To My Dear Mr. Huo

All Zhan Haoze relies on is that she loves her. No matter how spineless she is, no matter how much she loves him, she can't stand him treating her like this.

"Shi Mengwan."

Zhan Haoze's voice is a bit deep. If you look carefully, you will find that his face is not very pretty.

Shi Mengwan noticed that this seemed to be the first time he called her by her full name.

Feeling a little sad, she blinked her eyes and suppressed the feeling of wanting to cry.

"Zhan Haoze, don't you want to say that you don't regard me as a skilled woman, so what are your actions now? Do you want to say that you like me?"

He thought she would believe it?

Zhan Haoze didn't like hearing that word coming out of her mouth, but she insisted on saying it twice.

After she finished questioning him, Zhan Haoze lowered his head to kiss her.

Shi Mengwan made up her mind not to let him get what he wanted this time, so she stepped back and used her strength to push him away.

Zhan Haoze's hands were placed on her shoulders. She pushed him and his body moved away.

"Zhan Haoze, let's go."

The numbness in her feet had subsided, and she stood up now, trying hard not to lose her momentum. Even though she had already been completely defeated.

Zhan Haoze didn't say anything, he just bent down to look at her again, placing his hands on both sides of the armrests of her chair.

The scene in front of her was really ambiguous. Shi Mengwan pressed her body tightly against her back and stared at Zhan Haoze with guarded eyes.

She didn't speak, and he just stared at her.

Shi Mengwan felt very uncomfortable. She blinked while still thinking about how to drive this person away.

Shi Mengwan was stunned for a moment by the sudden sound coming from outside.

She turned around and found someone setting off fireworks outside. It was only then that she remembered.

Today is New Year's Day. New year, new day. Although fireworks are prohibited, some people still ignore these rules.

"Bang bang" fireworks rose into the sky again. Extremely brilliant.

When Shi Mengwan rented this place, half of it was because of the good view and several department stores opposite. And here happens to be a crossroads.

Someone set off fireworks right in the middle of the intersection. The moment the fireworks went off, they successfully broke the situation between the two of them.

Shi Mengwan didn't look at it for too long. When she noticed that Zhan Haoze seemed to be in a trance, she knew the opportunity had come.

Shi Mengwan took advantage of the moment Zhan Haoze turned his head and stood up quickly. She walked around to the back of the desk.

Her feet were still a little numb, but she chose to ignore them. He picked up the bag and car keys placed next to him and prepared to leave.

Her steps were a bit fast, and she didn't care about anything else at this moment, and quickly went outside.

When her hand touched the door, Zhan Haoze didn't follow her. When she went downstairs and walked to the door, he didn't seem to follow her either.

She walked out of the company door and stopped. No matter what, the door must be locked.

As soon as he turned around, he saw Zhan Haoze following him at some point. She was startled, and her body instinctively took a step back.

Seeing him come out, she closed the door and went to the elevator.

The corridor was quiet except for the footsteps of two people. There is no other way here. The stairs are in the corner next to the elevator.

Shi Mengwan stood next to the elevator, pressing the button and waiting for the elevator to come.

When entering the elevator, Shi Mengwan hesitated for a moment, but it was only a moment.

She went in, stood next to the button, and pressed the first floor button.

Zhan Haoze followed in. He didn't speak, and she didn't speak either. She didn't want to look at him, but the walls of the elevator were made of mirrors.

She didn't need to look back to see the man's figure.

Zhan Haoze has a really good figure. The black windbreaker makes him look very imposing, but he is as handsome as a model.

He has an inverted triangle figure, tall and strong, and a pair of long legs that are too slender. Further up, she withdrew her gaze and stopped looking at Zhan Haoze.

She felt that after what happened just now, he should have given up. That's fine.

It wasn't until she got in the car that Shi Mengwan felt that she had thought too well. She sat in the driver's seat and looked at Zhan Haoze in the passenger seat.

"Zhan Haoze, please get out of the car."

