The Reluctant Bride

A sunny face flashed in his mind. A pair of big hands wrapped around her waist, warm lips, full of enthusiasm: "Mei Mei. I love you."

But the person finally stared at her with a pair of puzzled eyes, his eyes full of shock: "Mei Mei, I, I hate—"

What does he hate? Does he hate her?

There was pain in her heart, and the pain made her throat choke, and the driver mumbled in front of her, not knowing what to say. She couldn't hear it either, until the car stopped in front of the hotel and opened the door. The driver has taken the wheelchair down for her.

He held a hand with his hand and got into a wheelchair without entering the hotel door. A pair of big hands was placed on the armrest at the right time, and when he turned his head, it turned out to be Gu Xuewu.

"Study martial arts?"

"Where did you go?" Gu Xuewen pushed her inside. Gu Xuemei was startled and lowered her head without speaking.

She did not say, and Gu Xuewu did not ask, pushed her into the elevator, and the two of them returned to the originally booked room together.

The decoration of the hotel is very warm. From here, half of the night view of city c comes into view, which is very confusing.

Gu Xuemei turned around and looked at Gu Xuewu: "Thank you for sending me up."

"Where did you go?" Gu Xuewu didn't see Gu Xuemei when he sent his parents back to the room to say hello to his uncle and aunt. He asked Qiao Xinwan to go back first and wait at the door of the hotel.

After waiting for nearly an hour, I saw Gu Xuemei come back. She has mobility problems and goes out by car alone. Where will she go?

Does she know anyone in city c?

"I didn't go there." Gu Xuemei evaded the topic: "It's just that I haven't been here for a long time.

"Turn around?" Gu Xuewu nodded, and squatted down in front of her, staring at her face with scorching eyes: "Where did you turn? After an hour?"

Gu Xuemei was silent, lowered her head, not knowing what to say, "Brother, don't say anything, okay?"

Gu Xuewu is not much older than her and Xuewen. Most of the time, she is reluctant to call him brother, with a few exceptions: "I am tired and want to rest."

"If you want to rest, do you still run outside for so long?" Gu Xuewu refused to let her go like this: "I ask you, did you go to find someone?"

Gu Xuemei's eyes widened, and she couldn't believe it when she looked at Gu Xuewu. He grabbed her hand and said word by word: "You're looking for Du Libin."

Gu Xuemei couldn't react at all. Her body was frozen and motionless. For three minutes, she finally recovered her voice: "I don't know what you are talking about."

She refused to say, but Gu Xuewu had already got the promise she wanted from her response. Thinking of Du Libin's abnormality in the ktv box before, he sighed.

"You don't want to say, I'm not reluctant. But Du Libin is a good person, much more stable than Hu Yimin. If you really like him, don't worry that your family will object. You know how much your uncle and aunt love you. My parents, no matter what decision you make, your family will support you."

A touch of emotion flashed in Gu Xuemei's eyes that had been half-contracted. Some things have been held in her heart for too long, and she doesn't know who to talk to.

"Brother." Gu Xuemei looked at him pulling his hand, and sniffed: "I'm thirty years old. I'm past the dream-like age of a little girl."

"Which thirty, obviously twenty-nine." Gu Xuewu started her joke.

"That's a rush." ​​Gu Xuemei sighed: "Brother, do you remember Liang Youcheng?"

Gu Xuewu was silent, how could he not know the name she said.

"Three years ago, he died to save me. Although I took a life, I can't stand up ever since."

"Xuewen said if you had an operation--"

Gu Xuewu's words were interrupted by Gu Xuemei, and she shook her head: "I can't help it. I have been thinking that if it weren't for my waywardness, Youcheng would not die."

"That was an accident."

Point to get up. "It's not an accident." Gu Xuemei shook her head, and forbearing tears for a long time finally fell: "Because I was by his side at the time, he was killed by those people in order to take care of me. If this were not the case, he would have nothing to do, let alone will die."

"Xuemei——" I always knew that Gu Xuemei was burdened with a heavy psychological burden, but did not expect her burden to be so heavy——

"Du Libin. He has been with me. Whether it was three years ago or three years later. For the past three years, he has been a trapeze, and he flies to Beijing to see me every week. When I didn't go home, I was with him. together."

"Then you--" Why not be together?

"I know that other people are good, and I also know that he loves me very much. But, I can't get past my own level. Every time I want to be with him, I will think of Youcheng dying for me. That's it. The blood in the place, and the eyes he has been reluctant to close."

She and Liang Youcheng were obviously going to get married, but because of that accident--.

"Xuemei, it's not your fault." Those criminals can only be blamed for being too yin and vicious and too cunning.

