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"Although the girl was not very old at that time, when he looked at his father's back, who was already a little strange, the girl knew in her heart that the warm and happy life of the past may never return to her side."

Xia Mo spoke softly and slowly said:

"Later, my father came to visit her several times, and wanted to get from her the money that my mother gave her and grandma's life and medical treatment. This matter was discovered by my mother, and they had a big fight in the yard. .

"The girl saw her parents quarreling so hard for the first time, and the two even moved their hands, but she didn't try to discourage them, just watched quietly like a passerby.

"At that moment, she understood that something had been broken forever in her life and could no longer be repaired.

"Finally, Dad left in embarrassment. Mom walked over and told her seriously that she should never give money to Dad. The girl agreed ignorantly.

"She thought of the New Year's Eve money she lent to her father, but since then, she rarely sees her father again."

After Xia Mo finished speaking, she moved, adjusted a comfortable posture and curled up in Li Hao's arms.

Li Hao gently stroked Xia Mo's hair.

I sympathized with her in my heart, and felt lucky for her.

Although I met an irresponsible father who was even a pitted daughter, at least one mother who paid attention to her and grandma who loved her supported her life.

At a young age, he will not fall into unaccompanied situation.

At the same time, Li Hao also learned that Xia Mo was a lively girl who loved to laugh and was full of joy, anger, sorrow, and joy.

It was completely opposite to the cold and cold image nowadays, and it was a bit of a duality of ice and fire.

There must have been some change in her life after that, which led to the extreme change in her personality.

Combining the information Xia Mo had confided to him before, Li Hao could faintly guess what happened.

However, he didn't interrupt with interest, and continued to be a qualified listener quietly.

Xia Mo closed his eyes and paused for a while, opened his eyes and continued:

"Before going to bed at night, grandma gently touched the girl's head and asked her if she hated her parents.

"The girl thought for a long time, and shook her head firmly.

"When she was young, she didn't quite understand the love-hate entanglements in the adult world, but she knew clearly in her heart that she would not, and could not hate them.

"For those who have given their love unreservedly, the girl will always reserve an irreplaceable position for them in the softest part of her heart.

"Even after ten years, this decision has not changed."

Li Hao nodded in understanding.

Although the girl's father's behavior is very jerk, and the mother is somewhat irresponsible, the two are not qualified parents.

But after all, they are also the closest people in the world to the girl's blood relationship, and they have been happy together. Who can really hate them with cold heart?

When Xia Mo's father found her again to borrow money from her before, even if Xia Mo disliked him on the surface, and was no longer happy in his heart, he finally lent her own living expenses to her father.

Deep in her heart, the word father still has an irreplaceable weight.

Even if his father became more and more precise and greedy about her request, Xia Mo would still give in, accommodate, and compromise with him step by step.

It's hard to say when you see it.

In fact, if Li Hao was careful enough at the time, he could write and draw Xia Mo's other character hidden under the ice based on these small details.

It's just that he didn't care enough about Xia Mo at that time, thinking that it was just a helpless choice she made to avoid the harassment of her dog gambling father, so he didn't care to ignore it.

Now it seems that Xia Mo is also a very gentle girl.

Thinking of this, Li Hao asked with interest:

"What about me? Do I have such a place in your heart?"

Xia Mo glanced at him and shook his head: "No."

Li Hao was stunned for a while before blurting out, "Why?"

Xia Mo looked at him with big clear and beautiful eyes, and did not speak quietly.

Seeing her calm expression, Li Hao regained consciousness, gave a wry smile, nodded and said:

"Yes, it's because I am too bloated without knowing it."

Unreservedly giving Xia Mo all the love, Li Hao knew that he might not be able to do it in his life.

Although he is a scumbag, he doesn't want to be a hypocrite.

He couldn't deceive his own heart, and deceived Xia Mo with a sweet promise.

Of the few girls who had trouble with him, he was reluctant to let go, nor would he let go.

So he couldn't give all the love to Xia Mo without reservation, he always had a place in his heart that didn't belong to her.

Since he couldn't meet Xia Mo's requirements, how could he lick his face and ask Xia Mo to open an exception for him?

Although he has double-labeled, he has not yet double-labeled to be unreasonable.

Sure enough, the sweetness of tonight made myself a little swollen.

Xia Mo quietly looked at Li Hao who was lost, raised his hands to hold his face, and gently stroked his cheeks with cold and delicate fingers.

Then he put his lips together and kissed him gently and seriously.

This long and soft kiss turned into the sweetest candy in the world, and it entered Li Hao's heart bit by bit.

With lips divided, Xia Mo said softly: "Fool."

Li Hao looked at her moist and clean eyes, the dark pupils were like the most faint black holes, sucking away his soul and heart.

"Why did I become a fool?" Li Hao asked aloud.

