The Monster I Was Redeemed

"Well...that kind of question is difficult for me to answer."

Ye Qing felt a little embarrassed as she touched her head: "After all, I am an orphan, where can I come from relatives?"

For a while, there was silence.

Very good, Master Ye killed the topic at the beginning of the conversation and launched a silence, making everyone enter the cold stage.

What she said was so beaver and so true that Ai Liang was completely speechless.

"Hey, just kidding. Although I don't have blood relatives, there are still people who care about me." Ye Qing spat out her pink tongue, and smiled at Ai Liang to break the embarrassment.

"How should I put it, I have encountered quite a few troubles over the years. It can barely be called a lot of hardships, and there are so many people who value it."

"For example, Auntie Lin, the nurse who took care of me at the orphanage, and Sister Lan, the owner of the supermarket, died suddenly... I mean what if."

Ye Qing, who noticed the slip of the tongue, quickly added a premise.

"If they really died because of an accident, they would definitely not be able to run away with sadness, but I wouldn't commit suicide."

Ye Qing looked up at the sky: "Everyone's personality and thinking are different. If you can't understand it, why don't you understand it?"

"Don't persuade others to be kind without suffering others. I won't agree with their actions, but I also won't laugh at them for being stupid.

Everyone's ability to bear is different. The suffering they have experienced may be trivial for some people, and another group of people may cause the tragedy to repeat itself.

Everyone is a unique individual, and it is meaningless to forcibly understand others. If everyone could understand and appreciate each other's feelings, the world would have realized a utopia long ago. "

Having said that, Ye Qing sighed helplessly.

Ai Liang thought about Ye Qing's words, and he naturally understood these truths.

But what I am facing is not a problem of understanding or not understanding the feelings of others, but that the emotions are gradually dissipating.

While Ai Liang was still thinking hard, Ye Qing said, "However, this shouldn't be the problem that bothers you, right?"

Ye Qing's question came suddenly,

Ai Liang didn't expect this optimist to notice this.

Obviously she has always been expressionless, how did she see it?

"Hey, are you wondering how I figured it out?"

Ye Qing covered her mouth and secretly snickered.

"How did you know?"

The words have come to this point, and there is no point in covering them up, so Ai Liang simply asked directly.

Ye Qing cleared her throat proudly, as if preparing for a speech.

"Cough cough... You are that mature and outrageous Wei Leng, the answer to this kind of question must be very clear.

In the five years we've known each other, you've even completely ignored your parents, only occasionally sarcastic.

How can you suddenly be troubled by this kind of problem, so your troubles are definitely not this thing. "

Ye Qing said firmly.

This is what happens when people are too familiar with each other.

It's easy for others to share some small details and discover your abnormality, so Ai Liang rarely deals with people during the period of five to ten years old.

Ye Qing said to Ai Liang in the tone of a kindergarten teacher: "A good boy should honestly tell his troubles."

'Sixteen-year-old girl. ’

Ai Liang muttered something in his heart.

But facing Ye Qing, Ai Liang has always had an inexplicable sense of closeness.

Maybe it's because they know each other very well, or maybe it's because of that closeness.

Ai Liang said his problem very frankly: "I found that my feelings are gradually disappearing. I used to feel sad when faced with those tragic stories, but recently I have become accustomed to it."

"Then what?" Ye Qing asked.

"No." Ai Liang replied.

"That's it?"

"That's it."

"Wow, I thought you were worrying about something, but that's the problem."

Ye Qing leaned on the bench and seemed to lack interest: "Isn't this just pure aesthetic fatigue, the same routine, after more experience, it's not normal to feel insensitive?"

Ai Liang pointed out the key point: "If this kind of aesthetic fatigue has been serious enough to encounter tragedy in reality, there will be no psychological fluctuations?"

"There are a lot of people watching a car accident on the road, right?"

Ye Qing casually gave an example.

Ai Liang looked at Ye Qing very seriously, and said solemnly: "But I don't want to become that kind of person."

Ai Liang is very clear, if he really becomes indifferent, a ruthless superpower who can do whatever he wants, what will he do?

In Gao Bin's memory, the actions of the members of the Apostolic Society have already lit the police lights for Ai Liang.

