When A Snail Falls in Love

The place where Lin Qingyan lived since childhood was called Daozhen. In the early 1980s, Daozhen was still poor and chaotic, and there were so many people on the streets. Even children in their twenties are happy to fight and fight.

Seven-year-old Lin Qingyan was undoubtedly the one who was bullied the most. His family is too poor, and he is thin and silent, shriveled like a bean sprout. So older children often teach Lin Qingyan as a way to vent pubertal hormones and anger.

But this is nothing to Lin Qingyan. What he was most afraid of was going home from school every day. When he saw his father holding a wine bottle, he looked at him fiercely. At this time, there was always a beating. Once he was stunned directly by his father on a bench. When he woke up, it was dark and his father disappeared. He wrapped his head in a towel for a long time before the blood ran out. He was confused and took a stool and stood on the stove to cook.

But all this has been improved when he was ten years old. Because one day, his father finally drank and died. But maybe the body was carried by the neighbors and swaggered through the city on that day, so that everyone in the town saw his father’s face as white as ghosts, and the other children no longer dared to bully him. Sha Xing."

Little Lin Qingyan once thought that the dead was a good thing.

He began to live with his grandfather, who only had a few acres of thin fields. In order to provide him with books, he dragged the old man's body and worked under the hot sun every day. As long as Lin Qingyan is out of school, he helps Grandpa. But still very, very poor, Lin Qingyan always wears old clothes that can wash hair, and only eats a big bun and a little green bean curd at noon.

But some people are particularly kind to him. A female class teacher in her thirties, whose son is as old as him, often tells him to go home for dinner at noon. This was the period when Lin Qingyan ate the most. He felt that he was as happy as he was in "paradise" every day. His size also began to grow rapidly during this time, and he jumped more than a dozen centimeters at a time. Finally he looked like a normal child. His original weak results gradually improved. Most of the time, he was still reticent, only on the birthday of the class teacher, he carefully ate a birthday cake at her home and gave her a greeting card drawn by himself. The greeting card read a sentence: "Teacher, when I grow up, I will definitely repay you. I swear." The teacher in tears looked straight.

But the good times didn't last long. In the second grade, the class teacher had to be transferred. The newcomer is a 27-year-old male teacher named Du Tie, who graduated from the college and looks very handsome. The class teacher specifically told Du Tie to focus on Lin Qingyan and secretly left Du Tie a sum of money. Although not much, it was enough to serve Lin Qingyan's food expenses for a semester. Du Tie promised to come down to see Lin Qingyan's eyes kindly like a spring breeze.

After school at noon, Du Tie asked Lin Qingyan to go to his single dorm. The teacher’s canteen only costs a lot of money, so he can make a large bowl of meals, so he plays a little more every day and divides it with Lin Qingyan. Qingyan picks fresh vegetables from the vegetable garden at home every week. After school, if he went to pick up the cans and mineral water bottles with his grandfather, he got one piece and two pieces, and he also paid Du Tietang the living expenses. Du Tie closed it, touched his head and praised him as sensible.

That happened on an afternoon in summer. Holding the lunch box as usual, he went to Dutie. The weather was particularly hot that day. Du Tie only wore shorts and showed a fair and wide back. He sat on the bed watching TV and smoking, and the electric fan was clattering.

Lin Qingyan was holding a lunch box and sitting on a small stool to eat. After a while, Du Ti suddenly found himself smiling and looking at himself: "You are a boy, why don't you sweat at all?"

At that time, Lin Qingyan was 13 years old, and his face was already wide open. His skin follows that of his mother, which is very delicate and very uniform white, and his slender eyebrows are drawn on the face like ink pens. He blushed slightly when he heard the teacher's words, only smiling and not talking.

After dinner, he was going back to the classroom. Du Tie patted him on the shoulder: "Siesta here, you sleep on the bed, I have to prepare the lesson plan."

Lin Qingyan was so embarrassed, of course not, Du Tie pressed him to the bed, got up and sat in front of the table and started working.

