To My Dear Mr. Huo

Shi Mengwan was struggling between life and death. No matter what, she would always fight for a chance for herself.

Even if he couldn't escape in the end, Zhan Haoze had completely lost his mind. What should I do to her anyway. She also hopes to have a relatively more respectful experience.

It’s not that there’s no tangle in my heart. But now it seems that we can only accept our fate. She was the one who brought him back, she was the one who gave him this opportunity.

If she was destined to not escape tonight, then she hoped that her first time would be in bed, not here, in a situation like this.

Zhan Haoze was still kissing her neck, but when he heard her words, he paused.

The next second, she was easily picked up by him. He walked quickly and seemed to be in a hurry.

She was held tightly in his arms, her body pressed against his chest. She looked up at him.

His eyes were a little different than before. There was a little more beating flame inside.

Her back touched the bed, followed by his considerable weight on her.

She did not close her eyes, but looked at Zhan Haoze's eagerness and domineering movements, and her heart trembled.

"Big brother..." A voice that sounded like a whisper was met with Zhan Haoze's more eager plunder. The corners of her lips began to tingle and hurt slightly from his kiss.

She stretched out her hand, straightened his face, and looked at him very intently. This face overlaps with that of my older brother when he was a boy.

The same eyebrows, the same eyes, but the person in front of me has lost the youthfulness of his youth and is now more stable and mature.

But one thing has not changed. His eyes are always sharp, and he is always like a lone wolf on the grassland.

She didn't know how many times she thought about this face, these eyebrows, and these eyes in her midnight dream.

This is her big brother. He is the big brother who has been with her for more than a year. Shi Mengwan's eyes were a little hot.

"Brother, please be gentle."

At this moment, she didn't want to care about Zhan Haoze's identity or the woman who was beside him before. Not to mention the humiliation he had suffered before.

The face in front of me overlapped with that of my eldest brother back then.

Zhan Haoze is the eldest brother, and the eldest brother is Zhan Haoze. From the first time she saw him, she was extremely convinced of one thing.

"Brother, Wanwan, please be gentle."

She spoke so softly that she couldn't even guarantee that the other party would listen. But she must say it.

This is her first time, and the man in her body is the big brother she has been looking for for so long.

She had never thought about being with a second man in her life. If she was destined to have a man, then she wanted her first time to be with her big brother.

The lips were sealed again, but with less eagerness to plunder than before. A little more gentle.

The man was trying his best to control, and Ling Xue's move was extremely cruel. He couldn't resist the combination of alcohol and drugs.

There might have been a glimmer of clarity, but that glimmer of clarity vanished into thin air when Shi Mengwan called him "big brother".

Women have charming eyes like silk and soft bodies. There was gentleness between her brows and eyes. The flame that had been suppressed and suppressed just now was completely burning.

Everything after that was out of the control of the two people.

Shi Mengwan mixed reality and memories, and Zhan Haoze and his elder brother became one person. She seemed to be back when she was twelve years old, that unruly and indifferent boy, but he treated her differently.

Skin touches each other, breath blends.

She is like a cloud, rising, falling, and rising again with the wind, until it floats beyond the clouds in the sky and can never find its home.

But she is like a ship, which has been drifting on the sea, and only now has she found her home.

"Big brother. Big brother——"

The moment she experienced pain, she almost wanted to cry. She hugged him tightly, feeling his giving.

The man's breathing became heavier, and she was shattered into pieces and no longer complete.

But he filled her up and finally made her whole again.

Back and forth, over and over again. This night was extremely long.

…………

Shi Mengwan didn't sleep for long. She is a person who can easily not sleep when something is on her mind.

At dawn she opened her eyes. Looking at the dawning sky outside, she turned over.

I feel extremely uncomfortable and uncomfortable, as if my whole body has been torn apart. She followed the hand tightly around her waist and raised her eyes to see the owner of that hand.

