Why Are You Becoming a Villain Again?

Principles (2)

Asena knew she was doing something wrong, but she couldn’t contain her anger when she saw Kaden coming out of Daisy’s room.

I wanted to somehow subdue Cayden so that this would never happen again.

It wasn’t that I didn’t trust him. He must have caught a wasp inside and came out. But the first time is difficult, after that everything gets easier.

Getting closer like that, step by step, what would happen to Daisy?

It is meaningless to respond after everything is late. It should be cut as soon as the shoots appear.

Even if the two of them come together, that wouldn’t be enough. Asena herself did not know what she was going to do. Perhaps only after destroying the Hexter family will the resentment be resolved.

So, it was a fairly light treatment for Asena. It’s going to be easier compared to how you feel now. The apple that came out of Cayden’s mouth at once, and later, as long as he came to his room after work, he was going to send everything.

But Kayden didn’t give up. didn’t shake Sometimes Asena admires her older brother’s upright appearance, but at times it’s frustrating.

Is it to always stand as a guide in life? He was a man who said that what was right was right. Cayden refused to apologize, saying he wasn’t wrong.

But right and wrong are subjective in the end. From Asena’s point of view, it was Caden’s fault, which was unbearable to enter a woman’s room.

It will be your own room. It becomes only Kirsi’s room. Everything other than that, nothing.

Maybe it was because Asena saw the bedroom as a more special place. The bedroom was the only resting place for her except for Cayden’s arms, so the symbolism of the space was different.

personal space. comfortable space. A loving space. A place to share deep love….

So, Kaden is in Daisy’s room…. Of course, he has a roommate, but it’s still so upsetting that he entered Daisy’s room.

“……”

But, everything went wrong.

Asena couldn’t concentrate in class. He maintained his firm expression, but inside, he was fading away.

‘Duke Freister. time will be late. Let’s go to class.’

Cayden’s stern tone echoed in his ears. Every time he heard his voice, it was as if a needle had flew and pierced his chest.

Unknowingly, you catch your breath. His words had never hurt so much.

attitude towards others. It felt as if all the memories and emotions I had accumulated for more than 10 years had disappeared.

Of course, Asena knew it too.

that he was stupid

Again, it was difficult to maintain reason easily if Caden got into trouble.

He pressured a friend he might cherish, and tried to suppress him with words. Even though he knew he was angry, he didn’t recall his words and pushed them forward.

The result is this.

“…..”

Asena’s heart was really complicated.

Knowing I did something wrong, I want to apologize to Kaden and beg him to stop…

The core of anger towards him was still mixing together.

She felt it even without talking. That Kaden wouldn’t do that for the rest of his life.

In the end, it was just his punishment. No, maybe it could be said that he was angry.

But Asena was equally angry.

Even thinking about Daisy’s work apart, how could it be like this?

How did you say respectful things to yourself as if you didn’t know anyone?

It’s Asena, a younger sister who isn’t anyone else, how are you doing this to yourself?

It’s not that he doesn’t know that Kayden is his sanctuary. You wouldn’t know that I depended on him a lot.

Without him, he wouldn’t know how much he would be ruined.

“….under.”

Asena was emotionally difficult. It was difficult to understand why these stimuli kept making her make foolish choices.

First of all, I didn’t want to apologize.

Even though she knew it was absurd stubbornness and pampering, Asena wanted him to approach him first.

He still wanted proof that he valued him. I wanted to know that I wasn’t already an unrelated person. Like his tone, I wanted to feel that he wasn’t that far away.

They wanted to take advantage of how generous he was to them.

If you don’t come it will just be ruined Then he will regret it too. you’ll feel guilty

Maybe… Kaden knows this. I won’t leave her alone.

As much as his stomach was getting sicker like this, Cayden would feel sorry for himself when his head cooled down. We will come back again, we will talk about the events of that time, and we will conclude.

“…”

But… it wasn’t that he wasn’t worried. As much as I loved him, even the smallest problems kept getting bigger and bigger.

What if this is the end? What if you don’t care if it’s broken or not? As he said, what if after two years of this kind of hard relationship, he goes away?

Asena couldn’t leave it alone, but the thought alone was painful.

In the end, Asena could not come to a conclusion.

I couldn’t come up with a plan as to what posture I should take.

It was all I could do to keep my emotions from flowing through my face.

She has had a really hard time today.

****

I waited outside the political science department for classes to finish. So did Judy, who was standing next to him.

“…I’m sorry, what are you doing?”

“…it’s not what you did.”

I apologized to Judy, but she shrugged it off.

“Because they are my brothers. It is my responsibility.”

“don’t worry. I was expecting that from Pryster.”

“…..”