Compared to classrooms where the sun is burning, mats are spread and fans are blowing in the air, which is really cool and comfortable. Lin Qingyan soon fell asleep. He also had a dream, dreaming that he was standing in a paddy field, and the sun was just above his head, so hot. Suddenly a fish jumped out of the field, biting the base of his thigh and drilling into the crotch, making him itchy and embarrassing...

Lin Qingyan opened his eyes and first saw the curtains closed, and the room was very dim. Then he felt his thighs cool, and when he looked down, Du Tie's tall figure was sitting beside the bed. He was wearing grandpa's shorts, very old and old. Du Tie's hand stretched out from his open trouser legs and was rubbing his fart.

Staring around, Du Tie's face was a little red, and his eyes were a little scary. The house was so quiet, but Lin Qingyan seemed to be thrown into the dim and turbulent water, ignorant and frightened.

"Qingyan, the teacher wanted to..." Du Tie's words didn't finish. He had already kicked in his heart, stumbled off the bed, opened the door and ran out.

With a year and a half of junior high school left, Lin Qingyan had a very difficult time.

Du Tie didn't have the guts to force him, but he asked Lin Qingyan to go to his dormitory, Lin Qingyan never went. He was even asked to go to the office. If there was only Du Tie in the office, Lin Qingyan would turn around and leave. From this day to graduation from junior high school, Lin Qingyan did not say a word to him again, even though he asked questions by name during class, he was stubborn and silent.

Du Tie of course gave him back. His seat was adjusted to the last row and was blocked by a group of children who were too big to study well. Many times he could not hear what the teacher was saying, he could not see the contents of the blackboard, and his grades plummeted; so he gave Du Tie more criticism. His excuse, in the face of the whole class, scolded him for not seeking progress, but only knew that learning was bad, and I was sorry for the cultivation of him and the former class teacher.

And Du Tie's eyes are always cold and sarcasm, like a sinister snake, without the courage to attack head-on, only to secretly bite you.

...

One day, the uncle of the school communication room called Lin Qingyan to answer the phone.

It was from the former head teacher. Her voice was as gentle as ever, but Lin Qingyan was much quieter than before.

At the end of the talk, the class teacher choked: "Qingyan, how did you learn badly? I heard that you are always confusing with those, and you are not studying anymore. How could it be like this?"

Lin Qingyan felt the pain for the first time in his life. How could this happen?

15-year-old boy, how to speak?

Hanging up the phone, Lin Qingyan went to the classroom a bit muddled. At that time, he had grown tall, thin and white, usually gloomy and silent, and the students saw him detouring. When he passed the teacher's dormitory, he saw Du Tiezheng putting his hand on the shoulder of another short boy and entered the dormitory. Lin Qingyan recognized him as a junior, with a thin face and big eyes. He always smiled with a simple smile, and his family conditions were poor.

Lin Qingyan stood blankly under the sun-dappled trees, watching the door of the dormitory close behind Du Tie. After a while, I saw the curtains closed.

Lin Qingyan ate only one bun and two bowls of green vegetable soup at noon that day. Suddenly, he felt sick in his stomach and held the tree. He vomited out.

After that day, Lin Qingyan began to study hard. Despite the smoldering surroundings, and despite the irony of Du Tie, he insisted on being the first in the town and relying on key high schools in the county. Later, even the head of the student who was sitting next to him, patted him on the shoulder and said to others: "This is my buddy, special cow. In the future in Daozhen, no one should bully him."

Du Tie certainly did not have the opportunity to bully him again. In fact, since he was admitted to high school, he has not seen Du Tie for a long time.

The last time he met was many years later, he inherited the property of General Manager Qin, transformed himself into a wealthy Hong Kong businessman, and returned to Daozhen for investment. At that time, he was already familiar with the skill of killing and superb.

