuss, but was silent for a while, pondered, and said:

"What about the red moon incident?"

"If it comes first, will there be another red moon event, or even...more serious?"

"..."

The third coming has already happened, and I and Qinggang are now solving this problem.

Although it was a bit strenuous and risky, there were a few times during the period, which almost led to a total collapse.

But now, the result is still satisfactory.

Hearing what the Black Queen said, Lu Xin had to think about it. If he prevented the third coming, would there be a fourth?

"no."

As for the Black Queen, after hearing Lu Xin's question, she seemed to be in a daze, and her indifferent expression was broken.

She was silent for a while, and then replied with a strange and complicated expression:

"The red moon incident, in fact, is a sign of your resistance..."

"..."

"Um?"

This sentence really surprised Lu Xin, and even felt that the Black Queen's words were outrageous.

resist?

What resistance?

Now we are talking about the Red Moon incident.

It was the instant collapse that once hit the pre-civilized era, and caused the red moon event that killed 70% of all human beings.

It is one of the greatest disasters since the birth of mankind.

Now, she says it's actually a sign of rebellion?

...

...

"You need to understand that the initial awakening, or the return of the spiritual world, is irreversible."

The Black Queen seemed to see Lu Xin's astonishment, and said softly: "Before the Red Moon incident, the initial attention has been cast on reality, and the curse of the human race has already begun. At that time, in reality, it has already begun. There have been many strange events that go against your cognition, many people with magical abilities have been born, and many mysterious disasters have occurred.”

"And the reason for this is very simple..."

"You have already begun to wake up at the beginning, and you are already very close to God."

"At this time, the creatures that are about to return often have two choices. Some believe in gods. They will not reject the original return, but think it is a gift from God. Like a lamb, they quietly look forward to the return. The moment has come..."

"There is also a kind of panic, fear, and madness, and this will only intensify the initial return."

"There is another kind, which is to resist, to use all means to resist..."

"..."

Having said that, she looked up at Lu Xin: "Unfortunately, in your world, the third type of people played a role."

Lu Xin's mind tensed slightly, waiting for her to continue.

And the Black Queen actually frowned slightly, as if she was thinking about what to say:

"Perhaps, everything can only be said to be... a coincidence?"

"..."

She paused, with no expression of joy or anger, and said to Lu Xin: "It can only be said that it is a coincidence that the Gaoshan Laboratory was created."

"When I first cast my eyes, most people belonged to the first and second types, but at that time, on this land, there was a sect that was religious on the surface, but actually didn't believe that this world had gods at all; and Although there is one who studies scientific research, he has always believed that there are researchers who reveal the truth of this world hidden in many myths and legends."

"You've seen both of them before."

"..."

Lu Xin was slightly startled, flashed in his mind was the cold-looking, domineering bishop in black, and the man in a white coat who smiled when he spoke, but seemed to reveal some kind of indifference and ruthlessness from the depths of his pupils. old researcher.

them……

"I wasn't awake when they started doing these preparations, so I don't know how they did it."

The Black Queen said: "However, after I came to reality, I saw a lot of what they did and saw some of their research results, so I can more or less guess it."

"It was these two people who, in the desperate atmosphere at that time, organized a large group of people who had the same goals and wills as them. After the initial eyes had been set on reality, they began to unravel the truth of the world and find ways to save themselves. Methods."

"What I know is that they have found useful rituals, secret words, and honorable names from many mysterious organizations and sects that have been passed down for thousands of years. They analyze, sort out, and integrate the methods and ways of communicating with the initial existence, and then accumulated, and the original.”

"Later, they even conducted many experiments by unscrupulous means to test the importance and correct use of these rituals. Through different experiments, they confirmed the original existence and deciphered different ancient rituals. The prophecy codes left behind by the ethnic groups determine the time of the end of the world, and then prepare to fight against the gods..."

"..."

"Fight against God..."

Now, when Lu Xin heard these three words, he felt a little unbelievable.

Even in reality, countless spiritual power research results appear, and countless powerful people appear. When it comes to "fighting against the gods", they will feel that this is an outrageous idea. Then, at that time, how could they have such an idea? ?

Especially when they flipped through the ancient scrolls and tried to prove it by any means...

Although I didn't approve of their approach in my heart, I thought of the meticulousness and boldness with which they completed these tasks at that time...

...Lu Xin actually admired them faintly!

...

...

"Hehe, the biggest delusion of human beings is that they usually think that they can accomplish some miracles..."

The black queen's face was full of contempt, and she shook her head gently:

"However, the most interesting thing about human beings is that they occasionally do miracles..."

"..."

Lu Xin listened to her almost numbly: "These people have admitted a fact after research and discussion."

"They believe that the initial arrival is irreversible and unavoidable."

"So, they are ready to go up and seize the opportunity."

"Through the analysis and restoration of the ancient Yueshen instrument, some scientific research technologies of your generation civilization have been added, they have produced the creation hard drive, and screened some lives, let them approach the beginning as the first batch of messengers... "

"Perhaps, what they thought at the beginning was just to let these people intercede?"

"When I saw you at the beginning, I kowtowed and asked you to spare us?"

"Although it is ridiculous, I think it is very likely to be the case, otherwise I can't understand why they would really do this."

"It's just that such an absurd and even childish experiment opened up a new world for them."

"Because when this experiment started, they discovered that at first it was powerful, irresistible, and irresistible, but at first itself, there was no conscious existence. At first it was just a sea of ​​chaos. It just existed there, huge and unknown."

"In order to let the selected beings see the original, they deliberately strengthened the code of consciousness, but unexpectedly survived."

"Of course, so many subjects were selected, but only one survived."

"..."

"But, that's enough..."

The Black Queen sighed deeply, and then said: "After all, that was in the beginning, or in the sea of ​​collective subconscious..."

"...the first complete human consciousness!"

"Perhaps this consciousness is very weak, but it is the only consciousness in this ocean after all, so when he entered this boundless ocean, it quickly grew to an indescribable level, and with anger, Want to counterattack them."

"Originally, people in reality have no ability to resist."

"However, the only consciousness that has survived in the ocean of collective subconscious is, after all, to a large extent, influenced by reality and protected by the matrix of reality. Those researchers still control his destiny, so in his Before the backlash came, they killed him in reality, which also led to the collapse of the consciousness of this soon-to-be first god in history."

"He died in the vast ocean of subconsciousness, dying with hatred, the worst emotion, polluting the beginning."

"Thus, the pure primordial disappeared, and the thirteen ultimates were born in the embrace of the primordial."

"..."

When Lu Xin heard this, his expression became tense, and he was speechless for a long time.

The Black Queen looked at him calmly, and said, "That's us!"

"Prisoner of the Night, Fortune-seeker, Fire Thief, Staff Hider, Pale Hand, Crowned Clown, Mother of Torment, Swordbearer, Worm of the Abyss, The Void, Black Queen, Nightmare of the Gods, and, in the splintered The incomplete beginning after all kinds of emotions..."

"Each ultimate is the first to enter the original spiritual body, and then the different emotions and spiritual characteristics possessed by the consciousness that was killed, affect the consciousness that was born after the initial, there is fear, curiosity, There is knowledge, ambition, desire, chaos, pity for the world, and resentment and longing for justice caused by one's own injustice."

"Of course, the intention to become a god, the greed and the numbness of the moment before death, the distorted perception that he can be the only one and face the huge unknown are also what he had at the time mood."

"As for anger... I think you are the one who knows best."

"This is the origin of Thirteen Ultimates."