Zhan Haoze fell asleep, his eyes closed tightly. It seems to be because of the movement through fire, and it seems to be because of the alcohol last night.

His breathing was steady and long, and his chest rose and fell slightly. His face no longer had the flushed color it had yesterday.

When he fell asleep, he lost the sinister aura of his waking state and looked completely harmless. Her hand wanted to reach up and touch his face. Even such a simple movement made her find it difficult.

I wanted to sleep but couldn't, and felt tired when I woke up. Looking at the dim sky outside, Shi Mengwan finally decided to continue sleeping for a while.

Turning around, Zhan Haoze's hands were still around her waist. Because of her movements, the quilt slipped to her waist. Shi Mengwan also saw a scar on the top of his left arm.

The injury looked like it was from a long time ago, and the color was very light. The skin color on his body is fair. So this scar looks particularly obvious.

Yesterday, Shi Mengwan had almost no time to think, let alone take a serious look at Zhan Haoze's body.

The sky was dimming, and the scar became increasingly clear. There was a wound about five centimeters long. Shi Mengwan raised her hand and gently stroked the spot. Her eyes suddenly became sore.

She has always been convinced that Zhan Haoze is her eldest brother. Now this injury completely confirmed her suspicion.

"Big brother……"

………………

When Shi Mengwan got up in the morning, the boy was still sleeping. There was a fight yesterday and I got some injuries. Although they were all superficial injuries, his age was also very draining of his energy.

Looking at the boy lying motionless on the bed, Shi Mengwan thought about the dozens of dollars she had given him yesterday.

That's not a lot of money, but it's better than nothing. One day after she came out, she regretted it. She just wants to go back to her home.

But there is a problem now. How can she get home without money?

Shi Mengwan was twelve years old. She thought about it and decided to go directly to the police station and ask the police uncle to take her home.

Before leaving, she hesitated whether to tell Zhan Haoze. But she wasn't familiar with him, it was just that she stayed here for the day yesterday.

She said it was for help, but she even gave me money.

Shi Mengwan thought like this and felt no guilt at all. She glanced at the cabin and finally left.

Shi Mengwan thought very well, just find the nearest police station. However, after she came out of the boy's house, she found that she was lost.

The bungalows in this area were of similar construction, with alleys extending in all directions, and every door almost looked the same to her.

Shi Mengwan circled around for a long time, but instead of going around, she got lost.

If you get lost, you will get lost. Shi Mengwan was just thinking about finding a public phone to stop and call the police directly. She unexpectedly met the two people who had been following her yesterday.

Two gangsters stood in front of Shi Mengwan, one wearing a floral shirt and the other wearing a black shirt. The black shirt took a step forward and glanced at Shi Mengwan's face.

"Hey. Isn't this the little beauty from yesterday?"

The two of them had been eyeing Shi Mengwan yesterday. Such a young girl, so good-looking, seemed to be alone without her family around. If she were to be resold, it would be a huge sum of money.

"Little beauty, now that we have met, it is fate. Let's go with my brothers."

Shi Mengwan panicked when she saw these two people. It was a fluke that she escaped yesterday, but it doesn't mean that she will have such good luck today.

Looking left and right, she ran back like flying. The two gangsters looked at each other and followed her quickly.

Shi Mengwan was unfamiliar with this area and was being chased in a hurry. In a panic, he ran into a dead end.

"Little beauty, can't you run away?" The black shirt looked at Shi Mengwan, and the smile on his face became more and more obscene: "Stop running away, follow my brother."

"Get away." Shi Mengwan was anxious. She looked at the two people, and then at the dead end in front of her with no way out, and she fell into a huge despair.

Seeing the two gangsters approaching, she looked around in panic, and finally picked up a stone on the ground and held it in her hand, as if she wanted to fight the two gangsters desperately.

"Little girl, she has personality, my brother likes her."

The flower shirt glanced at the black shirt, and the two of them moved forward together. Shi Mengwan waved the stone in her hand around.

