The Shaman Wants Transcendence

38 – The Difference Between a Freak and an Uninvited Guest

『Oooooum(ॐ)—————–』

The sound heard through the headphones was infinitely stretched to be a voice, and distinct tones and vibrations to be felt. The voice spread so long and evenly that it was unbelievable that it was done in one breath, constantly vibrating the headphones, and only the sound alone made the cheap headphones vibrate and move Risse’s ears.

The vibrations from her ears were plugged straight into her brain, and the vibrations that reached her brain stimulated her brain, which had been intoxicated by the components of the incense, and showed a mysterious landscape.

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『ॐ————-』

Lisse felt that she was floating in zero gravity. The feeling of floating in my body was as if I was floating naked in the middle of space without wearing any spacesuit, I felt like I was curled up in amniotic fluid right before I was born, and I felt like I was curled up in amniotic fluid just before I was born, and I felt like I was flying above the clouds with my soul gone after I died. Seemed to be doing

Her body was infinitely light.

Her body, like her feathers, was falling slowly, and it seemed to her that she was flying in the air, freed and freed from the influence of her gravity, freed from the fetters of air.

When she moved one of her fingers, it felt as if she were churning in the insensitive water that was neither cold nor hot, and when she moved her back, invisible wings supported her body, and she felt infinitely free and liberated as if she were flying through the sky.

And in the meantime, the vibration she heard further accelerated her sense of floating.

A long, long vibrating sound.

Is this what it feels like to listen to sweet music outside while sinking into the deep sea?

Is this what it feels like to listen to the sound of prenatal care being submerged in amniotic fluid?

She felt infinitely comfortable, but at the same time, she felt a sense of longing for something.

And when the long, long vibration finally came to an end and the brief pause before the vibration started again, she opened her eyes quietly.

“Hee!”

Opening her eyes, she saw hers.

Eye.

It was the eyes of something that was so huge, so absurdly huge that it stopped at the level that humans would perceive as ‘huge’. It went round and round around the spherical body, and the huge stripes engraved on the sphere continued to change shape as each curve became a straight line and the straight line became a curve, as if they were alive.

Infinitely huge.

At the same time, it had the same sense of floating as her, and it seemed to be lighter than her body.

Standing in her dark black space, it floated alone without air, looking down at her world with huge eyes, and expressing its existence only with vibrations as it had no mouth, so its appearance was truly It was mysterious.

It wanted to say something to Risé in a voice that was eloquent like clouds dispersing and disappearing.

『ॐ————-』

It’s vibration

Huge vibrations.

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It was a vibration that resonated with RiSe’s brain and stimulated her soul.

Lise met Jupiter’s eyes, and she continued to shake her body and soul incessantly at her vibrations. And when you feel that her spirit has been sucked into your eyes, condensed into a single point, and penetrated its essence.

『 ————-! 』

Risse understood the meaning of vibration.

With the mind, not the body, with the mind, not the soul.

Yes.

He accepted and understood it only with his heart.

And the moment she understood the meaning, her eyes exploded like fireworks.

“Ah…”

It was a violence of color.

Vivid, sparkling colors burst all around her, finer and more beautiful than those she had seen in the kimono display of her childhood. They spread out one by one in an orderly manner and beautifully colored the universe, which was only a black space, and became a beautiful art in itself as the colors spread and spread.

What should I say about this?

Shall we call it the color of the universe?

Jupiter also melted the stripes that flowed through his body into colors as if unraveling a thread, and began to permeate the world, scattering in various directions like smoke flowing in a sigh.

The only thing left to do is snow.

The eyes, which had been spinning and flowing, looked at Rise until the end, revealing her loftiness, and eventually began to contract and contract infinitely, absorbing the colors of the universe that spread all over her into her own body.

It gets smaller

The Eye of the Great Star became a typhoon.

The typhoon moves like a whirlwind, shining brightly in black light, emitting spiral light in all directions with sucking colors. As the light shines and shouts its final death, it cannot avoid the future that contracts with the dot and condenses into a single dot.

It gets smaller

Getting smaller and smaller

The typhoon turned into a whirlwind.

The whirlwind became a ball.

The ball became a marble.

Eventually, it became a dot.

There is nothing left in the world.

It has become a world that can only be expressed with blank spaces.

『 ——————-! 』

But blanks exist to be filled.

The dot illuminated the world with a bright light that would color even the soul, as if it absorbed everything just for now. The light exploded like a bomb and filled the world with light, which followed and began to draw shapes.