Zhan Haoze sat still, while Shi Mengwan gritted her teeth: "Zhan Haoze, let me say it again, I am not a casual woman."

The anger on her face was so obvious that Zhan Haoze glanced at her and spoke softly,

"Neither do I."

"I'm not a skilled woman, and I don't want to be Chen Feifei's stand-in."

Her voice couldn't help but raise a level, with suppressed anger.

When Zhan Haoze heard Chen Feifei's name, a trace of disgust inevitably flashed across his face.

The emotion came and went quickly, but Shi Mengwan didn't see it clearly.

She thought he hadn't heard, so she didn't mind saying it again: "Zhan Haoze, let me say it again. I am not a skilled woman, nor a casual woman."

"What about before?" Zhan Haoze suddenly approached and stared at her face.

Shi Mengwan's lips opened and closed, closed and opened again. Under his too sharp gaze, he was defeated first.

"I said, I treat you as someone else." If she said this, men wouldn't be able to bear it and would leave, right?

"Then continue."

When Zhan Haoze said this, Shi Mengwan blinked and took some time to understand what he meant.

"I reject."

Zhan Haoze did not speak, but closed his eyes and relaxed his body, as if he wanted to sleep.

"Zhan Haoze?"

Shi Mengwan called out and found that Zhan Haoze didn't want to open his eyes at all. She became increasingly frustrated.

After nearly three minutes of stalemate, when there was another burst of fireworks outside, she finally couldn't help but start the car.

never mind. On the first day of the new year, she told herself that she just didn't want to have a conflict with Zhan Haoze on such a day.

The car stopped below her apartment, and she turned around to call Zhan Haoze. I found that he seemed to be really asleep.

Shi Mengwan was about to speak, but her eyes saw the dark shadows under Zhan Haoze's eyes.

I hadn't noticed it before, but now I saw that Zhan Haoze's face didn't look very good. There is a faint blue mark under the eyes, and there is also a little green residue on the lower jaw.

It seemed like he really didn't have a good rest.

Shi Mengwan didn't speak. Through the sleeping face in front of her, she seemed to see the fifteen-year-old boy Qiao Ze again.

It was also New Year's Day, their first New Year together.

She left home. Although she missed her home, she was still a child at heart. If other things distracted her attention, she would not have time to miss home.

It was the same on New Year's Day that year.

Mutual pollution was not as serious as it is now, and Lin City did not ban fireworks.

Not only is there no ban, there is also a fireworks show on New Year's Day in a newly built park in Lin City.

Why she knew it was because everyone living nearby was on holiday at that time, and she heard people talking about it.

She was only twelve years old and wanted to see it too. I mentioned this to my elder brother when we were having dinner.

Of course, she just wanted to and didn't really have to go.

The park is far away from the bungalow where they live. It takes at least more than an hour to get there by bus, not counting two transfers. It’s too much trouble.

The most important thing is that at that time, the subway did not have as many lines as it does now, and there were only two subway lines.

It was already very late after the fireworks show. If they wanted to come back, there would be no bus and they would have to take a taxi.

Their financial situation at the time did not allow them to go to the fireworks show.

She could only talk casually. The boy ignored her at the time, but the next day, New Year's Day, he took her out in the afternoon.

"Brother, where are we going?"

After getting along for a few months, Shi Mengwan became more and more comfortable calling her "big brother".

"you guess?"

"I can't guess." Shi Mengwan shook her head. Today was the first day of the New Year. She looked at the street and saw that there were really many people.

The bus was a bit crowded and she almost fell down when she made two turns.

"Be careful, hold on to me."

The boy's voice has gotten better over the past few months, but it's still a bit hoarse and unpleasant.

She looked at her. He was taller than her, and his hand was holding the ring on it. She pursed her lips and took his hand directly.

When the car turned again, her body fell to the side again.

The boy just held her hand with the hand that wasn't holding Griphook. Although he is thin, he is very strong.

