The Valiant Farmgirl’s Blackhearted Husband Wants a Hug

  My name is Song Que. I was born in the expectation of my parents and my grandfather.

  Song Que is the name my grandfather gave me.

  I hope that I can inherit his literary talent and achieve something in poetry.

  The memory of my childhood is too long, and I can't remember it clearly. I just remember that my grandfather loved me very much, and when he returned to the mansion, he would often hug me and play with me.

  I was just over four years old when the incident happened in the Prime Minister's Mansion.

  On that day, a large number of guards suddenly appeared outside the prime minister's mansion, and the grandfather fell seriously ill after returning from outside.

   Then, soon passed away.

  Father took my mother and me all night and left Kyoto.

  After that, I traveled around and went to Xiashui Village.

  After that, we settled down in Xiashui Village and lived there.

  My mother told me to forget about the past in Kyoto. Integrating into Xiashui Village means becoming a part of the village.

  I did.

  After a long time, as the memory of Kyoto faded away, I almost thought that everything in Kyoto was just a dream.

   But even so, it was difficult for our family to integrate into Xiashui Village because of our incompatible appearance.

  The village children who are the same age as me will look at me strangely, and even bully me. Treat me like a girl.

   I have been patient.

   What they got in exchange was that they pushed forward, and even made teasing words.

  So, that time I finally made a move.

   Anyone who bullies or offends me, I will not let go.

  Some of them were framed by me, destroyed the crops in the field, and were beaten by the adults in the family.

  Some of them were provoked by me to fight with other children.

   There is another one who bullied me the most, who was conspired by me into the Huan Shui River.

  At that time, I was standing on the edge of the Huanshui River, watching him flopping in the water, falling to the bottom again and again.

  Beside my feet, there is actually a bamboo pole.

  As long as I want, I can rescue him at any time.

  But I don't want to save.

  Seeing him tossing in the water, I actually enjoyed it.

   Had it not been for the sudden discovery that someone saw me, I think I might have actually watched him drown in the end.

   Yes, I ended up saving the kid. He also became a great benefactor to him and their family.

  The kid never troubled me again, but became my bodyguard.

  As for the child who saw me killing that child and witnessed the whole process, he was also frightened by me.

   Didn’t dare to talk about what I saw that day, and didn’t dare to approach me again.

  Actually, even if the child tells the story, I'm not afraid.

  After all, I am a "good boy" in the eyes of my neighbors, how could I do such a cruel thing?

  As long as I don't admit it and then cry, how can adults believe him?

  After that incident, under the "protection" of that child, I finally lived a safe and smooth life.

  Until my father suddenly decided to send me to the academy in the town.

  Yes, before the age of fifteen, I studied with my father in the village. Even, almost never left Xiashui Village.

  Father and mother rarely leave the village to go to the town.

  After I went to Lingyun Academy, because of my good talent and my father's careful teaching, I quickly gained the favor of the teachers.

  And, my increasingly beautiful appearance has attracted the attention of many women.

  My reputation quickly spread throughout Lingquan Town.

   At that time, I received gifts almost every day.

  Going out will also attract many people to watch.

   Among them, the one that impressed me the most was an extremely obese woman.

  The woman was so bold that she showed her love to me in public.

   Even, take action on other women who like me.

   On the one hand, I loathe her.

   On the other hand, I would be happy for her to help me get rid of those **** women.

  But I didn't expect that she would target my family.

   Moreover, when my father was seriously ill, while I was not at home, he joined forces with doctors to plot against my mother.

  When I found out about the situation, my mother had already taken her money and bought medicine for my father.

  After that, the father was not rescued.

   Then, as I expected, the woman came with her family.

  They wanted me to marry that fat woman.

  For the sake of my mother, and my younger siblings, I can only compromise.

  Qin Sanya, that damned woman has become the only one who has succeeded in plotting against me in eighteen years.

  Of course, how could I make her feel better?

  After getting married, I thought of dozens of ways to kill her.

  Unfortunately, before she had time to start acting, she showed her true colors and became a demon.

  That vicious woman actually wanted to sell Yun'er and Ye'er.

  That day, I was forced to go up the mountain.

   But unexpectedly, he ran into a pack of wolves.

  If it weren't for the Huang Orion in the village to rescue him, I'm afraid I would have confessed to him in the mountains.

   But although I didn't die, I hurt my leg.

  My leg injury was extremely serious, but my family had no money to treat me.

  Under such circumstances, the woman is still making trouble. He even wanted to hang himself in my room.

  I didn't believe it, but I knew she just wanted me to soften up again and coax her a few words.

  But my tolerance for her has reached the limit, how can I still coax her?

   As a result, she really hanged herself.

   Although she didn't really want to hang herself, something happened.

   When he fell down, he hit his head on the stool and was crushed to death.

  I was surprised at the time, but afterwards, I just felt relieved.

  This woman, even if I didn't kill myself that day, I would still find a way to kill her.

   But after being relieved, trouble soon came.

  The woman's father and brother quickly came to the door, clamoring to kill me to take the woman's life.

  Thanks to being stopped by her stepmother and the help of people in the village, nothing happened to our family.

   But even so, I also went to the Yamen.

   It was found out in the Yamen that the woman died of the fall.

   And after I told them that they were to blame for the woman's death, they stopped pestering me.

   After that, the woman's matter was settled.

   But my life was ruined too.

  My legs are useless, and I have no hope of taking the imperial examination anymore, and I have become a useless person.

  In the past, how proud and sought after I was. At that time, I was so embarrassed, rejected and pitiful.

  I... hate those people looking at me with pitiful eyes.

   But I, like a person stuck in a quagmire, can't struggle out at all.

   After a few months of being so decadent, Zhao County began to suffer from a drought.

  Even if Xiashui Village is on the edge of the Huanshui River, it was not spared.

  The Huanshui River dried up, resulting in food shortages for every household.

   In the end, everyone didn't even have enough drinking water.

  Mother and Yun'er happened at that time.

  The two went to fetch water from the Huanshui River and lost their lives.

  After the accident, I was deeply saddened and regretted it.

   It was me who gave up on myself and killed my mother and sister.

  My mother was already in poor health, and she had to do embroidery work to support the three of us.

  If it wasn't for lack of food and strength, she and Yun'er wouldn't have fallen into the water and couldn't get up.

   I have lost a leg, but my hand is still good! I can obviously make money by copying books!