But before she could hit them both, her hands were already grabbed by two gangsters.

"Little beauty, let's go."

"Help. Help." Shi Mengwan shouted, and when the flowery shirt saw this, he blocked Shi Mengwan's mouth.

"Hmm..." Shi Mengwan was anxious, regret once again occupied his heart. She shouldn't have run away from home.

The two gangsters dragged her and were about to run outside, but a young man suddenly appeared in front of them.

Shi Mengwan's eyes widened when she saw the person coming. Is it him? That big brother?

Standing at the entrance of the alley, the young man glanced at the two gangsters and then at Shi Mengwan. His eyes seemed unhappy.

"You brat, please stop meddling in your own business."

The flowered shirt stared at the boy, quite rudely.

The young man stood there motionless and did not speak. The two gangsters didn't take him seriously either. Especially when they saw the injuries on the young man's face, not only on his face, but also on his arms.

They even ignored the young man.

He was escorting Shi Mengwan to leave. When he passed by the young man, the young man made no move.

Shi Mengwan's mouth was gagged, and she could only watch the boy whining continuously. The two gangsters didn't take the boy seriously and just passed him by.

Little did they know that when they walked behind the boy, the boy suddenly turned around. He flew forward and kicked the flowery shirt on the back.

The floral shirt was originally covering Shi Mengwan's mouth, but this unexpected kick came. Hua Shirt was unprepared, let go of Shi Mengwan, threw forward and fell into the mud.

Before the flower shirt could get up, the boy kicked the black shirt again. Black Shirt was on guard after Flower Shirt fell, and the boy failed.

He wasn't angry either, he just waved and punched the black shirt.

His fists came out hard, fast and hard. The black shirt was unprepared for this blow and was hit hard.

"You brat. You're looking for death."

The man in black shirt rushed towards the boy. At the same time, the boy pulled Shi Mengwan away and then faced the two gangsters.

Shi Mengwan didn't know the boy's name. She watched the boy fight one against two, and thought of the scene where he was surrounded and beaten by a group of people yesterday.

"Be careful." After she finished shouting, she remembered that she didn't seem to know the boy's name. She became anxious when she saw that the flower shirt also stood up and rushed towards the boy.

"Brother, be careful."

That big brother sound made the young man look at her. Before Hua Shirt's fist swept over, he punched the opponent quickly.

The young man's boxing and kicking skills are all developed in actual combat with punch after punch. The two gangsters couldn't take advantage for a while.

The black shirt was anxious. When the flower shirt tripped the boy, he took out a knife from his pocket, but he stabbed it not at the boy, but at Shi Mengwan.

Shi Mengwan was stunned. She didn't expect such a sudden change. Before she could react, the young man saw what Black Shirt was doing and rushed towards Shi Mengwan.

He hugged her tightly, trying to avoid the knife in the black shirt. But his arm was still stabbed by the black shirt. Blood gushed out.

The bright red blood stimulated the young man. He still had a knife in his arm, but as if he didn't care about his life, he pulled out the knife and rushed towards the two gangsters.

Such a desperate move scared the two gangsters. The two people actually ran away and did not continue to be entangled.

"Brother, are you okay?" Shi Mengwan stepped forward and looked at the boy's bleeding arm: "What should I do? You lost a lot of blood."

"Shut up." The boy glared at her, casually tore off the shirt he was wearing and wrapped it around his arm.

"You, you need to see a doctor like this. Big brother, I will take you to a doctor."

"See a doctor?" The young man turned to look at Shi Mengwan, his face seemed a bit sarcastic: "Do you have any money?"

Shi Mengwan bit her lip and was speechless for a moment. But the young man just covered his bleeding arm and walked forward. Shi Mengwan didn't want to go home now. The other party saved her, and she followed him worriedly.

But I saw the boy swerving into another alley, where there was a very small clinic.