Moreover, out of his own will, he didn't want to become that appearance, because it was undoubtedly denying his past self.

"Don't worry, how can you become that kind of person just by reading a book." Ye Qing said lazily.

"You won't know until you meet it... Could it be that something bad happened to you today?"

As if she had just reacted, she slammed her feet on the ground and changed from lying on her back to sitting upright.

Ai Liang said plainly: "I heard the news of someone committing suicide by chance, but I don't sympathize with her experience, I just can't understand why she committed suicide."

Ye Qing's face showed embarrassment: "Well... you're very sick."

"But... Maybe it's because of your cold personality. For this kind of problem, read more warm and bland books... Hey, shouldn't it be because of this that you read the novel about campus love before?"

She remembered that when Ai Liang first moved here, she had said that she was reading novels about youth campuses.

"almost."

"This kind of psychological problem can only be healed by time. What you have to do is to live every day well, don't think about those who have or not all day long. Maybe one day, you will find that your sympathy has returned?"

As Ye Qing spoke, she nodded to cheer herself up, so as to strengthen her point of view.

Ai Liang thought the same as hers, but he was involved in a series of events just after he came to Qianhua Market.

As if God is saying: Want to live a peaceful life? dream!

"Oh, in my opinion, you are still too busy. If you are really worried about this kind of thing, then take the initiative to experience life. Look at you now, like a boring old man who doesn't look like a teenager at all."

Ye Qing raised her hand and poked Ai Liang's paralyzed face with her fingertips.

"If you want to become normal, then do the things that teenagers of this age should do, such as chasing after girls, falling in love or something... Hey! What's your expression like?"

Before the words were finished, Ai Liang put on the expression of accidentally taking a laxative after being constipated for a week.

Ye Qing pouted, dissatisfied with Ai Liang's expression.

However, she soon turned her anger into a smile: "Look, aren't you expressing your disgust very clearly now?"

Ai Liang was silent for a while, then nodded thoughtfully.

Ye Qing stood up and stretched: "Some people want to live a peaceful life, but they always have trouble finding them; some people want to remain anonymous, but they will eventually be found; some people in their thirties want to find a boyfriend, but they keep meeting them. Scumbag.

The world doesn't develop according to one's will.

We must know that every day we live now is a continuous miracle, and no one knows how long this miracle will last.

Instead of thinking so much, it is better to live every day in the future as the last day.

If you don't want to become indifferent, then you are the opposite of indifferent people, and others will stand by and help you.

It is better to stand up and act first than sitting and thinking. Maybe in the process of action, you will find that you have begun to change slowly? "

Whether it's reading a novel or taking action first, Ye Qing is like a roundworm in Ai Liang's stomach.

Every word, every suggestion, coincides with Ai Liang's thoughts.

Ai Liang smiled and said, "Maybe, we'll get along very well."

The corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and the coldness in his eyes became very soft.

If he gave Ai Liang a mirror at this time, he would find that his current smile was exactly the same as his previous life.

But this smile quickly disappeared from Ai Liang's face, like a flash in the pan.

Since Ye Qing kept her back to Ai Liang, she did not see that fleeting smile.

She turned around and said in a joking tone, "Student Ah Liang, were you just confessing to me? I can... Do you have no other emotions besides disgust?"

"It's getting late, it's time to go back and make dinner."

Ai Liang ignored Ye Qing and walked straight towards the residential building.

After chatting for so long, his mood was relieved a lot.

Only in front of Ye Qing, an old acquaintance who was forced to know the truth, would Ai Liang occasionally confide in her heart.

Who would have thought that a strange netizen who used to pour bitter water a few years ago would actually become his classmate and neighbor?

Perhaps as she said, every day we live now is a continuous miracle.

Unlike Ai Liang, who was in a better mood.

Ye Qing's mood was not so happy.

She kept following behind Ai Liang and whispered: "What a heartless guy, they kindly enlighten you for a long time..."

It's okay to be talked about all the time.

Ai Liang turned around and replied expressionlessly, "Thank you."

After Ye Qing heard this, she immediately smiled and said, "You're welcome, who are we with whom..."

"Bring it."

Ai Liang reached out to Ye Qing: "Don't you just want me to help you make chicken wings."

