Special Female Soldier

The two found a stone chair in the shade and sat down.

Mu Lin didn't rush to ask her what's going on, but looked at her and asked with a smile, "Isn't the environment in southern Xinjiang not suitable for you?"

Lin Yanxi nodded, "It's really difficult to adapt to coming here suddenly. It's too hot and humid. It's two extremes from our place. I really don't know when I can adapt."

Maybe she didn't even realize that when facing Mu Lin, she actually said these words in a complaining tone.

She didn't pay attention, but Mu Lin heard it, looked at her and laughed, "But I heard that you performed well this time."

Lin Yanxi was stunned for a moment, then she came to her senses and looked at him, "Actually, you are here to persuade me, is it the captain or Hawkeye who asked you to come?"

"No one asked me to come." Mu Lin waved his hands, "But someone has indeed told me about your current state."

After hearing what he said, Lin Yanxi lowered her head and remained silent for a while, before asking, "Am I in a bad state now?"

"How should I put it, it's not that bad, but it's not that good either." Mu Lin told the truth.

Lin Yanxi glanced at him helplessly, "I'm slowly adjusting, but just now... I attended the memorial service, and I can't stand it anymore."

Although she didn't speak too carefully, Mu Lin still understood, reached out to pat her and said with a sigh, "I can understand this feeling."

Lin Yanxi was startled by his words, and then gave him a dissatisfied look, "You are so powerful, it doesn't mean that you have never made mistakes, how could you feel this way?"

Mu Lin burst out laughing, "I'm not a superman, how could I not have made mistakes."

Seeing Lin Yanxi's expression of disbelief, he continued to explain with a smile, "Actually, I am not as good as you, at least you have practiced before entering the barracks. I was really just a recruit when I entered the barracks. Never touched a gun."

"When I entered the reconnaissance company from the recruits, it was only due to my good physical fitness. Everything, whether it was fighting or rapid fire, was learned after I joined the reconnaissance company. I didn't pay attention at that time. Half a beat."

"How is it possible?" Lin Yanxi looked at him in shock when she heard this.

Mu Lin laughed, "There's nothing impossible about it. The me you see now has gone through a lot to become what I am today."

But talking about this again, Mu Lin slowly put away his smile, and became serious, "The reconnaissance company at that time didn't have a lone wolf team, and many special missions were done by the reconnaissance company."

"Our side was too close to the border. At that time, the border guards had a lot of task pressure, and we would also assist them. Once our class went to patrol the border, and the squad leader at the time found an abnormality in the woods."

"It's just some things and traces that don't belong to that forest. Those traces are not obvious. If the experienced squad leader was not there at that time, they would not have been found at all."

"At that time, the squad leader and the people in the squad didn't hesitate at all. After notifying the company, they immediately led us to catch up."

"I didn't expect drug dealers to be more professional than we imagined." When Mu Lin said this, he subconsciously paused, and then said, "Although we chased someone, we were discovered by the other party and entered their trap instead." ambush."

It was nothing at first, but upon hearing his last words, Lin Yanxi couldn't help being startled, and suddenly felt bad.

Seeing Mu Lin's serious expression, he dared not speak and asked, "You..."

"We fell into the opponent's ambush, and we were inferior to them in terms of numbers and firepower." Mu Lin said taking a deep breath, "So we could only hold them back as much as possible."

"Although I tried my best, one-third of the recruits in the squad at that time, including me, had no experience in actual combat, and they suffered heavy casualties almost as soon as they came into contact."

"At that time, I was no different from those recruits. I was also worried or even afraid. Not only could I not help, but I was also slowed down. If it wasn't for the squad leader, I might have died at the border in that battle."

Lin Yanxi's face immediately changed when she heard this, "Are you all okay afterward?"

"How could it be all right?" Mu Lin smiled wryly, "The squad leader sacrificed himself to save me, and the other veterans also died there to hold back the enemy."

"And my last impression of that battle is the silhouette of the reinforcements I saw before I fell into a coma."

Speaking of this, he looked up at Lin Yanxi, "I was the only one left in the squad in that battle, and the others all died before the reinforcements came."

"I just watched them die in front of me, but I couldn't do anything, and even dragged them down."

At this time, Lin Yanxi finally believed his words. It turned out that he really understood this feeling, even better than her.

He opened his mouth, but when the words came to his lips, he held back.

Seeing her hesitant to speak, Mu Lin shook his head, "It's all in the past, and now that I think about it, it's not so sad."

"But at that time... I really couldn't accept it. When I came back from the border, I didn't eat or drink for three days and three nights, and I didn't even close my eyes. As soon as I closed my eyes, I would see their appearance when they died, let alone sleep. , but dare not even close your eyes."

Hearing Lin Yanxi's shock, she thought about it differently, if she had encountered such a thing, maybe, no, maybe she would have collapsed immediately.

Under her shock, Mu Lin continued, "But after three days, I walked out, and I told myself that my life was saved by the squad leader, and I can't go on like this."

"After that, if I just give up, no one will blame me, and I can even take off my uniform and leave."

"But this evasion won't solve any problems, and I will live with this regret and guilt for the rest of my life. I don't want to do this, not to mention that I am the only one left in the class. If I also leave, then the class will be gone. "

"I thought at the time, if this squad is completely gone, it must not be what the squad leader and veterans want to see. No matter what, I will keep this squad."

"Also... After I woke up, I heard from them that although the reinforcements arrived in time, there were still fish that slipped through the net. Do you think that if it were you, would you be willing?"

Lin Yanxi shook her head subconsciously, "Of course not."

"That's right, I thought so too at the time." Mu Lin nodded vigorously, "So I not only rebuilt the entire squad, but also intercepted this group of drug dealers at the border again and kept them all. "

Lin Yanxi looked at him in disbelief after hearing this, it could be written as a cost novel.