The young man entered the door, and inside there was a middle-aged man wearing a white coat. When he saw the young man coming in, and then looked at the injuries on the young man's body, his expression suddenly became ugly.

"Why are you fighting with others again? Do you want your life?"

The young man didn't say anything, he just pulled open the wound and exposed it directly to the middle-aged man.

The middle-aged man stood up and looked at the boy's injury: "It's a bit serious. Although no bones are broken, stitches are still needed. But I don't have anesthesia here."

"No, no. Stop talking nonsense."

"Okay, okay, you are capable." The middle-aged man was angry. After the boy sat down, he didn't give anesthesia and just treated the boy's wounds like that.

While cleaning the wound, the boy's face began to look quite ugly. When the needle to sew penetrated into the boy's flesh, the boy's whole body began to tremble.

"Big brother?"

Shi Mengwan was not an idiot. She had read Romance of the Three Kingdoms and heard about Guan Gong scraping bones to heal wounds. But the man in front of him was not Guan Gong, but a boy who looked about fifteen or sixteen years old.

"Brother? Are you okay?" She couldn't help but glare at the doctor: "You, give him anesthesia."

"Little girl, don't disturb me, otherwise I won't guarantee whether this stitch will go smoothly."

The middle-aged man didn't even raise his head, he just concentrated on sewing the wound: "Don't worry, it'll be fine with just a few stitches, it won't kill you."

"But..." Shi Mengwan looked at the young man worriedly. His fists were clenched tightly and large drops of sweat fell down his face.

Shi Mengwan couldn't help but hold his wrist. He was hurt because of himself, and he became like this because of her.

"Big brother……"

The doctor was sewing the wound, but he was still in the mood to joke: "Boy, when did you meet a girl? She doesn't look like you."

"Shut up." The boy's voice was really ugly at this time. He glared at the middle-aged man coldly, and then looked at Shi Mengwan.

She held his wrist, looking like it hurt more than she did. Inexplicably, he felt that the injury on his arm didn't seem to hurt so much anymore.

The wound was finally stitched and treated. The middle-aged man retracted his hand and glanced at the young man's face: "Okay, I won't say more. You always have an idea. But I still have to remind you that the wound has not been exposed to water or heavy objects have been lifted in the past few days. , the most important thing is, for the sake of your life, you’d better stop fighting with others.”

"I know. You're so long-winded." The young man stood up and moved his arms. It's true that no bones were injured, just flesh and blood. He didn't care, didn't say thank you, and left the small clinic directly.

"Big brother?" Shi Mengwan quickly followed the young man.

The boy's steps were not fast, and she could easily catch up with him: "Thank you today, thank you."

"No thanks. It's just a tie." The young man glanced at Shi Mengwan. Although Shi Mengwan was young, she understood what he meant at this moment.

She helped the boy yesterday, and he helped her today. However, Shi Mengwan felt that this was different. If the boy hadn't taken action today, she would have been taken away by those two gangsters. She really didn't dare to think about her fate by then.

"It's not even, big brother, you saved me, thank you."

She said it very sincerely, but the boy completely ignored her. Walked straight towards his home.

Shi Mengwan followed him, not thinking about going home, but thinking about the doctor's words.

The wound should not be exposed to water or carry heavy objects. There was only one big brother, and he saved himself. You can't be ungrateful. Even if she wanted to go home, she would wait a few days before doing so.

With this idea in mind, Shi Mengwan followed the young man.

"Big brother, what's your name?"

"Brother, you were so awesome just now."

"Brother, that doctor is so bad that he didn't even give you anesthesia."

"Brother, does your wound still hurt?"

"Brother, what's your last name?"

"Brother, my name is Shi Mengwan, you can just call me Wanwan. My mother also calls me that."

"Big brother……"

"Shut up." The young man who had been followed and questioned all the way stopped and glared at Shi Mengwan: "If you keep arguing, I will beat you."

