Thirty-ninth Raiders

Fanwai·Jimo

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He was wrong from the beginning.

It turned out that the interest from the meeting was not killing and blood, but an obsession attracted by nature.

He is a doctor not to save lives and heal the wounded. He has little interest in treating diseases and saving lives. However, studying viruses and the human body, calculating the precision of human cell structures, and the complex and delicate operations of anatomy are all part of his interest.

This interest, of course, has side effects.

For example, if you see a beautiful organ, you will want to collect it.

The first thing I saw was her eyes.

He thought it was an attachment to the eyes themselves.

But from the very beginning, what he did was not to lure her into a trap and entrap prey, but to give her care and protection, to give her his own pen, to help apply the ointment himself, and to hope that she would give her attention to himself, so Eyes never stop on him.

I wanted to take her back to the clinic not because I wanted to see those eyes often, but simply because I wanted to see her. Many times, he would even feel irritated because the other party didn't care about him, so he gave her some candy. The candy has no side effects, but it can make her unconscious when he needs it, so that she can follow instructions and do something .

He has never regretted it, but when he gave her the candy, he felt a little uncomfortable, as if he had done something very bad.

The effect of those sugars exceeded his expectations.

But……

feels good.

It didn't stop her from the first kiss.

Feel all the intimacy of girls, not only do not repel and resent, sometimes even annoy...

Her intimacy with him is only because of the drugs.

I don't know how many real feelings there are.

It's ridiculous to say that as a doctor who never cared about these things, he is also troubled by feelings.

It turns out that this is the essence.

I like it.

That night when he was drunk and kissed, he remembered everything, he remembered that kiss with the aroma of wine, so sweet and soft that his brain became dizzy, even if he thought about it in a sober state, he would be dazed for a while. He touched the scalpel with one hand during the kiss, but did not move. Maybe he didn't know why when he was drunk, but when he was sober, he knew clearly that the moment he picked up the scalpel, he was a little scared.

Really want her eyes?

It does not seem……

He slowly put down the knife and raised his hand to hold her waist.

The mood was inexplicably settled down.

It turned out that this was what he had in mind.

When he thought about these things clearly, he had been fighting with himself for so long, thinking about it, and thinking that he should give up on her... But the thought of giving up couldn't come up at all. Thinking of this a little bit, it was hard to restrain his temper .

So that day when he learned that she was going to get married, in the car, he suddenly thought, why not marry her himself?

Sudden thought.

But it made everything work out.

It turned out that he... was that interested.

It is an interest that wants to fully possess. Not to occupy a certain organ, but to occupy the whole person.

Ji Mo thought.

In fact, from confirming the relationship, it means that he is no longer his past self.

Those dark, bloody things need to be moved out of place in front of the girl he cares about. Before meeting her, he thought he was not a good person, but after that, he was willing to become a good person.

He has never believed in God, nor does he believe in the nonsense that he will be punished if he is stained with blood.

But when there is someone he cares about in his heart, Ji Mo thinks it's okay to believe it.

I just wish her well forever.