He deliberately stayed in Daozhen for a month, and Du Tie disappeared for a whole month. During that time, Lin Qingyan went to participate in various activities of the town government during the day, and returned to the basement of the villa at night, watching Du Tie wailing bitterly. He was also the only one who was slowly tortured to death by Lin Qingyan. The body was finally cut into small pieces and burned. The ashes were scattered under the big tree in the school.

These are later things, and Lin Qingyan's entire high school stage was silent and hard. Many girls also sent him love letters, and he never responded.

Lin Qingyan stepped into the university alone.

The so-called solitude means that the grandfather sold the two broken tiles in the house and collected the tuition for the first academic year. Since then, the grandfather and the grandson are completely poor. And when he went to work in the county town during the summer, his grandfather died of illness in a grass shed. By the time he returned, the body had been stinking for several days, and no one was in the field.

The most indispensable part of the countryside is the ground. He walked all day with his body on his back. He went into the mountains and dug a pit to bury his grandfather.

He didn't feel sad. Grandpa will die one day, and he will die early and be released soon.

Lin Qingyan studied mathematics at the university. This was the second happy time in his life.

He liked mathematics in high school, and now he can finally enjoy it. He felt that mathematics is really beautiful, concise, clean and endless. This kind of mystery cannot be realized by the layman, only he is indulging in it quietly and fascinated.

But there are times when you are unhappy. Because when he was a junior, he liked a girl.

The male dormitory of the university is full of hormones. Lin Qingyan wasn't as calm as the surface, watching other people go in and out, even hanging curtains in the boys' dormitory. He will also hold his desire under the quilt, bury his face in the pillow, suppress his sweat and gasp~ He is a blind snooper.

College girls are not as simple as high school girls. Everyone knows that Lin Qingyan is poor. He works three times a day to support himself, and he applies for student loans every year. There are also one or two girls pursuing him, Lin Qingyan is indifferent.

What he likes is the purest girl in the whole department. She may not be the most beautiful, but she has a white and soft goose egg face, dark eyes, and a beautiful bohemian dress with a smile like a spring.

On the eve of the graduation party, the girl withdrew early and left unattended. Lin Qingyan followed her quietly and kept walking, he wanted to confess to her.

Just outside the east gate of the school, she watched her get in a luxury car. The man in the car was about forty years old, wearing gold wire glasses, embracing her waist, and bowed her lips to kiss her honey-colored lips.

Lin Qingyan stood under the shadow of a tree and watched the car go away. For the second time in his life, he felt irritable nausea. On the summer afternoon a few years ago, the loud noise of the electric fan made the room cool and dim. Teacher Du Tie's soft and powerful hand touched his buttocks, and became fresh and clear again. Lin Qingyan squatted in a tree pit outside the school gate and spit out a mess.

This world is so dirty, how can there be a clean sky and land?

Lin Qingyan’s university is not bad, but it is not top-notch in the country. Mathematics graduates, the employment situation is not very good. But he didn't want to study, and he didn't want to spend a lifetime in school.

After years of hard work and no wasted, he went through five stages, and he finally got his wish to enter the best investment company in the country as an assistant analyst. Despite the low status, the income is already very good. Become the envy of students.

He also met Qin Shuhua in this year.

It was a day in mid-September, and our city branch received news that the chairman of the group would come from Hong Kong to inspect the business. The entire investment department was greeted by the magnificent first floor lobby. Lin Qingyan had the lowest qualifications and stayed on duty.

When Qin Shuhua walked in, Nuo Da's office was so quiet that Lin Qingyan didn't hear her footsteps. As soon as he looked up, he saw a middle-aged woman with light makeup standing at the door and looking at herself.

Lin Qingyan can now see people's three, six, nine, etc. at a glance, seeing her well-dressed, earlobe and diamond earrings, she smiled politely: "Who are you looking for?"

Qin Shuhua smiled immediately that there were people in the company who did not know the chairman.

A large group of people soon followed, and the department manager saw General Qin standing aside with a smile, while Lin Qingyan was still sitting still, immediately supporting the amount: "Xiaolin, quickly pour tea to the chairman."

