Thirty-ninth Raiders

Master doesn't like bitter things the most, but a few days ago that person took bitter lotus seeds and made porridge for her himself. Master was reluctant for a long time, but still drank it.

Not finished.

The man stood by and stared at her with raised eyebrows.

So she obediently drank it all.

...Jiang Ran couldn't tell what he felt anymore, as if a bystander was watching them. Because there is no way to do anything, no right to stop, no stand and reluctance, the only thing he can do is to stand and watch blankly, letting the big empty holes in his heart be opened one after another, and the cold wind rushes in. , from the coldness of the heart to the fingertips.

master.

master.

I thought very slightly in my heart.

She has been completely ignoring him these days, and with a new junior brother around, she has more contact with him, because that new junior brother will innocently run over during meals, and will happily follow him during sword practice. The master hardly taught the other party anything, but when the other party asked, she would respond to him with a slight smile, then put away her smile, and instructed him calmly.

"Take your junior brother with you."

When the two of them were in the hall, the interaction was natural, and he seemed like an outsider.

It's just that sometimes you can be an invisible person, and sometimes you can't even be an invisible person.

When the new junior made gestures to signal the master to look at him.

The master would frown and say indifferently: "You go out."

This is the most painful time for Jiang Ran.

Even though I'm used to the pain, it still took me a while to lower my eyes and back away slowly.

Back away slowly until the vision is blurred and the two of them are no longer visible.

Occasionally, the master would go to the room of the new junior brother.

Although I don't go often, but every time, I will stay for an afternoon.

Jiang Ran didn't want to think deeply.

Will the master like the other party... the possibility.

It is an untouchable thought.

As long as the mind shifted slightly, thinking that she might like someone else, this hot feeling of rejection that he didn't want, would be taken back after being offended, and given to another person. The one who accepts her, the one who won't refuse...

After the things he once owned were taken back one by one, not only did they not belong to him, they could even belong to others.

In the past, he hugged him every day and even did more intimate things, and the woman's soft and touching fingertips when he got rid of the fire poison that day - he gritted his teeth to resist, but he unconsciously followed her fingertips. Panting, the blurred eyes are full of emotional pleasure, which dilutes everything that he insists on.

Jiang Ran paused for a while.

He lowered his eyes.

The hall fell silent again.

Those two people had already left, and the master was pushed to rest by the new junior brother. She really listens to each other.

The young man stood quietly in the hall.

The light shuttles slowly, from noon to night.

The position of the shadow moved with the sunlight, but the people in the hall never moved.

It wasn't until evening that the dumb apprentice came to the main hall, opened his eyes wide in surprise, walked over, and raised his hand to pat him on the shoulder.

Jiang Ran backed away slightly.

The other party didn't insist, just gestured twice, and asked him in surprise if he had been here all afternoon.

"..."

Jiang Ran looked at that delicate face.

Much like facing someone who beats you. Obviously don't know what's good about the other party, but the specialness of the master has been transferred to this person. In front of this person, the boy felt that he was very pitiful. As an apprentice who was thrown away by the master. Everything about this person... is something that he can only dream of.

Jiang Ran didn't answer.

So the dumb apprentice gestured again, pointing in the direction of the white-clothed Immortal's room.

The other party wanted him to see if the Immortal Venerable was awake.

"..." Jiang Ran silently stared at the other party.

Although the other party didn't mean it, from Jiang Ran's point of view, he seemed to be given alms. What this person can reach without cherishing, Master's contact, he will never get in this life. At this time, asking him to go to the master's room was obviously just a casual command of this person, but to him... it was like giving him a little chance to get in touch.

The boy's long eyelashes trembled slightly.

Turn around and walk slowly and quietly.

Once he was full of righteousness in his heart.

now.

It is impossible to refuse the handout of this little gift.

Jiang Ran slowly opened the door.

…

familiar room.

Nothing has changed much.

The young man didn't look much, his gaze was all on the figure on the bed.

He walked slowly over.

She used to hold him down on this bed and forbid him to go anywhere else. Let him go back to this room every day, and not refuse any intimacy from the master.

Jiang Ran stopped in front of the bed.

Master's sleeping face was very peaceful.

She now sleeps longer every day, naps until night, and will continue to sleep at night. That new junior always pushed her to rest. But the woman didn't have any abnormalities, it seemed that she just slept longer than before, but everything else was normal.

Jiang Ran didn't wake her up.

wake up...

It was that master who ignored him indifferently again.

The young man slowly half-kneeled by the bed, lying on the bed and blinking his eyes at her. His fair face was buried in his arms, only the beautifully shaped light-colored pupils were exposed, and the clear pupils under the long eyelashes almost refused to move away. Staring intently, the young man's usual pale complexion finally became a little soft crimson, and the tips of his ears were also dyed crimson, looking at the master's hand hanging outside the thin quilt.

He raised his hand very carefully, and then opened his eyes wide to look at the woman's sleeping face, and then he was very careful, rubbing his snow-white long fingers over, touching the slightly cool fingertips very lightly. At that moment, Jiang Ran's heart suddenly tightened. He had been used to severe pain for many days, but this time it was an extreme warmth and almost desperate emotion. In this life, he could only touch her a little like this... He seemed to be in control for a moment Unable to hold back her emotions, her long eyelashes trembled slightly, biting the corners of her thin and soft lips.

…

The surging, overwhelming despair.

There was silence.

After a brief and hasty touch, he came back to his senses, only about a second later.

But it seems to have exhausted all the warmth of the rest of my life.

He bent his eyes and smiled slowly, his bright red lips curled up, his eyes were warm, and he lay on his arm softly looking at Master.

……very nice.

I have met you, Master.

Can I touch it again?

He looked at the woman's face softly, and was very careful not to approach her.

A finger touch is fine.

he knows. He is no longer worthy of Master's side, occupying the slightest bit.

With blurred vision, the young man slowly saw the bookshelf on the side of the bed, and the focus of his eyes gradually focused there. He saw a pure white envelope stuffed next to the quaint books. On the envelope was not written a rose, petals It's air-dried, but it's well-tucked away, attached to the letter.

The familiar name on it.

three words.

It's a newcomer... the name of the younger brother.

…

At this moment, the youth's smoldering eyes were completely broken, inch by inch.