Special Female Soldier

Chapter 1541 The future me must be a better me

Lin Yanxi couldn't help laughing when she heard his comments, "Of course I have to grow up. I have been in Blood Blade for so many years, not to mention learning, but also seeing more than others. If I don't grow up again, then I really don't want to grow up." It is no longer suitable for Blood Blade."

"But... I understand it in my heart." Lin Yanxi couldn't help but sighed, "But this kind of life still feels a little bit lost. How can there be such a couple, the number of times they meet is not as good as those who fall in love when."

"Perhaps this is the characteristic of our blood blade. The closer we are, the less we see each other. It's not as good as the time spent with comrades in arms."

Hearing her emotion, Zhang Sheng also laughed, "Actually, you two are already very lucky. At least you have been in the same team. You have gone through life and death together, fought side by side, and have more opportunities to meet each other."

"I can understand the other party. Although occasionally I don't know the other party's whereabouts, but at least I know what he did. But if you think about it, if they are not also in the blood, wouldn't it be more pitiful?"

"You don't know where he went, let alone what he did when he disappeared suddenly. There is no news, no information, and you don't even know when he will be heard or when he will come back." Zhang Sheng said looking Xiang Lin Yanxi, "And you are in the midst of fear and wild thoughts every day. If it were you, which one would you choose?"

Lin Yanxi was startled when she heard this, but she had to admit in her heart that Zhang Sheng's words were correct. In fact, this was not a hypothesis. There were too many such families and too many such couples in Blood Blade.

Compared with them, Lin Yanxi can be said to be happier. Thinking of this, she couldn't help laughing, "Bai Snake, I have to admit that you are really good at comforting people."

Unexpectedly, Zhang Sheng shook his head, "I'm not comforting you, but telling a fact."

Speaking of this, she looked at Lin Yanxi seriously, "Compared to me, you are the happier one, and I am the husband who can't say anything, can't do anything, and even occasionally disappears suddenly."

Lin Yanxi was startled when she heard that, although the information of every member of Blood Blade needs to be investigated in detail, not everyone knows each other.

Even when Tiao Zhangsheng came here, Lin Yanxi only looked at their normal information, and she didn't deliberately ask about the family situation. An old sniper who has been in the blood for so long does not need her to investigate again .

So this is really the first time I heard Zhang Sheng mention his family.

Seeing her surprise, Zhang Sheng just chuckled, "There's nothing wrong with it, my wife...no, to be precise, it's my ex-wife, she's not a soldier, she's just an ordinary person."

"She used to admire soldiers and me, because of a hostage rescue operation, we got to know each other that way, it can be said that she had a feeling of worship towards me, and later this feeling of worship gradually turned into feelings. .”

"We got together so logically and formed our own family." Speaking of this, he couldn't help sighing, "As I said, our identities are special, the confidentiality regulations are too strict, and many things I can't tell, so I have too many secrets from her."

"It's not just that, they often disappear suddenly, without saying goodbye or hearing anything, and sometimes they even go for a month or two."

"In fact, our relationship has always been very good, and there is no big conflict. It's just... no matter how deep the relationship is, it can't stand such a toss. She began to dissatisfy that I often couldn't go back, and she was also dissatisfied with my sudden disappearance. My career has gone from adoration to ennui."

Lin Yanxi couldn't help feeling a little depressed when she heard this, looked at him and couldn't help asking, "Is that why you separated?"

Zhang Sheng nodded, "Yeah, because of this, don't you think it's a little weird?"

"Obviously when I was with her, I had such an identity and such a nature of work, and she also understood what it meant to be married to me, but in the end..."

Having said that, Zhang Sheng forced a smile, "But do you know what she said when she left?"

"She said that she still loves me, and her feelings haven't changed, but she can't bear this kind of suffering. She doesn't want to face the life of two people every day but still face everything alone. She doesn't want to be in a relationship every day. In fear."

"She doesn't know when I suddenly disappeared, let alone what to do after I disappear, whether it will be dangerous. She will be restless at this time, and she is afraid of hearing the news of my accident all day long."

"She finally...begged me to let her go and let each other go. She didn't want to spend the rest of her life in such worry and panic."

Zhang Sheng said with a deep sigh, "You said... what else can I do? She is right. If I let her go, it is tantamount to letting go of each other. From then on, we will be separated from each other, and she will never have to use it again." Worrying and panicking about me, not to mention living in daily fear of losing me."

"It's... really good."

After listening to Zhang Sheng's words, Lin Yanxi couldn't help feeling sour in her heart. Maybe there is really no right or wrong in this kind of thing, it's not that she doesn't love her anymore, it's just... she doesn't want to be together anymore.

Seeing her expression, Zhang Sheng suddenly came back to his senses, and hurriedly said, "Look at me, what are you doing talking to you?"

He said with a chuckle, "You are different from me. Both you and Mulin have a strong heart. Whether you face the danger of the mission or the life in the future, you have stronger adaptability."

"Actually... the lesson you can learn from me is to learn to let go. Of course, this letting go is not for you to learn from me to let go, but not to pull the other party so tightly. When you learn to let go, you can hold on tighter.”

Lin Yanxi came back to her senses, looked at him and nodded slightly, "Master, I understand what you mean."

"Don't worry, I will manage this relationship well and treat the person I love well." He couldn't help laughing when he said this, "There is also our team and my career."

"I believe that neither my family nor my relationship will be my fetters in the future, but will be my best backing. With them around, I will only become a better me."

Zhang Sheng finally nodded in reassurance, "You are right, I believe that you will be a better you in the future, and the seaweed team in the future will also be a better seaweed."

While talking, the two couldn't help but look at each other.