Lin Qingyan just joined the office last month, and indeed the face of the company's leaders is not completely recognized. The fair face was a little red, and immediately got up to pour tea.

Qin Shuhua waved her hand: "No need." No longer looked at the small role of Lin Qingyan, a large group of people went away.

There are many kinds of men's good looks. Twenty-two-year-old Lin Qingyan is not a handsome handsome man who is amazing at first sight. At first glance, he was wearing a white shirt and black trousers, but his eyes were beautiful, tall and white, quiet and gentle, and it looked comfortable.

But Qin Shuhua believed that Lin Qingyan was the most handsome boy she had ever seen. She has seen too many men and can distinguish Lin Qingyan from ordinary people at a glance. The boy's delicate and clean eyebrows, after a long look, will definitely give people a brilliant feeling. That dark and slender eyes contained too much. Not only is it quieter than its peers, but it is also greenish and childish; it is written with unabashed ambitions, and it seems to show indifference and aversion to reality.

Qin Shuhua looked at him like he saw himself starting from scratch. And for the first time, she felt for the first time that she wanted to get a man and wanted to occupy the most exquisite beauty.

What happened afterwards is a game of cat-and-mouse disparity.

One month after Qin Shuhua inspected the branch, Lin Qingyan was informed by his superiors and transferred to Hong Kong to participate in a project at the headquarters.

"This is a great opportunity for promotion." The manager said, "Xiao Lin, you must grasp it."

Lin Qingyan was not flattered, he was already excellent, and if he had the opportunity, he felt that he deserved it.

This project is said to be a strategic issue of the group and is directly under the responsibility of General Manager Qin's assistant. Sometimes when you are too late, General Assistant will directly instruct Lin Qingyan to do some things, such as sending documents to General Manager Qin, such as making coffee for General Manager Qin, such as driving General Manager Qin to a shopping mall. After one or two visits, Lin Qingyan and President Qin were also familiar with him. He saw her decisiveness in the shopping mall and saw her exhaustion and loneliness after the late night entertainment officials. Gradually, his heart was full of admiration for the strong woman.

Things were clear after two months. It was an assistant driving that day. He accompanied General Qin to a reception at the Ministry of Commerce. This was also his chance to get in touch with the people in the shopping mall. It was very late at the end. President Qin drank some wine and was dizzy after getting on the bus. He was going to be the first officer, and the assistant said, "You take care of General Qin in the back."

Lin Qingyan didn't doubt that he was there, sitting beside Qin Shuhua, carefully pouring water, handing towels and covering her with a thin blanket. Qin Shuhua seemed to be half drunk, looked up at him with a smile on her lips.

When turning, Qin Shuhua's body crooked, Lin Qingyan quickly reached out to help, she fell on his shoulder.

She closed her eyes, breathing evenly and motionless. Lin Qingyan's body is a little stiff, but whether it is reason or courtesy, he can't push her away at this moment. He can only sit upright with his hands on the back of the chair to avoid touching her body.

Forty-year-old woman, her body is still soft, with a slight scent lingering on the tip of his nose, her face is leaning on his shoulder, across a thin shirt, it seems uncomfortable, rubbing lightly .

The car was quiet for a few minutes, and the assistant in the front row seemed to see nothing. Lin Qingyan, like sitting on a needle felt, still spoke: "General Qin? General Qin?"

Qin Shuhua slowly raised her face, forehead, cheeks, lips, rubbed his young and warm neck and chin, and looked at him quietly.

Lin Qingyan's heart was like a white lightning, illuminating everything in an instant.

At this time, Qin Shuhua closed her eyes and waited, her lips less than a centimeter away from him. And at the same time with a strong sense of stagnation and sleepiness, it was a clear idea that he could not refuse, he could only kiss.

The car was so quiet, but Lin Qingyan's heart was like a raging wave, almost trembling, and lowered his head. Sensing his movements, Qin Shuhua reached out and wrapped his arms around his neck, sending his lips up.