"It's my fault. I think people like me are not qualified to be happy. I have always rejected him." Gu Xuemei was very emotional and could not stop: "The day Xuewen got married, I came, I Don’t like crowds, Du Libin has been with me, he bought a new apartment. He said, he is ready for everything. As long as I nod, he will marry me."

"I can't nod. I can't forget Youcheng. He didn't even have a life for me. What qualifications do I have to stand up? And what qualifications do I have to be happy?"

The only thing she can do is to paralyze herself forever and sit in a wheelchair forever.

"Xuemei." Gu Xuewu didn't know how to react at all. I always knew that that incident hurt Gu Xuemei a lot, but: "You can't punish yourself like this."

"I can." Gu Xuemei nodded: "This is the only thing I can do for Youcheng."

Punishing her for a wayward and ignorant woman will never be happy.

"Gu Xuemei." Gu Xuewu clenched his fists: "Have you ever thought that Youcheng loves you so much, he wouldn't want to see you like this."

"He doesn't love me, he hates me."

He hates those eyes, eyes that don't squint. It all shows that he hates her.

"Xuemei." Gu Xuewu sighed: "You are unfair to Du Libin."

"I know." Gu Xuemei nodded: "The last time I was about to leave C city, I was always hesitating whether to contact him or call him. Then he didn't come to see me last week. I was wondering if he was really angry. This time after the Mid-Autumn Festival, I made up my mind for a long time and wanted to come with him, but I didn't expect that he doesn't need me anymore."

"What do you mean?"

Gu Xuemei couldn't tell, Du Libin, with that person. She had seen that woman, she seemed to be Zuo Panqing's friend. He is very gorgeous, beautiful, and lively.

Is it understandable that Du Libin chose her?

Gu Xuewu was silent, and he probably understood what had happened. But could not find words to comfort her. If one person loves another for too long, if there is no response, it will be tired.

I was tired when I wanted to come to Du Libin. After three years of chasing, she always loved Gu Xuemei, but she refused. Gu Xuemei is also responsible when things turn out like this?

In the huge room, the two brothers and sisters were silent for a long time, and the atmosphere was silent for a while.

"I'm fine." Gu Xuemei shrugged, shook her head pretentiously: "You go back. I have to rest too."

Gu Xuewu looked at her and sighed long. He patted her on the shoulder: "If Libin really loves you for three years, then I believe that his feelings for you will never change overnight, and maybe there may be any misunderstandings."

"Really?" Gu Xuemei wanted to believe his words, but found it hard to believe: "What should this be called? Is it your experience?"

He still thinks about that woman.

"You can put it another way. Men know men better."

People in the world often say that men are bothered. In fact, men are more dedicated than women who don’t know how much more dedicated.

"Is that so?" Gu Xuemei should think about it. Gu Xuewu knew that she had to be calm, and patted her on the shoulder hard: "Take a good rest. If you really want a good result with Libin, then, don't give up easily. . At least you should give him a chance to explain."

"Yeah. I see." She will think about it, and when she talks to Gu Xuewu, Gu Xuemei feels much better. In fact, it's really easy for people to get into a dead end, but: "Brother, don't talk about me. You and Xinwan have been married for three years. Grandpa kept asking, when did you let him hold your grandson?"

Listening to her mentioning Qiao Xinwan, Gu Xuewu's expression suddenly became cold, and there was no softness: "Don't mention her, our situation is different from yours."

"What's the difference." Gu Xuemei actually sympathized with Qiao Xinwan: "I only know that she loved you for a long time longer than Du Libin loved me. It's not easy to persist until now."

Gu Xuewu was silent. He didn't ask Qiao Xinwan to love him. As long as she wanted to, he was ready to divorce her at any time, but she refused.

"Brother. Be nice to her." Although Qiao Xinwan was headstrong and selfish. Missy's temper is even more unbearable. But his feelings for Gu Xuewu are true.

"Don't talk about this." Gu Xuewu refused to talk: "I'm going back, you can rest early."

Leave after saying goodbye to her. Sitting in the driver's cab, looking at the road that was shrouded in darkness ahead, the road was illuminated by dizzy yellow street lights, and there was no star in the night sky.

Qiao Xinwan's face flashed in her mind. When she was young, everyone grew up in the compound together. She always liked to follow him, sweetly calling him, Brother Wu.

When did it start to change? When she came back from college that year, she was no longer as lovely as she used to be. A face of scheming and calculating. and then? Hurt his favorite woman--

enough.

Gu Xuewu stopped thinking about it anymore. Qiao Xinwan is essentially different from Du Libin, and is completely incomparable.

That's how he would not sympathize with Qiao Xinwan, not at all.

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