She was encircled in his arms, half-surrounded and protected. No matter how the people behind her shook or how crowded she was, she didn't stagger anymore.

When she looked up at her, she felt extremely relieved.

If it weren't for her big brother, she might have gone home long ago. But because of him, she always felt at ease.

She lowered her head and smiled happily.

"What are you laughing at?"

"nothing."

Shi Mengwan shook her head, and when she arrived at her destination, she realized that they had come to the park where the fireworks show was held.

"You, you have a ticket?"

As far as she knew, because she knew there would be a fireworks show that day, the park that was usually open required tickets today.

"without."

More than ten years ago, the cheapest ticket cost more than 100, and the contents inside were even more expensive.

The young man held her hand: "Follow me, you can watch it without a ticket."

What's the meaning?

Shi Mengwan had been following the boy and found out later.

Near the park, there is a property that has just started to be built. One of them has been completed, but has not yet been inspected and finished.

The young man was very brave and took her to the roof in the dim night.

The night wind was very windy and very cold. From where they sat, they could see the park opposite.

"We'll start in a moment." When the boy went out, he carried a bag. At that time, she didn't understand what the boy was doing with his backpack.

It was only now that she understood. The boy took out a pair of binoculars and gave it to her.

"Look with this."

"Thanks."

Shi Mengwan smiled. With the binoculars, some performances in the park could be seen clearly. It was loud enough that they could hear it here.

She was very happy, especially because there was a group she liked very much today, and she couldn't help but turn around and point it out to the boy.

But he found that the boy was not watching the performance in the park, but looking at her.

"Big brother?"

Is there something dirty on her face?

"It's nothing, just watch it if you like."

The young man turned his face away. The night was too dark and she didn't see it. The young man's ears turned red quietly.

She just held the telescope and looked at it with great interest.

The boy not only prepared a telescope, but also snacks and water. All little girls will like it.

When the fireworks show begins, the telescope is useless. Because she was so close, she could see clearly.

Fireworks of various shapes are colorful and dazzling.

She had never seen so many forms of fireworks. She was very excited, but she inevitably felt a chill.

The young man looked at her as he did on the bus, wrapping her body in his arms.

He was obviously so thin, but his embrace was so warm. She didn't feel cold, but looked more and more interested.

The scene that night was like an extremely brilliant dream that she would never forget in her life.

The fireworks show is over and there are no buses anymore. The young man actually took a taxi to take her back.

At that time she wanted to ask him where the money came from. But if the boy didn't say anything, she stopped asking.

When the car parked outside the alley, she felt sleepy and wanted to sleep. She always lived a very regular life and went to bed when the time came.

The young man did not let her wake up, but carried her on his back and carried her home like that.

After her thoughts came back from the dazed sleep that day, Shi Mengwan found that Zhan Haoze woke up at some point.

She looked away, bit her lip, and quickly got out of the car.

This time when Zhan Haoze followed her, she didn't let him leave again. She knew that was useless.

When she entered the bathroom to take a shower, Shi Mengwan looked at herself in the mirror and felt a little confused.

She bit her lip, why couldn't she make up her mind to solve it even though she knew it was wrong?

Forget it, today is the first day of the new year. If you have anything to do, we can wait until today to discuss it.

Shi Mengwan told herself that after today, she would definitely drive Zhan Haoze away.

Even though she knew it, she actually had no way to deal with Zhan Haoze.

To Shi Mengwan's surprise, when she returned to the room after taking a shower, Zhan Haoze was already lying on the bed.

He closed his eyes and seemed to have fallen asleep again. Was he sleepy?

Shi Mengwan wanted to ask, but felt that she couldn't ask anything. She got into bed and went to sleep. As soon as she turned off the light, Zhan Haoze stretched out her hand.

Her body stiffened for a moment. She didn't like this. She didn't like that Zhan Haoze wanted to have sex with her every time he came. She didn't like that he was only passionate in bed and cold off the bed.

To her surprise, Zhan Haoze just held her.