Lin Qingyan kissed the person for the first time, without any feeling of it, only wet and slippery tongue entwined, Qin Shuhua still had a slight alcohol in her mouth. At the same time, he also felt that the body began to swell and harden. This reaction made him agitated, neglected and suppressed the sense of shame, and immediately turned to the sea. He wanted to push Qin Shuhua away, but he actually moved, but moved his lips away. Staring around, he looked at the fine lines in the corner of Qin Shuhua's eyes, and the nausea finally rose up.

He endured, he couldn't hold back. Qin Shuhua didn't realize it, thinking he was shy and nervous, and continued to put his head on his shoulder and said softly, "Qingyan, I'm very happy."

Finally at Qin's villa, he and his assistant helped Qin get off. The assistant said, "Xiaolin, you send Mr. Qin up."

He almost let go of her like an electric shock and took a step back: "I still have something to do tomorrow morning. I will go back with you."

Qin Shuhua didn't speak, the assistant just wanted to speak again, and he heard him say: "Mr Qin good night, help good night, I will go first." He turned and walked away, and the assistant's slightly unpleasant voice came from behind him: "You Yes..." But he didn't finish, maybe it was stopped by Qin Shuhua. Lin Qingyan walked faster and faster, regardless of whether the people behind him kept looking at himself, and soon fled the villa.

Early the next morning, Lin Qingyan submitted a letter of resignation from the company and asked for sick leave to stop working. Three days later, the assistant called and he didn’t answer and hung up directly. After a while, Qin Shuhua personally called and he still didn’t answer and hung up and shut down.

A few days later, the resignation process was completed, and neither Qin Shuhua nor her assistant showed up again.

Years later, Lin Qingyan recalled this matter and realized that it was probably his own overreaction that made Qin Shuhua angry, and later took the iron fist to deal with him. If he handled it better at that time, maybe Qin Shuhua would let him go.

Of course, maybe not.

It was just that he was too shameful at the time, and he did not want to face Qin Shuhua at all. Not only was she coveting him because she used her powers, but the most important thing was that he kissed her with lust.

...

At this time, Lin Qingyan thought that this matter was over.

It wasn't until he went to several investment companies to apply for a job that he clearly performed well in the written interview, but he was rejected, and he felt that something was wrong. Later, someone leaked the wind to him: "Why did you offend the Qin Clan? They have already spoken to block you."

block? For a boy who graduated less than half a year, the word is so grand. But the fact is, Mr. Qin Tang, who wants to block a rookie in this industry, is really a relief.

Lin Qingyan was forced to do nothing, so he had to go to some small and unknown companies to find jobs. But he studied mathematics, what can he do? clerk? Get an extremely meager salary and work with a group of extremely mediocre colleagues. And the company boss even counted a copy of the paper with the employees.

But even this kind of work will not last long. He clearly did the best job and was fired for some reason. Others were silent about this, and he could only be silent.

A few months later, he was finally forced to a dead end. The four-year student loan has to be repaid, and there is no penny in your pocket. He was hungry for three days, swaying in the street. And General Qin's people probably felt that the fire was coming, and they became more blatant and drove, followed by a few steps away.

He stubbornly looked for it in a restaurant. When he was a waiter, they were guarding outside. The restaurant owner did not dare to use it because of this posture.

In the evening, a restaurant finally used him. He ran back and forth throughout the night in a hot restaurant full of people, and he didn't even know when he fainted on the ground.

When he woke up, he found himself lying on a very soft bed with clean and comfortable clothing. This is a very luxurious room overlooking the city lights.

There was a plate of food beside the bed, and he got up and gorged on it.

When the night wind blew the white gauze curtain, Qin Shuhua sat behind the curtain and looked at him quietly and gently.

She did not speak, nor did he speak.

After a long, long time, Qin Shuhua sighed softly: "Why are you this? Qingyan, I can help you realize your dream, I can change your life. Not everyone in this world has such an opportunity."