When he spoke, he raised his hand, as if he really wanted to attack her.

Shi Mengwan stood still, her eyes clear, pure belief, without a trace of fear.

Feeling defeated, the young man glanced at Shi Mengwan, turned around, and continued walking forward.

"Big brother?" After entering the door, Shi Mengwan wanted to speak, but the young man suddenly stopped and stood in front of her.

He was much taller than her. He stared at her face with fierce eyes: "Listen, if you want to stay, you can, but you must abide by my rules."

"What are the rules?" She didn't want to stay, she just wanted to take care of him for a few days until his wound healed.

"The rule is shut up. You are not allowed to speak when I don't let you."

"big--"

"Also, don't call me big brother."

"But--"

"My name is Qiao Ze. You can call me A Ze."

Qiao Ze's voice sounded fierce. Shi Mengwan bit her lip, looked at his eyes, and said timidly: "But, I think the elder brother sounds better."

Qiao Ze stared at Shi Mengwan and clenched his uninjured right hand into a fist again.

Shi Mengwan's eyes were too calm, and he lowered his raised hand.

"Okay, since you call me big brother, go and wash my clothes."

Shi Mengwan didn't expect that Qiao Ze would actually let her stay, so she nodded: "Okay. I'll help you wash your clothes."

Anyway, when she was at home, she helped her family wash clothes. She didn't think it was an embarrassment, but instead thought it was an opportunity to repay Qiao Ze for saving her life.

Qiao Ze watched Shi Mengwan enter the bathroom in two steps, and when he actually went to wash his clothes, his eyes became a little complicated.

As a result, Shi Mengwan settled in Qiao Ze's house.

………………

Shi Mengwan stroked the scar on Zhan Haoze's arm. This scar was left to save her. Seeing this, she no longer had to doubt or search.

Zhan Haoze is the eldest brother, and the eldest brother is Zhan Haoze. But why does Zhan Haoze not remember her at all now?

Is it possible that she is the only one holding on to that memory of the past, but her eldest brother has completely forgotten it?

The hand that was originally pressed on Zhan Haoze's scar was grabbed by someone. The person who was originally sleeping woke up at some point and was now opening his eyes and looking at her steadily.

Because he had just woken up, Zhan Haoze's eyes were calm at this time, and there was a deep feeling inside, but there was no anger at all.

Shi Mengwan could even see a faint sense of peace in his eyes.

Their eyes met, and there was silence. Shi Mengwan looked at him and looked away first.

"you're awake?"

After asking a nonsense question, Shi Mengwan lowered her eyes uncomfortably. It's one thing to get ready yesterday, it's another thing to have sex.

After all, she was still a little shy, and she didn't even dare to look at him.

Zhan Haoze didn't say anything, but she couldn't help but said: "Big brother."

As soon as these three words came out, Zhan Haoze's expression changed slightly. Shi Mengwan lowered her head, but didn't notice the change in the other person's expression at all.

"Brother. Are you okay now?" The way he looked yesterday made her a little worried.

She cared about him and even forgot about her own discomfort.

"Brother, how are you now?"

More than ten years of caring, more than ten years of searching. Shi Mengwan who never gives up. When he didn't get a response from Zhan Haoze, he couldn't help but look up at him.

When he raised his head, he met a pair of extremely cold and gloomy eyes.

One update, six thousand words. The old driver started driving. Then Yue Ma continued to beg for love. Please move your fingers and send your heartfelt wishes to Yue Ma on the pages of Hongxiu and Yanba. I love you so much.

PS: Shi Mengwan’s behavior of running away from home is only necessary for the plot of the novel. It doesn't mean that Yue Ma supports such behavior. Please remember all the little fairies. This is fiction, not reality. If something happens to the little fairies, they must communicate with their families. Never run away from home. You must know that there are more perverts and bad people out there than you think. No matter what, I hope the fairies can protect themselves, cherish themselves, and be happy fairies forever.