Noticing the stiffness of her body, he buried his face in the crook of her neck and rubbed it gently.

"I'm sleepy, sleep."

The voice was lowered, without another word. The man seemed really sleepy and wanted to sleep.

Shi Mengwan waited for a while and heard the man's long breathing.

She was stunned for a moment and couldn't help but look up at the man's face. The lights in the room have been turned off and the curtains are drawn. She couldn't see clearly, it was dark.

She thought about the dark shadow on the man's face just now, and the tired look on his face.

She felt a flash of distress in her heart, but she tried her best to restrain it, telling herself that it was none of her business.

But no matter how much mental construction she did, Shi Mengwan still raised her hand.

When he was about to touch the man's face, he pulled it back. She closed her eyes and placed her face against his heart while he slept unconsciously.

Listening to his steady heartbeat, I fell asleep.

………………

When Shi Mengwan woke up in the morning, Zhan Haoze was still sleeping.

He seemed to have really fallen asleep. She stared at his sleeping face for a long time and then gently stepped away from his arms.

After washing up, Shi Mengwan found that Zhan Haoze was still awake. She ignored him and went directly to the kitchen.

After searching for ingredients, Shi Mengwan decided to make the simplest breakfast. After taking one set of materials, when she thought about the person sleeping in the room, she took two more materials.

She remembered that he had always had a big appetite.

Zhan Haoze in the room couldn't sleep for long because he was woken up by the ringing of his cell phone.

I picked up the phone and it was Chen Feifei.

"Brother Hao, when will you come back?"

"Feifei?" Zhan Haoze looked at the time and sat up.

"Brother Hao." Chen Feifei on the other end of the phone seemed to hear something different: "What's wrong with your voice? Are you sleeping?"

"No."

Zhan Haoze shook his head and his voice returned to its usual calmness: "Is something wrong?"

"Of course something happened. It's New Year's Day, but you're going on a business trip. You won't come back to accompany me."

Silent, Zhan Haoze didn't answer the words, and Chen Feifei didn't really want him to answer: "Dad is too much. Why did he let you go on a business trip to such a far place alone? You have to go for so many days. The company raises Are all those people trash?"

"Feifei."

Zhan Haoze's voice changed, and Chen Feifei gritted her teeth: "Okay, I know this is because dad trusts you. But I'm just unhappy. I want you to accompany me."

"Wait until I come back." Zhan Haoze's voice was calm: "Is there anything else?"

"Yes." Chen Feifei thought of the news she had received before: "I heard that the marketing manager of the cooperative company is very beautiful. Do you think she is beautiful or I am beautiful?"

Zhan Haoze didn't want to answer this question at all: "Is that why you ask? Then I'll hang up and I'll have to wait for a meeting."

"Brother Hao." Chen Feifei gritted her teeth with a ferocious expression. Zhan Haoze is not in front of her, and she is not afraid of being seen by him.

Zhan Haoze hung up the phone and went back to sleep. The phone rang again.

After glancing at the number, he picked up.

"How's it going? Is it convenient over there?"

"Everything went well." Tang Hua's voice sounded on the other end of the phone: "Everything you told us has been resolved."

"Yes." Zhan Haoze knew that he would solve it.

"Speaking of which, why are you so anxious to return to Lin City?"

Tang Hua found that he didn't understand this boss very well recently: "You compressed the official business that took a week to be completed into three days, and hurried back to Lin City today. What? You couldn't be to accompany the little princess of the Chen family, right? ?”

Zhan Haoze rubbed his brows and did not answer Tang Hua's question: "After you finish handling everything, strike while the iron is hot and take over H City's territory."

When it comes to business, Tang Hua's attitude is much more serious: "Okay, it's just the Chinese New Year, and they are doing a lot of things here."

"It's good to have more moves. It's better to muddy the water so that it will be easier for us to do things when the time comes."