She spoke dryly, but it was not difficult to find the hidden meaning in it. Just by not looking at me, I could tell that I was hurt to some extent.

“…I’ll buy you a meal later. calm down.”

“…..”

Then Judy Ice looked at me.

“…because I’m not mad at you. To Duke Pryster… that’s it. How did you survive all your life with a kid like that?”

Even in front of me, Judy did not hesitate to swear at her younger sister Asena.

“…I don’t mind when we’re alone.”

“…how is it when you are alone?”

“…just listen. good.”

“…What?”

Judy looks at me for a long time, then snores.

“…it’s hard to believe.”

“Really. What are you going to do with this lying? It makes me worry about doing this in front of other people.”

“Is Asena Pryster a good listener?”

“Because it is. You said it before. When I was young, when my children were having a hard time, I was there for them and they got along well.”

“Are you saying that we are still good even after fighting like that today?”

“…that’s right.”

Judy let out a long sigh. It was like spitting out a lump inside.

She spoke to me in a slightly calmer voice.

“by the way. You really don’t have to apologize anymore. I feel somewhat relieved because of you pushing Asena.”

“yes?”

“I can’t move because you started talking respectfully. That Asena Fryster. What is the sign of being sad when you are trying to expel you?”

“He likes me, but he probably hates being the Freisters.”

“You must be very difficult. Also, if it’s not red, it’s going to be difficult anywhere. That’s how I took care of those women, but when I grew up, I heard that the only thing I would say is to leave the family. I don’t mean to suck the sweet water and throw it away.”

“……”

I couldn’t say anything. There was no reason to make excuses, and it wasn’t wrong in the first place. That was the part that made me sad too.

Judy looked up at me gently.

She scratches her head once, then opens her mouth carefully.

“…I got a reply from my father.”

“About entering the vassal?”

“yes. I asked if I could pick you up.”

“What do you say?”

“…”

She spoke in a slightly lowered voice, as if telling a secret.

“No.”

“….Well.”

I nodded. It wasn’t as disappointing as I thought. Maybe it was because I expected it to some extent.

“…okay. What. I didn’t think of it at all. After all, it’s a hostile family, the Freisters, and you might feel like a spy.”

“Kaden, listen. You said you can’t do it right now, you’re not saying you can’t cut it at all.”

“yes?”

“Actually, I was only going to ask my father… I guess things got bigger in the family. My brothers and sisters also talked about this.”

“Sister or brother…”

“right. The enemy of the Ice family.”

There was a look of concern on Judy’s face as she said that, so she spoke the word of concern.

“…Are you okay?”

“…I don’t know. I was just going to ask my dad a little bit… I guess I was short-tempered. Anyway, this is not important. There were differences of opinion.”

“…Did you go all the way to the pros and cons?”

“yes. A number of people, including my older sister, were against it, and my father and older brother must have agreed. Even though my brother and my dad agreed… Seeing that you couldn’t come in as a vassal, you can see how much opposition from other people was, right?”

With her words, I quickly got a sense of what the Ice family was like. Again, as if it was a family of pioneers in the novel, the head Duke of Ice seemed to respect the words of the family members.

“My father and my brother certainly seem to value being able to act as a window between the two families as you said. Also, you know that no matter how much you try to dig up information as a vassal, it’s not as simple as it sounds.”

“But in the end it was the other way around.”

“yes. But, my sister said the same thing. I’m willing to accept you… if you get good grades at the academy. Let me show you your own efforts.”

“That’s it… I was originally going to do that.”

“…the standards were pretty strict. A high school diploma is a must.”

“If it’s like this now, you’re the chief, I.”

“…that is.”

“Then there will be no problem?”

“The chief was just one of them. There are many more, but the list is so long that I need to be able to memorize them all.”

“…Well.”

My head got complicated and I brushed my chin. I also had a desire to leave the family, but going to the Ice family was a question I expressed quite lightly like Judy, and it was taking shape through this work.

While I was thinking about it, Judy hesitated next to me, as if she still had more to say. He sighed, opened and closed his mouth, bit his lower lip, flicked his fingers on his thigh, and was restless like a desperate puppy.

“…why is that, Judy?”

“Ah…that…I want to say this…”

“Well, tell me everything. I should have known that things have gotten this big.”

Is it difficult to say In fact, since I am from the Ice family, I was somewhat prepared for harsh words that came to me.

It’s not Judy’s words anyway, it’s the words I hear from my family, so I can’t be hurt.

In the end, it’s only the people I cherish who hurt my heart.

“And one more thing. There is a way to become a member of the family without needing all of this…”

I pondered the words in a strange tone.

“…a member of the family? Aren’t you a vassal?”

“…that…if you marry me…it’s just okay…”

Judy turned her head and spat out words.

“…my sister… said so.”