“Snake?”

It was a snake.

The snake made of a rainbow swam around her, drawing a whirlpool, gradually increasing its speed, and eventually, only an afterimage of the rainbow remained. A rainbow with only afterimages remains, like a rainbow made of light, even if you touch it, you cannot pick up its shape, and even if you stir it with your hands, you cannot destroy its essence.

It really resembled a mirage.

The rainbow colored the world and flowers began to bloom everywhere.

Just as paint drips onto white paper and spreads to draw the shape of a flower, the colors of each color that bloomed from the rainbow bloomed and dyed the field of view, and the shape is repeated and repeated again and again like a work made by folding paper with paint. , And dyed the whole world out of sight right in front of my eyes.

And the blooming flower whispered vibratingly in her ear.

『What is God? 』

『What is faith? 』

『What is right faith? 』

『Is blindness always right? 』

『What if you realize that what you have served before is a lie? 』

『Is doubt the opposite of faith? 』

『What is the value of the truth reached at the end of doubt? 』

The bursting vibration asked.

Deep in her heart, she asked the emerging subconscious.

The unconscious that exists while flying in the colors of the universe is onlyVibration had no choice but to answer that question, and it could only be answered by what she had learned and learned.

Being able to answer only what one had learned and learned was a natural limitation of those who could not overcome the limits of their mind, so it was an unavoidable barrier to learning.

She shouted out of order and out of order what came to mind.

It couldn’t bear to become a language, it couldn’t even become a sentence, and only the words were rich and tried to color the flowers with their meaning. However, the flower only conveyed the consciousness of Rise floating in the world by asking and asking again.

Even if the scent is not desired, it comes to her nose and exudes its fragrance, as if the stimulating color of flowers enters her eyes even if you do not bother to look, it is just a matter of course and whispers in her ear.

The colors flowed and flowed and formed the same shape as the eye of Jupiter.

However, the flowers that bloomed did not disappear, and the colors of the rainbow that had spread throughout the world did not fade, so the flowing flowers only threw their own questions whenever they passed Rise.

It would be a question and answer that the practitioner had really longed for, and it was clear that it would be an important food for training the mind, but it was really hard to endure for the young shaman, Rise.

She only answered the incessant questions.

Words that do not form sentences, that are cut short, that seem unrelated.

Those words restlessly floated along with her body, and their meanings became light and blended together. Miracles often occurred when words were connected to form sentences, but there was no end to the continuous whispers.

And the moment a certain light reaches the flower.

The flower became a mandala.

The mandala bloomed in color, affirming her answer with repeating colors, planting the seed in a huge vibration that brought her soul, mind, and body together, allowing her to become a flower. And in the midst of becoming a flower, the white thread that came like lightning was tied and tied, tearing the colors in front of her eyes and creating something.

Its shape was in the form of a star that was truly marvelous, but clearly gigantic and revealing its presence to the fullest.

『Wake up. 』

Then, being greeted by colors, she closed her eyelids and threw herself into the darkness.

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“Oooh, woowow!”

Lisa woke up.

And the first thing I did after waking up was neither crying nor idly appreciating the afterglow, but regurgitating everything inside.

She knelt down and vomited, squeezing her stomach and spitting the juices out of her, and it went on for a long time.

Jinseong slowly approached her and asked after she had finished throwing up at her.

“What did you see?”

Rise looked up at Jinseong and said with a blank expression.

“I saw a star, a star…”

In response, Jinseong smiled slightly.

Then he met Rise and her eyes and said.

“That is the god you will serve.”

Hearing those words, Rise’s eyes trembled mercilessly. Her eyes continued to shake and shake again as she thought of something, and her face was full of confusion. However, even in the midst of that chaos, the majestic scenery she saw right before waking up continued to appear in her mind, and she seemed to be out of reality.The expression full of floating feeling gradually increased its weight in the chaos.

Soon after, she lowered her head, which had been looking up at her true nature, and slowly raised her body.

Then, she approached the stone in the shape of a dog and held it for a while. She looked at it and looked at it for a very long time.

She just stared blankly at it until her body turned into a special stone, the unusual stone turned into a stone, and the stone turned into a worthless thing.

Eventually, when it reached the end, she knelt down, looking at her true nature.

Then he bowed politely and said.

“Give me a new god for the shrine.”

Its appearance is like that of a person with true faith.

“I will give everything.”

It was really nice to see it.

“I will.”