The Tip of the Gangster’s Heart

Ending thoughts

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It's over... [laughs]

I'm so sorry...

As a mother, I wrote this story with my own hands.

I wrote down the story of Guasheng and Dabai.

Although I don't know how many people will see the end,

But I still want to express... how I feel.

write this story,

It was born on December 16, 2019.

I remember the day clearly,

Because I always remember the tension and excitement in my heart that day.

It’s been a year since I’ve come this far.

Really, it's amazing just thinking about it.

I have completely sketched out a world in my mind. [laugh]

Although there were bumps and bumps along the way, some people abused and some encouraged,

I was apprehensive about it, but also overjoyed.

Because of such a story,

I am happy with them, and I am happy, and I am sad with them, and I am sad,

Sometimes I write crying and laughing like a fool. [laugh]

As the person who wrote the story with his own hand,

I have experienced all kinds of things between them,

so,

I am the one who can best defend the characters.

The process of writing a book,

In fact, it is not easy.

Because it is actually difficult to balance the two whether you want to follow your own ideas or follow everyone's ideas.

Speak the truth,

Sometimes, when someone criticizes me, I am actually a little bit unhappy and unconvinced.

Because you don't understand me, and you don't understand the intent of the book.

but……

All right,

In fact, I am very happy again. [laugh]

Because you are all seriously reading the stories I write,

Take them seriously, so you will get angry and accuse them.

so,

Glad you guys are serious. [bow]

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This book is over,

But the story of Guasheng and Dabai is still going on.

At the time of writing this book,

I often feel that they are not my characters, but...

real people.

They live in another time and space, and I am just the narrator of their stories.

Some people often say that stories shouldn't be like this, shouldn't be like that,

In fact, I also think that it shouldn't be like this.

However, after the pen is written, it is often out of my control. [laugh]

This is probably because... I can't change them, right?

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The end of the story is not really the end.

Because they are still alive, there will be...the next story.

Ah Tang works very hard, and will work hard to outline the world in his heart,

I will work hard to fulfill my dreams.

certainly,

write to the end,

I'm actually... a little sad.

I even wanted to cry a little bit.

I feel that after the end, they can only be sealed in my memory.

some years later,

I'll check back again,

Maybe I will smile, looking at my immature writing, and then my eyes will slowly turn red.

Actually to be honest,

The beginning of this old book is actually really bad.

All kinds of weird adjectives, and confusing logic lines,

Looking at it myself, I feel that I wrote it very badly.

but……

Why not modify it?

Because... this was once a dream I typed down word by word... [laughs]

a childish dream,

How can it be destroyed because of its badness?

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at last,

Ah Tang wants to thank himself.

I like to give up halfway when I do things,

For the first time, I persisted perfectly until the end.

this year,

I've been through a lot,

Sweet and sour, bitterness dominates.

when sad,

It is the world in this book that makes me a little happier.

It can be said that it is the sweetener of my life.

When writing the episode,

I wrote it with a smile.

Every character, I tried my best to give them the best ending.

Whether it's a villain or a supporting role,

I hope they all have a good time.

real life is hard,

but……

If you are sweet in your heart, you will be sweet no matter what, right? [laugh]

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last of the last,

Everyone, don't think Ah Tang is too wordy!

Long-winded it for the last time! [laugh]

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Sugar wants to thank you. [bow]

Thank you for being able to see you all the way to the end.

Although the number may be small,

Maybe no one reads my book now.

But... I still want to say thank you. [laugh]

Thank you for tolerating the shortcomings of my writing, my laziness, Dabai and Guasheng.

thank you all,

Makes me feel...so I'm not...so bad.

turn out to be,

My little dream can really come true little by little. [laugh]

so,

thank you all. [deep bow]

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ok~

Having said so much,

I'm so wordy,

Don't think I'm annoying... [laughs]

The book is over,

Everyone can leave~

The green hills do not change, the green water flows forever,

us……

Goodbye. [waves vigorously]

——Stay on December 8, 2020

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last of the last,

mention my new book

"Is the heroine today a waste of her studies?"

——Author: Stir-Fried Chestnut in Sugar.

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