"Yes." Tang Hua nodded and thought of another thing: "By the way, Lao Liu has been clamoring to go to Lin City to help you. Look at this -"

"Don't let him come." Zhan Haoze thought of something: "Let him go to Qingcheng."

"Boss?"

The blurted title did not change Zhan Haoze's decision: "Not only the sixth, but also the fourth and seventh, let them pass. Just say it was me."

"yes."

"Tell the fourth child that I'm going to close the net."

"Okay." Tang Hua's voice was a little excited, but Zhan Haoze hung up the phone, but he never felt sleepy again.

When he was about to get up, he found Shi Mengwan standing at the door of the room, looking at him.

His eyebrows moved slightly, but he quickly returned to calm.

Shi Mengwan bit her lip and looked away from Zhan Haoze's strong chest.

She turned and left, walking quickly. If it weren't for Zhan Haoze's good hearing, he could hardly hear Shi Mengwan saying the word "eat".

………………

The restaurant is quiet. Shi Mengwan's house is not big. The dining room and living room are connected together.

She sat at the end of the dining table, and opposite her was Zhan Haoze.

She placed two sandwiches in front of him, as well as a glass of milk.

She ate the sandwich in front of her without looking at Zhan Haoze. How similar is the atmosphere in front of me to thirteen years ago?

The scenes are similar, but the people are different.

Shi Mengwan suddenly lost her appetite and took a few casual bites to finish the sandwich.

He got up without going back to the room, and without looking at Zhan Haoze, he went directly to the living room and turned on the TV.

She rarely watches TV, and the TV is replaying the New Year's Eve party the day before yesterday.

I don’t know when it started, but some satellite TV stations compete to hold New Year’s Eve parties every year.

She didn't change the channel, but just stared at the TV in a daze until a very sexy female voice came on the phone, singing with that very textured voice.

[There are so many scenes, so many of them are romantic, so many of them are heartbreaking, so many get-togethers and so many separations, and I can’t finish them in many days. I kissed you just now, and you liked it too, right?

Otherwise, why would you keep holding my hand? You said you really wanted to take me back to your hometown...

Slowly falling in love with you, slowly getting intimate, slowly talking about myself, slowly walking with you, slowly I want to cooperate with you, slowly give myself to you. 】

Shi Mengwan couldn't help but started to get distracted again. Those scenes were really not romantic, but she really wanted to be with Zhan Haoze slowly and give herself to her slowly.

She turned to look in the direction of the dining table and found that Zhan Haoze had finished eating at some point. He got up and walked to the sofa.

She was looking at him and he was looking at her. He also saw TV.

Perhaps Shi Mengwan's gaze was too direct, so Zhan Haoze walked over and sat down next to her.

He pulled her body into his arms, lowered his head, and kissed her lips directly and accurately.

Shi Mengwan blinked but did not refuse. Zhan Haoze pushed her body down on the sofa. Shi Mengwan bore his weight and raised her hands to wrap around his neck.

The sofa is not small, but it can barely accommodate two adults.

In order not to fall, she hugged him tightly, and he hugged her body tightly.

The air conditioning was not turned on in the living room, so Shi Mengwan was actually a little cold, but the cold only lasted for a moment, and it quickly warmed up.

When her clothes were torn and her body was hit by him, Shi Mengwan felt a flash of bitterness in her heart. At this moment, she suddenly discovered something.

Not only does Zhan Haoze like to do this, but she also likes it.

Because only at this time, only when he merges with her, will she have the real feeling that he is her big brother.

Or maybe only at this time, the eldest brother is hers.

Six thousand words. Yesterday there was a problem in the background. It said that the kid was at home during the two days of extra updates, which made me so annoyed that I was not in the mood to type. I will write now and try to update more tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. Okay?

Finally, some relatives said that Zhan Haoze was too gloomy and was not nice to Shi Mengwan. Spicy. I am a biological mother, look at my sincere eyes. Therefore, in order to make Wanwan’s life easier, you must remember to vote on the list. Only in this way can Yue Ma have the strength to be a biological mother. You think so?