"How can you be so innocent!"

Ye Qing's face was full of grievances, and her eyes flashed with water.

So it's not wrong to say that women are born actors.

Seeing her innocent look, Ai Liang said deliberately, "Oh, I'm sorry, I wrongly blamed you. I have something to do tonight, so I plan to order takeout to make do with it..."

Before he finished speaking, Ai Liang was forcibly stuffed a plastic bag in his hand.

"Really, you keep debunking other people's thoughts, no girl will like you with such a straight guy..."

Ye Qing looked at Ai Liang's face, and changed direction immediately after saying half of her words: "Even if she likes you, it won't take long before they will break up."

She put her arms around her and held up the two rabbits: "I've been a close eldest sister for you for so long, why don't you take the initiative to treat me with a delicious meal!"

Ai Liang looked at Ye Qing with a little helplessness: "You've had this idea since you approached me, even if I'm not worried..."

"I don't listen, I don't listen, I want to eat honey sauce chicken wings! I'll share some for you! Okay!"

Ye Qing used the exclusive privilege of a beautiful girl - acting like a spoiled rogue, she ran to Ai Liang's side and frantically shook Ai Liang's arm.

The two performed this show on the main road, attracting frequent glances from passersby.

Ye Qing has figured out Ai Liang's way of thinking. If she acts coquettish in public, the other party will definitely agree to her request in order to get out of trouble.

The premise is that this request is not too much.

Thanks to the fact that the two have known each other for a long time, when other people approached him with this kind of careful thought, Ai Liang had already left them aside.

"Stop, I want a quarter of the chicken wings."

"no problem!"

Ye Qing released her hand very readily, hummed a little song, and walked to the residential building to open the security door.

While the two were waiting for the elevator, she suddenly remembered something and turned around abruptly: "No! Didn't you promise to do it for me just now!"

"I changed my mind, didn't I."

Ai Liang didn't look at her, walked into the elevator first, and pressed the button on the third floor.

"Men are so fickle..."

Ye Qing entered after him, standing beside Ai Liang, mumbling something.

Arrived on the third floor.

Ye Qing took the lead out of the elevator and ran to the door: "I'll take a shower first, and remember to call me when I'm done."

After saying that, he slammed the door shut.

Ai Liang looked at the chicken wings in his hand, and sighed with a blank face: "Women are really troublesome."

Ye Qing really didn't realize that he had promised to make honey sauce chicken wings?

Not really.

She was actually very clear.

I was just worried that Ai Liang would be dissatisfied, so he deliberately acted like that.

Everyone is familiar with each other. Although Ai Liang has always regarded her as a close friend, the two have just met each other not long after all.

Ye Qing hadn't figured out her position in Ai Liang's heart.

In her opinion, no matter how good the relationship is, there will always be an angry day if you keep bothering the other party.

Some things can't be made up by being a coquettish apology.

So when Ai Liang offered to help make honey sauce chicken wings, she knew that Ai Liang didn't like attracting attention, so she wanted to act like that.

The purpose is to let Ai Liang express his dissatisfaction and let him take the initiative to ask for some chicken wings as a reward for cooking.

It is better to release bits and pieces of small dissatisfaction early than to pile up all at once.

Whether it’s a relationship or a relationship, it all needs to be managed.

You can call it high emotional intelligence, or you can call it deep scheming.

But Ye Qing is not Ai Liang, she is really from a single-digit age, and she has been struggling in society by herself until now.

The sadness and bitterness in it are far from being summed up by the sentence, "I have encountered a lot of troubles in these years, and it can barely be called encountering many hardships."

The purpose is to let Ai Liang express his dissatisfaction and let him take the initiative to ask for some chicken wings as a reward for cooking.

It is better to release bits and pieces of small dissatisfaction early than to pile up all at once.

Whether it’s a relationship or a relationship, it all needs to be managed.

You can call it high emotional intelligence, or you can call it deep scheming.

But Ye Qing is not Ai Liang, she is really from a single-digit age, and she has been struggling in society by herself until now.

The sadness and bitterness in it are far from being summed up by the sentence, "I have encountered a lot of troubles in these years, and it can barely be called encountering many hardships."