Special Female Soldier

"Since you know it, don't do this..." Mu Lin looked at her before saying, "I know you're worried, but you can't help me now, and you're tired from the journey, so let's go back and have a rest."

But Lin Yanxi was angry when she heard this, and turned her head to look at him suddenly, "My mother is lying inside now, how can I not worry, you are not your relatives, of course you are not worried, are you?"

Hearing her words, Mu Lin's face froze.

And Lin Yanxi finally realized that what she said was really hurtful, especially in Mu Lin's situation, it was simply poking at the most hurtful place in his heart.

After hesitating for a while, he still said apologetically, "I'm sorry, what I said..."

Mu Lin shook his head, "It's nothing, I know you're in a bad mood, it's normal to be in a bad mood at this time."

"But... No matter how worried you are, their surgery won't take a few minutes sooner. When should they come out or what time should they come out." He sighed helplessly, "I have never felt like this before. But you can't say that I can't understand your mood at this time."

"But I also care about you. Although you were not injured in this operation, you must have been out for more than ten hours and experienced so many battles. The pressure must be high. You must be exhausted both mentally and physically."

While talking, he looked at the door that was still tightly closed, and then said, "When her operation is over, you will definitely stay by her side every step of the way. Do you think you can hold on in that situation?"

"What's more, you also know that her injury is not that serious, and with Chang Zian here, she must be fine after the operation, so why are you still here?"

Lin Yanxi listened for a long time before sighing helplessly, "Mu Lin, I apologize for what I said just now, I was really in a hurry, I was a little out of control, so I didn't consider your emotions."

"But what I said...is correct, you can't understand such a mood." Lin Yanxi suddenly raised her eyes and looked over, "I know that you are doing it for my own good, and I also know that you are the captain. Time is really a last resort, and we must face and deal with what happened calmly and rationally."

"But sometimes in this world, not everything can be analyzed rationally, and it's not something we can just stop thinking about if we don't think about it. At this time, I can't help, but I'm here It will be more reassuring to guard, instead of my mother being rescued while I go to rest."

When Lin Yanxi said this, she fell silent. She stared blankly at the confused Mu Lin, and said after a while, "You are indeed an excellent soldier, an excellent special soldier, and a good captain..."

"But I suddenly feel that you are not a suitable boyfriend for me!"

Mu Lin's face changed when he heard this, "Xiao Xi, I can understand that you are in a bad mood now, but don't be angry at this time."

But Lin Yanxi shook her head, and then said seriously, "I'm not saying something out of anger, you like to use subjective things to judge things too much, and you like to interfere in my affairs under the banner of doing what is best for me."

"Think about it, whether it was hitting me suddenly before or what happened these days, are you sure you are really thinking about the problem from my point of view, have you ever thought about what I think?"

"It's too dangerous for me to do the exercise, but as a soldier, I don't think everything needs to be safe, even if it's an exercise, I have to win. I don't want to lose, but you didn't think about it for me."

"What happened today... I know that I have to calm down in that situation, because I am a soldier, a sniper who protects the entire team, and I can't lose control in that situation, but I don't think you can do anything other than do that. There's no other way."

Seeing what Mu Lin wanted to say, she had already said, "You don't need to say it, I know that this is indeed the best way in that situation."

"That's why I say that you are a good captain and a good collaborator. You can consider all tasks, take care of the emotions of the players, and think of a way to deal with them as quickly as possible."

"But you are doing this to the team members and comrades in arms, but not to your girlfriend. Maybe it's not just that I haven't entered the state, but you don't even treat me as a girlfriend?"

"Or it can be said... Maybe the two of us are not so suitable for being together." Then he suddenly looked up at him, "I think we should calm down!"

Mu Lin's face darkened, "What are you talking about, what is there to be calm about, what do you think I did wrong and I can correct it, as for saying such cruel things?"

Lin Yanxi suddenly laughed, "Mu Lin, it's not a question of whether to change or not, it's a matter of personality itself, and it's not something that can be changed just by changing it. Maybe it looks like a shortcoming to me, but it's a flaw in other people's eyes. It is an advantage, and there is no need to change the problem at all.”

"And the problem between the two of us is not just your problem. I have to admit that I am not all right. I also have problems, so I think we should all calm down and seriously consider this paragraph. emotion."

Mu Lin couldn't tell that she was serious, and the more he realized this, Mu Lin's heart sank slowly, and he took a deep breath before saying, "Maybe there is indeed a problem between us, but we I feel that we need to talk about it. Now that you are in a bad mood, I don’t want to talk to you. When Auntie recovers from her injury, let’s find a time to sit down and have a good talk.”

Lin Yanxi did not refute this time, but nodded in a daze.

In fact, why did she think about such a result? Not only did she have feelings for Mulin, but even now, if she needed to, she was willing to die for Mulin.

But like she said before, many of these emotions are based on the feelings of comrades in arms, and it seems that taking a bullet for another person is nothing new.

That's why even Lin Yanxi sometimes couldn't tell what the relationship between the two of them was. Too many other complicated things were mixed in like this, which made her more and more confused.

And love is still love, but how much of it is love or how much it is after living together and dying together? Even Mu Lin had almost sacrificed for her. serious matter.

But it was the accumulation of these little things until today, which caused her emotions to explode completely, and she finally couldn't help but say these words to Mu Lin.

But at this moment, the door of the simple operating room was suddenly opened, and Chang Zian, who had already taken off his mask, walked out first. He was not surprised to see Lin Yanxi standing outside the door, and just smiled at her Next, "The operation was a success!"