"Do you want to become my past?" Xia Mo asked softly.

"No." Li Hao replied in seconds.

"Then you still ask this stupid question, why are you not a fool?"

Xia Mo nodded Li Hao's forehead and chuckled.

It was the first time Li Hao knew that sometimes a negative answer would make him a hundred times more comfortable than an affirmative answer.

He hugged Xia Mo affectionately.

Xia Mo supported his chest with both palms to stop him from further movement.

"Listen to me and tell the story first? I'm afraid you will eat me up later, so there will be no chance to tell you."

Xia Mo looked at him softly, like a delicate little lamb that was slaughtered by a king.

With her unprecedented posture, Li Hao almost ran away with blood and energy.

After taking a few deep breaths, Li Hao temporarily calmed down the flame in his heart, nodded and said, "Well, you can continue talking."

Xia Mo put the palm of his hand on his waist and slowly said:

"After the grandma heard the girl's answer, she smiled as though she was relieved and sorry. That night she told the girl the story of her grandfather when she was young.

"Ups and downs, romantic and beautiful, the girl also learned from her grandma for the first time about her grandfather who died young and never met.

"Grandma said to the girl, if you can find a embrace that makes you feel warm and at ease in the future, then bravely rush forward and don't leave any regrets.

"The girl asked why.

"Grandma said that before a person dies, if he is asked to list the most regrettable things in his life, most of the first ones are the word'missing'"

Xia Mo said, looking at Li Hao steadily, and said:

"The girl didn't understand Grandma's words at the time. She spent ten years looking for the answer."

"Then she found it at last?" Li Hao asked.

Xia Mo tilted her head and smiled, "Maybe."

Seeing her smile, Li Hao couldn't help but kiss her smooth forehead.

Xia Mo's index finger lightly tapped the tip of Li Hao's nose, and said:

"I'm just saying maybe, no one knows the real answer before the end of life."

Li Hao grabbed her slender and tender hand and smiled:

"It's so simple. If there is only one person left in her life, doesn't she have no choice for the answer?"

Xia Mo tilted his head and smiled: "Yes, you are so smart."

Li Hao narrowed his eyes and began to scratch her creak:

"Yin and Yang Weird? Call you Yin and Yang Weird!"

Xia Mo didn't resist, giggling.

After a while, Xia Mo panted lightly, pressing his palm on Li Hao's heart, and said:

"In fact, the girl's expectations are not high. She thinks that the heartbeat in her arms can beat her for a moment, but her expectations are high. She wants this moment to extend to the length of a lifetime."

Li Hao looked at her soft and graceful profile, and the thousands of words in her heart converged into one word: "Okay."

Xia Mo smiled openly, with her ears pressed against his heart, listening to the powerful heartbeat, she continued to speak slowly:

"In the days that followed, my grandma's body continued to fade day by day, and in the end she was too weak to get out of bed.

"The flowers in the yard are also withering one by one in the changing of the seasons.

"It was a winter. After school in the afternoon, the girl carefully cleaned the litter in the yard as usual.

"The grandma, who had been in bed for many days, suddenly walked out of the house, holding the girl's hand, sitting in the yard with the girl in the warm winter sun, hugging her, and told her many stories.

"Many of these stories have been told by her grandma before, but her grandma still tells her impatiently over and over again, until the sun goes down.

"Grandma held the girl, pointed to a few remaining flowers in the yard, and told her a legend.

"Grandma said that after everyone dies, their soul will turn into a flower, watching the world and the people it cares about silently as the sun rises in the east and sets in the west and the seasons change.

"The girl asked why the flower fell?

"Grandma smiled and said because it has to go down to the ground to find the person it misses, just like grandma has to go to grandpa, or grandpa will be angry.

"The girl asked again if the withered flowers in the yard went to the person they missed?

"Grandma said yes, smiled and touched the girl's head, praising her for being smart.

"The girl pointed to the remaining flowers in the yard and asked if they were missing people?

"Grandma shook her head and said that they were worried about too many people.

"The girl continued to ask many weird questions, and my grandma patiently answered them one by one.

"Finally, grandma hugged the girl, looking at the sunset in the distance, and said to the girl in an apologetic tone that after grandma becomes a flower, she must find grandpa first, and Mo'er should not be angry with her grandma.

"The girl angrily took her grandma's hand and said that she was going to find grandpa with her grandma, and she was not allowed to leave her alone.

"Grandma smiled and nodded and said okay."

Xia Mo's tone was ethereal like a thin cloud in the sky: "That night, grandma went to find grandpa alone, and the last flower in the yard withered."

After speaking, Xia Mo looked at Li Hao quietly, two lines of clear tears shed silently from the corner of his eyes.

Li Hao hugged her heartily, and gently kissed away the tears on her cheek.

Xia Mo curled up in his arms and whispered: "This is the middle episode of the story..."

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